twenty-nine
"Luo Lie, is Nancheng fun?" Ah Huan asked me curiously, eating my spicy beef. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"There is a chance to take you all over the South City. "One day, I'll go back to Southtown, because that's my home.
I met Chen Muye outside the courthouse, and he felt ashamed of Luo Li.
"She just wants to scare you, Xiaofeng misunderstood her. ”
I sneered and mocked him.
"You are so enlisted, you really shouldn't have broken up in the first place. Xiaofeng died in vain because of her, you shouldn't be indistinguishable from wrong. ”
He sighed.
"Why don't you think that such an outcome is also the price you paid for not believing me?"
I'm going crazy, he means I killed Xiaofeng, how is it possible?
I panicked and ran away from his gaze.
This nightmare was repeated, Xiaofeng was lying on the ground covered in blood, struggling in pain, and asked me why I didn't believe Chen Muye. When I woke up, I burst into tears, and I needed to reorganize the whole thing.
After getting up in the morning, I sat alone on the terrace on the second floor in a daze, and Shen's mother came up several times to talk to me, but when she saw that I was in a state of dissociation, she retreated.
"Mother Shen said that you have been sitting here all morning, and she is very worried about you. It was Lin Mai's voice.
"Someone like me is not worth worrying about. "I was in a state of pessimism and couldn't help myself.
Lin Mai walked up to me and sat down.
"We felt it was worth it. ”
Tears flowed from my eyes.
"I'm sorry for everyone, Xiaofeng, Ah Hei, Luo Lie, Chen Muye, why don't I believe Chen Muye? What should I take in exchange for Xiaofeng's life? You tell me!"
Lin Mai handed me a tissue.
"I can't change it back. ”
I almost fainted from crying, and this time, I could be so wrong!
"Mother Shen stewed soup, I'll accompany you to drink some!"
I shook my head slightly.
He was close to me.
"Look at me. ”
I looked up at him.
"Be kind to the people who are still alive with you, okay?"
"Hmm. "I'm already teary-eyed.
Chen Muye stared out the window and didn't respond to me.
"You don't need to torture yourself like that. I choked up and persuaded him.
"This is a promise between me and Luo Lie, which I have never fulfilled before, and now I have decided to start again, and she will come back in three years to start again. "The place where I rented a place in the past was not only small, but also very harsh.
"You thought you were the only one who would be like this, and so would I. "I left in grief and indignation.
If I have to pay for my mistakes, I can accept the punishment, please exchange Xiaofeng's life back.
I went to Momo dessert shop to look for a koala, and she was surprised to see me.
"Why are you so thin?" she beckoned me to sit down on the couch. "Would you like to drink some red bean water?"
"Whatever!"
She went out to fetch red bean water for me.
"Zhu Zhu sends me a lot of messages every day, and she is very worried about your condition. "It must be Shen's mother who told Zhu Zhu that my current condition is not very good.
I drank the red bean water and didn't make a sound.
"I'm worried about you too. Why don't we go on a trip! Tell Zhu Zhu to apply for annual leave and go farther away. Is it good to go to Antarctica to see penguins?"
"Don't. I still have a lot of things to deal with. There will be a chance to go again in the future. ”
"Is there any news from Ahei?"
I shook my head.
"No, I guess he won't pay attention to me anymore. ”
"Forget it, other people's ideas can't be forced. He'll figure it out. I heard that Zhu Zhu helped Sugar introduce a new financial director. It's not worse than Ahei, is it?"
"Yes. You can rest assured, sugar will not let you down. ”
The koala suddenly hugged me.
"Wan, you're not going to let me down, are you?"
Tears flowed out of my eyes.
"Hmm. ”
I'll meet you at Lin Mai.
"Where are you?" asked me.
"Seven western restaurants nearby. ”
In less than ten minutes, Lin Mai found me.
"I have something to ask you for. As soon as he sat down, I told him what I wanted to meet.
"Good. You said. ”
"I'm going to be out of Southtown for a while, Sugar is on track now, but there are some important decisions I want you to take care of for me. ”
Lin Mai was a little nervous.
"Where are you going?"
"I'm going to go to Xiaofeng's house first to see her parents and twin brother, although I send them living expenses every month, but I know that it's not enough. Then I'll go somewhere farther away, but trust me, I'll be back soon. So, sugar matters, please be sure to help me. ”
"Okay, I promise you. But you must also promise me that you must not do anything stupid, and that you must come back to me as soon as possible and safely. ”
I nodded.
"Say hello to Fu Yan on my behalf, in case you get engaged or married! If I don't have time to rush back, don't scold me behind my back. ”
Lin Mai held my hand.
"I hope you know everything you say and do now, if you dare to live up to so many people's care and love for you, I will not only scold you, but also ignore you again. ”
I can't let him know the bitterness in my heart.
"I'm in a hurry to get on the bus, and I can't accompany you to eat Chinese food. I got up and put on my coat. "Brother Mai, can you hug me?"
Lin Mai got up and hugged me.
"Xiaowan, I'll miss you. ”
"Hmm. "The familiar smell made me cry.
I bought a lot of seasonal clothes, snacks, and toys, and when I arrived at Xiaofeng's house, her parents had just gone to sea today, and a pair of twin brothers were very happy to see me. I told them to listen to their parents and pay attention to safety, I didn't plan to wait for Xiaofeng's parents to come back, for fear that seeing them would only make them think of Xiaofeng again and be even more sad.
It turned out that I simply didn't have the courage to face them again.
Dear Mom and Dad,
I have to pay the price for my immaturity and irrationality, please give me three years to do something that I think is worth it. After three years, I will definitely come back and continue to be your good daughter, I have been in Nancheng for three years, please take care of your body, don't worry too much about me, I will also take good care of myself. Love you guys!
Luo Lie's home is far away from Nancheng, I took the train alone, transferred to the car, walked, and finally came to Luo Lie's home after two days and two nights.
"Where's Luolie?" asked Luo's mother.
"She's out of the country, so please let me take care of you for a while, this is her living expenses for you, and also, she picked out a beautiful dress for you, very comfortable cotton and linen fabric, you can touch it. I held Luo's mother's hand and touched the skirt, and she smiled happily.
She believed I was Lorry's best friend because I told her that.
Ah Huan raised three or four pots of poached grass and put them on the desk.
"You want to get rich, you want to go crazy!" I joked.
"No, because I think they're round and cute like me. ”
After graduating from middle school, Ah Huan came to work in this shoe factory, she knew the computer, so she was arranged to work as a clerk in the office, sitting in front of the computer every day to make and print various forms, boring and monotonous, but she liked this job very much, because she could receive a salary of more than 1,000 yuan every month, which was the pride of her parents.
"Do you want to come home with me for dinner after work?" I asked Huan.
"Luo Jiang is back today, right?" Ah Huan saw Luo Jiang's photos and said that she liked the type.
"Yes. So I'll take you to see him as soon as possible, do I love you very much?"
She smiled shyly.
"Shall I go home and change my clothes first?"
"Good. I'll give you ten minutes to go home and dress up. ”
"Where is ten minutes enough? Half an hour is enough?"
"So what's in it for me?"
"It's a big deal, I'll bring you breakfast tomorrow morning, your favorite mix!"
"Deal. ”
I called Luo's mother, and it turned out that Luo Jiang had arrived home in the morning, and I told her that I would take my colleagues home for dinner.
Ah Huan took out the small mirror she brought with her from time to time to look at herself.
"You're concentrating on your bike! I can't save you from rushing into the pond. ”
"Why?" she asked me earnestly.
"I can't swim. ”
She was amazed.
"I know how to swim!"
I throw in the towel.
"Then you can continue to take pictures!"
"By the way, what will Luo Jiang call you? He's a year older than you. ”
"I'm a friend of his sister, and of course you have to call me sister. ”
"Sister, remember to help me speak good things in front of Luo Jiang. ”
"Of course, the first day he returns, I'll take you to see him, am I good to you?"
"Okay!" Ah Huan let go of his hands and cheered, and the bicycle twisted a few times, startling me into a cold sweat.
Luo Jiang is tall and doesn't look like Luo Lie at all.
"Why is his skin whiter than mine?" Ah Huan whispered to me.
"A white covers a hundred ugliness, the skin is white, and the ugliness is ugly to the eye. "I deliberately let Luo Jiang hear it.
As if he hadn't heard, he didn't react, and moved the table out to prepare for the meal, which of course was very rich.
"If you don't think it's delicious, eat less, don't say it in front of me, let me hear it. "It was as if he was warning me that he had not only heard my sarcastic remarks about him, but also held a grudge.
"He fried it very deliciously, and the army was still very exercised, and before joining the army, he would only fry rice with eggs. Luo's mother smiled four or five years younger.
We started eating, and the food was delicious, but I didn't say anything.
Ah Huan is simply a talker, pulling Luo Jiang and asking long and short questions, I regret taking her back for dinner.
If he wasn't worried that he would be driven away directly when he saw Luo Jiang, and he wouldn't bring Ah Huan to disturb his sight, what would he say about the fact that I have been in this house for two years?
If you have a heavy mind, you will naturally have fewer words.
"Why don't you speak?, isn't Luo Jiang's fried food too delicious?" Ah Huan asked me.
I wanted to tape her mouth shut.
"Oh, I'm hungry!" glanced at Luo Jiang, but didn't say that the food was delicious.
After eating, I quietly instigated Luo's mother to let Luo Jiang send Ah Huan home, and Luo Jiang didn't dare not listen to Luo's mother's words.
"You don't wash the dishes, wait for me to come back and clean up. You go for a walk with my mother. Luo Jiang explained to me, and when he spoke, his eyes looked at the osmanthus tree.
Am I not even as good as a tree?
Since I came, unless the weather is bad, after dinner, I will take Mama Luo out for a walk.
"Lie'er, will you leave soon?" Mama Luo asked me worriedly.
"Luo Jiang has just come back, wait for him to settle down. "I'm afraid that Luo Jiang has an opinion.
"Thanks to you being by my side for the past few years. I can't bear you. Your mother is so blessed to have such a good daughter. Mother Luo held my hand tightly.
I don't want to think about parting, it's too hurtful.
After dark, Luo Jiang returned.
"Ah Huan invited you to her house?"
He nodded. It was found that the dinner mess had been cleaned up.
"After I am at home, you don't do anything. ”
My heart tightened.
"What do you mean?"
He smiled at me.
"It's time for you to go. ”
"Where are you going?"
"Go back to your own home. ”
"Oh. ”
"What about List?"
"She's out of the country. ”
"Give me the address. ”
"You know her temper. ”
He sneered.
"yes! She has such a temper to have a friend like you. ”
With that, he went into the house.
The osmanthus tree in the yard, the barking of dogs in the village, the snoring of pigs in the pigsty......
Forget it, nostalgia is a derivative of separation, and I can't escape what I should face, I'll resign tomorrow and get out of here, the sooner the better.