I have a long cotton dress with a starry motif, which has begun to get old and faded, and I like it too much to throw it away. The pen www.biquge.info turned out and spread out on the bed, and the memories it brought to me were beyond my control, and I could still remember some fragments.

I decided to wear it to school, maybe the last time, because it took a lot of effort to find a top from my closet that would go with it, and it didn't work well to get it right.

The short hair was trimmed once before the summer and it's going to be autumn, and they're a little longer, but I'm not going to trim it soon, wait until next spring.

After tidying up, I went downstairs to have breakfast, my mother hadn't gotten up yet, she often did this, and she came back late in the evening.

Dad was ready to go to work after breakfast, and asked me why I wasn't in a hurry at all, and I usually left before him.

"Now there are very few classes and I can be a little later. ”

"Oh, since you have so much time, maybe you can think about opening your own store. ”

"I don't want to open a shop! What a clothing store, I don't want. ”

"She doesn't know how to do business. ”

"Yes, yes, she only goes shopping and plays cards, and it's not what you're used to!" I muttered, and Dad laughed and took his briefcase to work.

Without Xiaofeng sitting next to me, I couldn't concentrate on listening to the class at all, after class, I called Xiaofeng and begged her to come back to Nancheng quickly, she was very cool and persuaded me not to look like a child who didn't grow up anymore, and in a few months, I would also go out to work, bear social pressure, etc.

"If going out to work becomes an unkind person like you, then I'll always be naïve. "I was angry that she didn't understand the pain of my longing at all.

"Do you know why I was the first person in the class to talk to you?"

"Because you're kind. ”

"Of course it is. There are other reasons as well. ”

"If you don't tell me, I know. I've loved playing alone since I was a kid. I haven't made any friends, do I depend on you?"

Xiaofeng acquiesced, and I hung up the phone bitterly.

Doesn't it seem pitiful for me to be afraid of being lonely but enjoying being lonely?

Xiaofeng accompanied me through the three years of college, and her departure was a blow and a wake-up call for me. I feel that my persistence has become meaningless, and I feel like a burden when I come to school every day, and my persistence is so quickly denied by myself, and I hate myself even more.

After Zhu Zhu came back from Shanghai, he looked high-spirited, as if his whole body was glowing. I looked so depressed when I had nothing to do.

After work, Zhu Zhu came to my house for dinner, Shen's mother happily prepared a few dishes that Zhu Zhu likes to eat, Shen's mother listened to Zhu Zhu talk about the trip to Shanghai, the two laughed constantly, and I was silent on the side, the contrast was stark.

"Are you sick yet?" Zhu Zhu finally noticed me.

"I look like a patient?" I may not be very sick.

Shen's mother touched Zhu Zhu with her elbow, but Zhu Zhu didn't understand. "Lethargy!"

"Eat! I'm full. I got up and went to the living room, the mother and daughter muttered quietly, Shen's mother blamed Zhu Zhu for not being able to speak, Zhu Zhu was confused, and when the two of them finished muttering, I had already gone upstairs.

Xiaofeng said that the school flower of the foreign language department went to study in the UK, and I was a little envious.

Lin Mai thought that I really wanted to study abroad, and said that he would fully support me.

"Which country do you want to go to?" he asked me.

"How's the UK?"

"Very good, I can introduce my former classmates and friends to you, and I will ask the professor to take care of your studies. ”

I almost laughed out loud at the look on his serious face. "Just thinking about it, it's not there yet!"

"It's okay, I can prepare it for you in advance. ”

"Forget it! it was Ye Can before, and now it's me again, will your classmates and professors be so busy?"

"Ye Can?"

"Don't be surprised, Ye Can is the recognized school flower of our school. A student in the Department of Foreign Languages, you have a good vision. ”

"What does your school's flower have to do with me?"

At this time, the boy will definitely say that it is not because she is the school girl or because she is a school bully, what I like is her beautiful heart. "You drive a sports car to school to pick her up on weekends, what do you say is your relationship?"

Lin Mai was stunned. "You're mistaken, that Ye Can, the first time I heard her name. ”

It was my turn to be stunned. "Ye Can is not your girlfriend?"

"What girlfriend?" he looked around. "In addition to you and Sister Du, are there any other girls around me?"

I was happy, but I still pretended to be surprised. "Don't pick it, it's hard to be tempted if you pick it. ”

"I don't need to pick again. Because the person who makes my heart flutter has appeared. ”

"What's going on?"

"I'm waiting for the right moment to confess to her. ”

"Oh. "I don't know whether to be happy or sad, I'm curious about what the girl who makes his heart move.

"It's normal for my brother to get married and my sister to be sad, right?" I asked Koala, but she didn't look like she was in good shape, she didn't even wear makeup, her lips were white, her face was shiny, and her dark circles were a little scary, so she was really not used to seeing her look without makeup.

"Normal!" I suspect she didn't listen to me at all.

On Lin Mai's birthday, the Lin family made an exception to prepare a grand birthday party to celebrate.

"Maybe it's just a blind date. Lin Mai sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the flower room, his head leaning on the big red rattan chair, in a slightly sad tone.

"Aunt Fen, they think you should start a family!" I looked at his handsome face.

He grabbed my face suddenly. "I plan to get married when I'm thirty. ”

"I see!" I was startled by his serious expression.

I didn't know what gift to give him, so I asked my mom's opinion.

"He lacks nothing now, only a wife?" Mom hesitated. "Can you help him?"

"Then I'll send a beautiful woman to him like the tributary emperor in ancient times?"

Mom leaned back with laughter.

I searched many boutiques and finally found a rabbit wearing a wedding dress, and I asked the owner why the rabbit was wearing a wedding dress but there was no groom around, if someone chose the groom.

"Haven't you heard the story of the lion's ring? The rabbit never put on his wedding dress and never got the lion's ring. The boss probably thought I was asking ridiculously, so he shook his head and smiled.

I carefully wrote on the birthday card: the rabbit decided to bravely propose to the beloved lion, he put on a white wedding dress and knelt in front of the lion and handed over a beautiful ring, the lion was very moved, they hugged each other tightly, and from then on, the lion and the rabbit lived happily ever after.

Lin Mai's birthday party was very lively, it can be said that the beauty is like a cloud, Lin Mai with a charming gentleman's smile in the middle of them, such an occasion, I resisted from the bottom of my heart, handed the gift box to him, and left in a hurry.

He didn't keep me, and he knew it well, and he couldn't keep me.

I walked out of the door of the Lin family alone, and the laughter behind me was getting farther and farther away from me.

The Spring Festival is coming, the house is full of festive decorations, the kumquat tree in the living room is more than a meter high, decorated with small yellow fruits, but I like to line their green leaves, and hold a cotton cloth with Shen's mother to wipe them clean and shiny one by one.

In the winter of the southern city, there is no snow.

On the night of the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, I received a text message from Chen Muye, without words of blessing: I have snowflakes flying all over the sky here, and the snow is piled up, which is very beautiful.

I stood on the terrace on the third floor and looked at the lanterns in the garden, imagining the snowflakes flying all over the sky.

"I envy you. Write these words on your phone screen.

He replied to me very quickly.

"I envy you too. ”

I laughed, and the tacit understanding seemed to bring us closer.

After the Spring Festival, there are a few fewer students in the class, and everyone has begun to work hard for their future.

I'm the only one who is indifferent?

Chen Muye called me and said that he had brought me some things from his hometown and asked me to get them when I was free. "If you don't come again, all the food will be ruined. ”

I lazily got up from the bed, dressed up and went downstairs, and when I walked to the stairwell, I overheard my mother and Aunt Fen chatting in the living room.

"Whether it's a family background, it's a good match for Lin Mai in all aspects!" my mother exclaimed.

Aunt Fen laughed heartily. "It's not in vain that I've put a lot of effort into the birthday party. ”

"Bring it to me another day?"

"Don't worry, the two of them have been going back and forth a lot lately!"

They should be talking about Lin Mai's heart-warming girl, and I wish him in my heart.

With infinite melancholy, he walked around the living room, avoiding the two of them, and walked to the garage.

Chen Muye opened the door to see me, I don't know how happy he was, and led me to the kitchen to see his refrigerator, which was stuffed with hometown specialties he brought. I took out the big bag I had prepared, but he said he was not in a hurry, pointed to the washed dishes on the kitchen counter and said, "Stay and finish eating before leaving!"

I nodded yes, the house was too small, and I simply put the big bag back in my bag.

Chen Muye's preparations have been done thoroughly, and soon we will be able to eat, the dishes are very fragrant, and there is no smell of choking chili peppers at all.

"Isn't it a waste of the ingredients you brought from home?" I took a few bites of the dish, and it tasted good.

"Although we can't follow the practice of our hometown because of accommodating you, there is absolutely no waste, and they can still feed both of us. ”

"Delicious. "I really compliment.

After eating, he asked me if I wanted to wash the dishes for him, and I said no.

"Try?" he helped me tie my apron and pushed me to the sink.

I put on special gloves for washing dishes, holding a bowl in one hand and a dishcloth in the other, Chen Muye stood next to me and commanded me, but unfortunately I clumsily finished washing a bowl, but my hand slipped, and the bowl fell to the ground and shattered.

"What should I do? I can't do it!" I took off my gloves and threw them into the sink, unoff my apron and gave it back to him. "What I've never done before, you can rest assured that I can do it. I'll pay you for the broken bowl. ”

"No need. He put on his apron and washed the dishes quite skillfully, and in the blink of an eye, he cleaned up the kitchen.

I'm willing to bow down. "This time it's you who wins me. ”

He sighed softly. "It's all forced. When I was a child, my parents had endless farm work every day, and if I didn't cook by myself, I would starve to death. ”

It was a very different life than mine.

"My mom married my dad as soon as she graduated from college and never went out to work, and I was taken care of by her and a nanny when I was a kid. ”

"Hmm. You're in luck. ”

"Do you think so?"

"I'll be honest. ”

"Can I get the fridge?" "It's getting late, it's time for me to go home."

He asked me for the big bag, and I said didn't I give it to you? He said no, I said yes, and the two of them argued over where the big bag went. "I looked to see if I had a suitable bag. "He started searching the house all over the house for the right big bag for me.

I found a big bag in the corner of the balcony. "This one should fit those things. I pointed to the yellow bag in the corner.

Chen Muye walked over and looked at the bag, a little hesitant. "No, it definitely won't fit, I'll find something else. "He went to look elsewhere, and I stubbornly picked up the yellow bag, which was very light, and I poured all the contents on the ground, and it was some pictures, all of them of the same girl.

"Who is she?" I asked, holding one of the photos, in which the girl was handsome, with her long black hair standing in the wind in a field of rape flowers.

Chen Muye ran over to look at the photos in my hand, and then looked at the photos scattered on the ground, his expression was gloomy.