I didn't expect so many brothers to remember me, a touched horse!

Xiangrui is not a person who likes to explain, because explaining too much is covering up, anyway, I did break it without notice, and the crime is extremely evil. I don't want to say anything, after all, it's not a glorious thing, but in the face of people who care about you, you really need an explanation.

In fact, I wanted to quit quietly, but I really couldn't let go of it after raising it for a while (because I was stupid to write, and I didn't know what to do).

It's been a difficult time, both mentally and physically.

I don't have good perseverance, and I like to set up flags for myself, and once I can't do it, I am easy to slack off when my spirit is removed.

The neck has not been very good, and my friends who know me well know it. I didn't pay much attention at first, but when I woke up some time ago, my cervical spine suddenly stiffened, and I felt a tingling pain from the shoulder to the neck, and it hurt to move my neck a little.

The shoulders are heavy, the left cheek is inexplicably hot, dizziness, weakness in the upper limbs, and numbness in the fingers...... I almost thought I was going to die, and I was scared to pee.

Looking back now, it's hard to imagine what it was like to feel at the time.

I went to the hospital to check, and I found out that it was cervical spondylosis!!

Damn, what's wrong with this?

I'm still so young, I have this kind of geriatric disease, and my body is so bad.

It hit me hard. And this problem is not very easy to cure, a panicked horse.

Then I broke off and let go of my spirit.

In fact, it's not that I can't write after resting for two days after the fixed frame on my neck, it's not that I can't sit in front of the computer, as long as I don't bow my head, it won't hurt, it's not that I can't update, but I'm lazy, very annoyed, and ashamed.

Actually, that's the main reason for the disappearance, I think. After all, the body can be overcome, after all, it is young, but the psychological barrier is very ...... Awkward, fucked up.

After so many years of writing a book, this one has the best grades, but it is treated like this.

There is another one, also because at that time, I just promised to take full attendance and break out, but as soon as I finished speaking, I broke off the shift, I was very frustrated, and then my brain fell into a dead end. In addition, I didn't say a word when I broke off, and my grades dropped a lot, and I was also very depressed. For a long time, I haven't even turned on the computer, and I don't dare to reply to the greetings sent to me by the editor.

I've had this experience before, and I've been depressed for a while.

Shameful one!

To be honest, this period of time has been focused on self-cultivation, mountaineering, plastering every day, eating three meals a day, very healthy, and then doing shoulder and neck exercises in front of the video, which is quite relaxing, I haven't had this experience for a long time. And even if I didn't write a word, there were brothers who were silently supporting and subscribing, so that I could get a lot of remuneration, thank you for reading the article. But after a long time, my heart is empty, and occasionally when I watch a movie, I still remember what to do next in the plot.

Under the persuasion of the readers and friends of the Decadent Dragon and the WeChat group, he finally came back.

I think that after going through this period, I will be more determined in the future, and I will write the stories I want to write, and I will no longer be capricious. Maybe the update won't explode a lot at once, but I'll try to be a perfect person and don't give everyone a chance to send blades.

Thank you all and I'm sorry!

Thank you brothers who still gave me tips during the break, and I saw 10,000 rewards yesterday, it's really ...... Thank you.