Chapter 278: Answer
"You've really decided?"
As soon as this sentence blurted out, Lin An couldn't help but sigh self-deprecatingly. Teacher Emily is already going through the procedures for Tang Xiaonan to go abroad, and even the date has been roughly determined, so where else does it need to be asked.
Tang Xiaonan turned his head unexpectedly, and saw the subtle changes in the expression on Lin An's face one by one, and the inexplicable joy in his heart was immediately buried by the stinging complex feelings. She couldn't understand why, to this day, she still had unrealistic expectations.
"The teacher said that I came into contact with the piano relatively late and missed the best time to study, and now the sooner I go abroad, the better......"
At the end of Shao Wei's piano recital, I listened to Teacher Emily's advice backstage, and my parents were very hesitant, thinking that she was still young and not at ease to go abroad alone, and wanted to wait two years for her to go.
However, as Emily said, talent does not represent everything, she herself came into contact with the piano later than many people, if she can't seize the time, it will have a huge impact on her future piano skills
Because of this, Mom and Dad didn't say much about this matter, but let her make up her own mind. She was not only hesitant, but also panicked, thinking that she would leave in two or three years, but she only had more than a month left.
Regarding the matter of going to the Manhattan Conservatory of Music for further study, I used to chat with Ruan Ruan, and I once carefully mentioned that I was going to go abroad for a few years, and I thought that I would wait until after graduating from high school. Ruan Ruan listened to it at the time, and although she had some trouble, she also unexpectedly gave her understanding, and she was not "childish".
Now, these two or three years have suddenly turned into more than a month, so how can she talk to Ruan Ruan, and even think of how sad and angry Ruan Ruan will be once she says it. And herself, how could it not be.
These days. With Ruan Ruan, she felt very sad and even more guilty when she thought of this thing that she couldn't spit out every time she was blocked in her mouth. A long time ago, she and Ruan Ruan agreed to go to elementary school, junior high school, high school, and university together......
And on the other hand. She faintly hoped in her heart that she could leave with Teacher Emily earlier. Every time she sees it from afar, every time she inadvertently bumps into it at school, every time the three of them go back together after school, for her, these are all a kind of torment.
But even so, she found that she was looking forward to this ordeal. Knowing that this is dangerous, it will hurt everyone and hurt yourself. However, the general controller couldn't help but want to see him, wanted to hear his voice, even if he understood that he was drinking to quench his thirst.
I wanted to leave as soon as I wanted to say it to Ruan Ruan and him, but every time the words came to my mouth, I swallowed them in a panic, as if as long as I said it, I would leave immediately.
Thereupon. I've been comforting myself, thinking that I haven't replied to Teacher Emily clearly. I haven't really made a final decision yet, and in fact, I have long since defaulted to the teacher's handling of those procedures for me.
The drink cup in his hand clenched a little tighter, Tang Xiaonan took a deep breath, and turned to look at Lin An with a sideways face, as if it was difficult to be sure. It's like asking for the final answer, "Do you say, should I promise the ......teacher?"
Should it be?
Put yourself in your shoes, Tang Xiaonan likes the piano so much, and this is also the goal. It's a pity to miss the best age to learn piano. Fortunately, I have the talent to make up for it, and now I am recommended to study at the Manhattan School of Music, what a great opportunity!
As the teacher Emily said, studying two years earlier will definitely make Tang Xiaonan make greater progress, and Tang Xiaonan needs this time more than others.
No matter who is involved in this matter, such a correct choice will be made, and it is absolutely indisputable. If Tang Xiaonan still had any hesitation about this, Lin An thought about it and felt that he might be able to persuade him in turn.
He can understand this and fully support it, after all, he and Ruan Ruan are well aware of Tang Xiaonan's dreams and pursuits. He understood this truth, but when he thought of Tang Xiaonan's decision, he looked straight at the gaze as if he wanted to ask for a definite answer, and he felt a burst of restlessness in his heart.
Suddenly, a slight sound of ropes drifted in, causing the two people on the stone chair to look away at the same time.
It was already dark, and it was a little far from the street lights in the square, and the location was a little remote.
I saw that on the chair not far away, the previous pair of junior high school students had not left, and under the shadow of the projection of the column next to them, the two of them were huddled in the corner of the chair at the moment, their faces were pressed together, and their hands were not idle.
Seeing Tang Xiaonan hurriedly turning his head in embarrassment, and glaring at him in shame, Lin An couldn't help but be speechless, this sudden situation, can't blame him!
Seeing that the student was becoming more and more passionate, he got up and walked back, and before the words fell, Tang Xiaonan immediately turned around and hurried towards the distant street, and even the drink fell on the chair without realizing it.
Gradually walking away from Anyuan Square, there are fewer pedestrians on the road, and the dim street lamps stretch one after another passing figures.
The topic of talking with Tang Xiaonan was a bit heavy, and Lin An was inevitably affected by his mood, but this little episode in the end made the atmosphere a lot lighter.
The soft light from the street lamp shone on the tall figure slightly in front of him, and he watched in a trance.
Before I knew it, I had known each other for almost a year. After this April, on campus, on the way home from school
, and on the street to and from the square, you can't see this figure.
ββ¦β¦ I'm sorry. β
The tall figure paused slightly, and when he saw Tang Xiaonan turn his head and whisper again, Lin An woke up.
"It's okay, there's no need for an apology! If it were me, I would be like you. Lin An smiled and waved his hand, which could be regarded as an answer to the question that had been interrupted before.
Tang Xiaonan glanced at Lin An quietly, then turned around and continued to walk forward.
Lin An couldn't see what Tang Xiaonan's expression was at the moment, and he would be sad to think about it. How much should a person bear when he goes to a foreign country and hides that he is leaving, "Are you ready to sue SΓΉ Ruan?"
Tang Xiaonan's figure froze, her weak shoulders trembled a few times, and she raised her feet again and walked forward, "...... I think...... I'll talk to her in the next day or two. β
Lin An nodded and followed the silence. Both of them understood how Ruan Ruan would react when he heard this, but it was unavoidable.
Not long after, Lin An sent Tang Xiaonan into her community, went downstairs, and saw the darkness in the corridor. After listening to Tang Xiaonan, I learned that this community should be unified to change the corridor sensor light, and the building was just demolished in the afternoon, and it has not had time to install it.
When Tang Xiaonan walked into the corridor, Lin An was just about to turn around and leave, when he heard two muffled sounds from the corridor, and it was Tang Xiaonan's low pain that Tang Xiaonan tried to suppress. (To be continued......)