785. The reward I want is my soul
Love is really a very magical or weird thing, it can smelt two people who are not related by blood into affection, and marriage has turned this kind of affection into a higher level than blood relationship. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Therefore, in ancient times, it was like to use marriage to strengthen cohesion, which was still a universal law.
But on the other hand, for the sake of someone who he once didn't know at all, he could be so painful that this may be what Shi Jianren wanted to try his best to avoid.
The old man's decades of decadence impressed him too deeply.
The beach is white, and there seems to be no impurities on the silver-white sand, even if the sunset disappears after reflecting the red sky, the beach is still reflected by the sky light and does not fall into darkness.
Stretching for more than ten kilometers on the winding beach, there is the sound of the waves gently lapping on the waves, no one notices the cry of such a Chinese woman, and in the face of such a natural landscape, what kind of crazy state may be seen by the locals, and it is not a call for help, so no one comes at all.
Perhaps it was such an empty place that stimulated Zhong Meimei to completely let go of the heavy emotions wrapped in her body and vent it unscrupulously.
Geng Haiyan was frightened, and wanted to go over and stretch out her hand, but was pulled by Shi Jianren, and the two silently took a few steps back, sitting on the beach and waiting.
Emotions are really a wonderful thing, just now I was shocked so that my outlook on life was bright, and I was instantly worried by such a cry, Geng Haiyan obviously recalled her dream, sat on the beach and hugged her knees, looking at the woman who ignored her manners, danced and cried at the sea and pointed at the scolding, muttering: "I'm really lucky, it's just a dream, I opened my eyes hard and came back, and I saw you again, not like Sister Meimei......"
Zhong Meimei can be said to be scolded from heaven to earth, even her deceased husband is scolded, as if at this moment her pain is all over the world to pit herself, the resentment and resentment can be imagined, such an all-out scolding also consumes a lot of physical strength, and after a while, she knelt on the ground weakly and beat the beach while crying and scolding.
Shi Jianren just sat there silently and watched.
In a sense, the other party's pain is still brought by him.
At the beginning, it was he who introduced Ozawa and Zhong Meimei to come together with what they needed, the Buddha said cause and effect, what does the current effect have to do with the original cause?
It is undeniable that Ozawa and Zhong Meimei were not so simple at the beginning, and both parties had a strong purpose, but let go of all the love scenes, who didn't come together because the other party had what they needed to pursue?
Men want women to be beautiful, gentle, and virtuous, and women want men to be strong, promising, and responsible.
Isn't this also a kind of utilitarianism?
It's just a little too realistic.
can be quickly combined for more than two years, it can be regarded as successful and happy, Ozawa is shrewd and unscrupulous, Zhong Meimei is realistic and knows how to drill camp, which is quite complementary The couple may not realize that the two sides have become such a deep emotional extension of themselves, at least much more harmonious than many men and women who keep saying that love is sacred.
So now, Zhong Meimei, who suddenly lost her emotions, will be so painful, it should be even more painful than Wu Xiaoying back then, this kind of tearing mixed with real family affection has extended from psychology to physiology, whether it is physiognomy or thinking and cardiovascular beating, real pain.
The moment Geng Haiyan had a nightmare, her physical feelings proved all this.
Man is also a magical creature.
Shi Jianren put his chin on his knee suddenly, was he struggling to resist to avoid falling into such a situation?
Geng Haiyan kept looking at him, as if reading something from his expression and eyes, quietly moved down the beach to his side, and tentatively slowly leaned her head on his arm, Shi Jianren didn't move, she leaned down steadily: "You won't leave me, right?"
Shi Jianren didn't speak.
Geng Haiyan still whispered: "When I first went to Pingjing, I was actually afraid that you would see that I could live independently and leave, just like the time I left me on the dock, I was afraid that I would never find where you went again, so I threw the bubble tea shop to you and dragged you down, now such a big company, so many people, you won't leave again, right?"
Shi Jianren let out a low sigh.
Geng Haiyan leaned closer, like a cat warming up: "Yesterday I heard you say on the phone that you want to share your shares with everyone, I was nervous, what do you want? What do you want in return...... Nothing, what do you want me to do, I can give it to you, I'm willing to give it to you!"
It's not loud either, slightly hoarse in the sea breeze, but it's certainly sincere.
Shi Jianren finally turned his head with a smile and looked at the face of the girl who was tilting his head on the side: " Say not to ask for a return, that's just politeness, all pay is eager to return, but I hope that the return is not money, not a woman or enjoyment, I have always been this attitude, I think it is worth helping, then go all out to assist, if the other party chooses to cross the river and tear down the bridge, see the profit and forget the righteousness, I will happily recognize his true face away, will not suffer more losses, but if that is also a deep and righteous person, with sincerity and sincerity to repay me, we will work together. ”
Geng Haiyan was serious: "I will work hard!"
Shi Jianren couldn't help but reach out and touch her head: "Yes, so I am also sincere to you, what do I want? I don't know, because I don't know what kind of results a group of people who are sincere, with lofty ideals and dreams, will do, I am very much looking forward to this unknowable future, if I can see what the future is like at a glance, what does it mean? This is the future, which is what I want." ”
Geng Haiyan three years ago, I definitely don't understand these words, and Geng Haiyan three days ago may not have a deep experience, at this moment she seems to understand a little: "Just like you said, I want to think about life and know how I should work hard in the future, but I don't know what the result of this effort will be, whether it is to follow a good company to do business, or to open my own store and re-develop, this is unknown, but it makes me look forward to it, right?"
Shi Jianren nodded: "I rarely communicate with people over the age of thirty or forty, that's the reason, because most of them, or even most of them, have lost this expectation, and basically they can see the appearance of old age to death at a glance from their faces, what's the meaning of that kind of life, just to eat three more meals for one more day? Or sleep with a few more women?" There are more than 30,000 days in this life, and these people who have passed more than 10,000 days seem to be looking down and counting the remaining days every day, but they don't look up into the distance, so what's the meaning of living?"
Geng Haiyan was sincere: "You ...... Really, really advanced!" After speaking, he seemed to feel that this adjective was wrong: "I mean you are different from many people, it seems that you just stand out from the crowd, really, you and Yang Deguang were standing together at that time, even if you were dressed in tatters, but it was different, you can see it at a glance!"
Shi Jianren was uneasy: "Read more books, there will be more ideas in my heart, and naturally I hope to find the meaning of survival for myself, in the face of this beautiful or dark world, since I want to live for 30,000 days, why not be a little interesting?"
Geng Haiyan finally understood a little: "No wonder...... You don't think it's a big deal about being a star or a big boss, no wonder you don't feel drooling when you see those beauties. ”
Shi Jianren disdainfully: "Drooling is an animal instinct, people can't fall into the same way as animals, right?"
As a result, Geng Haiyan actually dug a pit for him: "Then how did I see you washing your underwear in the middle of the night this morning?" After speaking, he hummed: "Don't think I don't know, I've heard about it on the dock......"
Oh, the upright life coach seemed to have been stripped naked, and just saw Zhong Meimei stumbling up and running towards the seawater, and hurriedly jumped up and was anxious: "Save people......!
As a result, Geng Haiyan pouted and jumped up to follow him, only to find that Zhong Meimei had rushed into the sea dozens of meters away, and the flat beach still only flooded the waves and seawater to her calves.
I'm afraid I'll have to run a kilometer or two to drown? )