Chapter 23: The child is for me to raise
After wrapping Chen Le tightly, I put on a piece of clothing and went out.
"Little music. As I walked, I shouted Xiaole's name.
Chen Le didn't react at all, he couldn't even open his eyelids, and he couldn't stop coughing, I doubted that if he coughed again, Xiaole's lungs would cough out.
The elevator stayed on the seventh floor and didn't move, I waited for half a minute, saw that the elevator was still there, and finally lost my patience, hugged Chen Le and turned around and walked to the side of the stairs.
The pace is fast.
My chest was burning violently, and my legs were weak, but I didn't dare to stop, I was afraid, afraid that Chen Le in my arms would have three long and two short, afraid that Chen Le's condition would be delayed.
In the dim aisle light, I turned a corner, and I coughed violently, and the pale yellow lights lit up one after another, and my heart trembled.
The aisle on the first floor is full of furniture, as well as some bits and pieces of daily necessities, and someone is moving.
I stepped over a couple of plastic buckets, walked in a hurry, tripped over my foot, and staggered and fell.
I wrapped my hands tightly around Chen Le in my arms, shrunk my head, and pressed Chen Le to my chest.
Sharp pain came from my head, my head seemed to be scraped, my arm hit the ground, touched the furniture, and my bones almost shattered.
"Don't you see so many things on the ground when you don't walk?" the elevator door opened, and a woman shouted at me, angry.
I looked back at the woman, my eyes cold.
The woman was stunned, didn't speak, lowered her head and continued to carry things.
After stopping a taxi, I went to the city hospital again.
Originally, I didn't want to go to a hospital in the city, but Chen Le got an injection here, but in the evening, not only did it not get better, but it became serious, which made me doubt the doctor's level.
But the first hospital is the best hospital in the city, and I don't have to choose.
"Hello, doctor, my daughter is sick and coughs all the time. I got an injection here in the morning, but I haven't been well since I went back. "As soon as I entered the hospital, I looked left and right, but I didn't see the medical supervisor in the morning, so I ran to the registration place, and while talking, I showed Chen Le's face to the doctor.
I repeated these words dozens of times in the taxi.
"I'll give you an emergency call. The doctor glanced at Chen Le, and his face became serious, "Has the child been coughing?
"Well, I kept coughing, I didn't stop, I called her in the morning, she could still respond, now I call her, she doesn't have the strength to react, she hasn't eaten much all day. I said anxiously.
"You wait, I'll call someone for you, don't worry, the more anxious you are, the more chaotic it is. "The doctor understood the situation and comforted me.
Then the doctor made another phone call.
I listened as he called another doctor to come to the hospital.
"Wait for a quarter of an hour, and Director Wang will be here immediately. The doctor told me.
"Good, good. I nodded again and again, and kept looking at the doorway.
About ten minutes later, a woman in her forties walked into the hall, saw me at a glance, and walked towards me.
"How old is the child?" the woman looked at Chen Le and looked up at me, "She had an injection in the morning, and she will still be like this when she goes back?"
"It's been over a year old, well, it's not getting better, and in the morning the doctor told me that I had to get three injections, but it was like this after only one injection. "I know, this woman should be Director Wang.
"The doctor was right, it's normal to get three shots. Director Wang said, "But your situation is different, it is more serious, and it may turn into pneumonia, so it is still the same situation after an injection." ”
"Pneumonia?" I was all bad, and my voice trembled.
"In this way, since I have already checked in the morning, I don't have to do so many projects now, just do two or three projects that are necessary, and the child can't delay this situation. Director Wang told me.
"Good, good. I nodded repeatedly.
Director Wang arranged someone for me, took me, and checked Chen Le, and after getting the inspection report as quickly as possible, I found Director Wang.
At this time, she has also changed into a white coat.
"The situation is a bit serious, but you came in time, and it will take another day or two, even if you are cured, I am afraid that there will be sequelae. Director Wang said to me, "I'll give you an order, and you can take the child to the infusion." ”
Director Wang looked at me: "By the way, clean and bandage the wound on your head, the child is sick, and it is normal for parents to worry, but you should also pay attention, in case something happens to you, what should the child do?"
"Good, good. "I took the order and ran downstairs to the infusion room.
I changed the medicine, which was different from the morning prescription, so late, there were still people in the infusion room, but it was much less than during the day.
"Change hands. The nurse picked up Chen Le's palm, saw the needle hole on it, and the bruise, and said to me.
I nodded and took Chen Le's other arm out of the down jacket.
Holding Chen Le, looking at her sick appearance, thinking that she had only drunk a little breast milk all day, she would definitely be hungry, but I couldn't drink the milk, I was so ashamed.
The nurse came to clean the wound on my forehead, and I lifted my eyelids and waved my hand.
I don't want to do anything now, I just want to be by Chen Le's side, and I have lost the interest in doing anything, including treating my wounds, and the support of the whole person seems to have collapsed.
"Dad. "Someone called me.
Chen Ke ran over from the door.
"Why did you come here, didn't I let you sleep at home?" I was scared, such a long way, there were cars coming and going on the road, and Chen Ke actually ran out alone.
Chen Le is sick, what is going on with Chen Ke, I really don't dare to think about it.
Chen Ke seemed to be frightened by me, standing in place, looking at me aggrievedly, his eyes were red.
"What are you yelling at the kid? I'll bring her here. Tong Wangjun walked in, took Chen Ke's hand, walked beside me, and looked at Xiaole in my arms, his eyes were a little red.
"Dad, I'm sorry, I called Mom. Chen Ke looked at me timidly as if he had done something wrong.
Her eyes stung me.
Think about it carefully, in the past few days, I haven't paid much attention to Chen Ke, although she is in school, she is only eight years old, I didn't give her, and sometimes I don't even have time to make breakfast for her, so I have to buy it herself.
She was so young, so she helped wash the vegetables and dishes, and her little hands were cold and red.
"It's okay to follow my mother, but you're not allowed to come out alone, you know?" I grabbed Chen Ke's hand and tried the temperature, "Is it cold?"
"It's not cold, my mom picked me up in the car, there was heating in the car, it was warm, I wasn't cold. Chen Ke said.
I glanced sideways at the door, didn't see anyone, looked up and said to Tong Wangjun, "He went to buy milk tea again?"
"He didn't come. Tong Wangjun stared at me, "Chen Jin, tell me honestly, why did Xiaole catch a cold like this?"
"If you catch a cold, you catch a cold. "I didn't dare look at her.
"Chen Jin!" Tong Wangjun suppressed his anger, "Even now, you still want to lie to me, Xiaole will catch a cold, just because you took her to the flyover to set up a stall to sell insoles, and she was blown by the cold wind, and she didn't catch a cold?"
I was silent.
Chen Ke lowered his head: "Dad, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said it." ”
"Don't apologize to him, he doesn't deserve to be your dad at all. Tong Wangjun put his arm around Chen Ke and looked at me, "Chen Jin, if Ah Ke hadn't called me this time, I wouldn't have taken the initiative to ask her, I didn't know that you could be so ruthless, Xiaole is only more than a year old, you will take her to set up a stall." ”
"I dressed her a lot and wrapped her in a down jacket. I said.
"Are you brainless?" Tong Wangjun pointed at me, "How old is she? In the house, you can catch a cold when you turn on the air conditioner, let alone go outside?"
"Why don't I have a brain, I have to live, if I don't set up a stall, how can I make money?" I couldn't help but reply, "You feel sorry for Xiaole, I'm her father, look at her like this, don't I hurt her?"
"Life, life, are you living? I really doubt that Xiaole is your own child, don't you use your brains to do things, can't you fight for a little bit of anger, think a little bit for your daughter and for your family?" Tong Wangjun still didn't give up.
Her words made me very blocked and unconvinced.
I'm trying, why didn't I work hard?
It seems that in Tong Wangjun's eyes, if you work hard, you will definitely succeed.
She didn't understand my difficulties at all, and I didn't want to quarrel with her anymore, so I was silent.
"Leave the child to me. Tong Wangjun said suddenly.