Chapter 9 Listen to the Sound of the Rain
On the third day, it was still a day of heavy rain, and at the same time, the boy came to the store. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Unlike Li Dan's meeting before, the young man was not frightened, he didn't seem to have any doubts about his appearance in the same house many times, he was calm and natural, and he was already very familiar with Dongya.
At this time, he was squatting in front of the only desk in the room, on which he was napping, and his eyes were full of curiosity, which drove him to reach out and touch the fur that looked very comfortable on his body, whether it was as soft as it looked.
But he only dared to think but didn't dare to do it, for fear of waking up Xun in his sleep, and after waking up, he would not be as cute as he was asleep.
He lay his hands on the table, his handsome chin resting on the table, drooping his small mouth, staring at the big white cat sleeping very peacefully with a face full of grievances.
Wu, who was reading a book on a wicker chair on the side, witnessed the full expression on the young man's face, and glanced at Xun who was lying on the table with a funny look.
Xun, who tried to pretend to be asleep, felt a strong gaze, which should be said to be two. Among them, you don't have to guess to know that it was the curious gaze of the young man, who looked at him motionlessly, making him uncomfortable.
However, what made him even more uncomfortable was another, soft and powerful, and a deep sense of oppression shot at him. He gritted his teeth in his heart and told himself that he must not open his eyes, and he would not let that fight succeed.
"What does it like to eat? or is it a mouse?" the boy was the first to say to break the silence, and his fresh and clean voice reached Wu's ears, as well as the cat's ears that suddenly erected.
His eyes looked straight at Xun who was pretending to be asleep, and when he saw it suddenly shaking, he felt very funny, and naturally he knew that it was pretending to be asleep, as if he had seen a fun toy, and he couldn't help but want to tease it.
Xun didn't know at this time that his small movements had fallen into the eyes of the two, but he still maintained a circle posture, listening curiously to the conversation between the two with his ears pricked up.
"I don't eat any of these, he's very picky, he only loves apples!" Wu put down the book in his hand and sat up, his gray coat hanging down, and it was rare for him to show a doting smile, watching the cat wagging its tail arrogantly.
"Hey, cats don't eat fish, they eat fruit! His eyes widened unabashedly, and he turned his head suspiciously to look at nothing, as if to confirm the authenticity.
"Yes, fish is the thing he hates the most. There was a hint of helplessness in his deep eyes, the world is so big, cats don't eat fish, just because he is not a real cat.
"Then next time, I'll bring you apples. The boy turned his head, his eyes were serious, as if after he had spoken, the big white cat moved his body and stuffed his bare face into it, not knowing that he was happy and did not want people to know, so he deliberately hid.
What surprised him was that the boy said next time naturally, it seemed that in his subconscious, he already knew something, but he didn't expect him to guess so quickly, but combined with the scene of stepping into the store for the first time, he was relieved.
With his current age, he should have been as carefree as his peers, with a healthy body to play around, but there is too much helplessness in this world, and people's fate will change, and then there are people in the human world, who are too fragile.
"None"
The young man's muffled voice came from the table, and he still maintained a squatting posture, looking ahead in a daze, in a state of unfocusedness.
"Hmm," he replied faintly.
"Can I stay here a little longer?" he buried half of his face in his arm, his muffled voice dragging out his current mood.
"Yes, there's no time limit here, you can take as long as you want. ”
"Thank you" He didn't look back, his eyes were still the same, I don't know why, I didn't feel that the young man was very lonely at this time, and Xiao Liang around him stood up solemnly.
He didn't bother, and stood quietly behind him, meticulously not making a sound. Because, he's waiting for him to speak.
After a long silence
The young man spoke slowly, and his voice, which had been silent for a long time, was mixed with a hint of muteness,
"Don't you wonder why I came from the rain and my clothes didn't get any rain on my clothes?"
Eyes are silent, deep and quiet, and he did not open his mouth to take his words.
The boy was not annoyed by his silent response, and continued to speak slowly,
"Actually, I don't know, I've never felt the feeling of rain hitting me, whenever I walk on the road, it seems like the rain goes straight through me and falls to the ground. I wonder what it feels like to rain?" he asked, "Am I no longer in this world, or have I ever existed?"
"There is no correct basis for existence or not. Living and dying are actually the same. With a bang, the match struck, igniting the light of the top capital, and the fire slowly reached the oil lamp line on the table, and in an instant the light on the table lit up, dyeing the young man's delicate face red, and his confused eyes were attracted by the sudden light, and he looked deeply.
"Do you see, the fire on this oil lamp shines brightly when it burns, and when the oil dries, it turns into smoke and drifts away. Burning is one form of being, and lights out is another form of being. Why should we cling to whether you have existed, not in what form?"
"I don't understand why I was born into this world and why I want to live. The boy's face was pale, his brow furrowed tightly, and he was so frightened that he turned his eyes away from the lights of his so-called light.
"No, you know, you're smart!" Wu approached his side, his right hand gently rested on his shoulder, his cold body temperature and skinny body came from his hand, and distress flashed in his eyes, "Because you know, since you can't feel the feeling of the rain falling on your body, then just hold the umbrella and leave, the sound of the rain hitting the umbrella is the closest sound to yourself, and it is also the best way to feel the rain." Isn't it?"
"Sure enough, you know. The boy smiled helplessly, "I want to feel the touch of the rain, but I also know that I can't touch it directly." When I hold the umbrella and I hear the raindrops falling on the umbrella, I can clearly hear the sound of the rain, it is right next to me, so close. I've never been so happy. Thinking back to the previous events, he was full of bright faces and smiled sincerely.
That's the smile you should have. He lowered his head, put his right hand on the corner of his lips, rubbed it gently, and the brown light passed through the round mirror into his clear eyes, "Child, don't be confused, sometimes the voice of the heart is the closest voice to you." ”
"Hmm," he replied with a happy nod and whispered, his cheeks reddened by the light.
"Okay, it's going to be boring in theory, I don't want to turn the store into a soul station yet!" Wu showed a mischievous smile to ease the serious atmosphere, "Having said so much, I don't know where to run." ”
"I just saw him running over there. Could it be that he was going to catch mice!" The boy amusedly pointed to the other side of the bookshelf, and just as he was about to jump off the table, he saw it.
But what he didn't know was that the cat was jealous, so he avoided it.
"That's not a good thing, even though I have everything, I don't have that thing yet. If this happens, it will be a mess for a while. "No intention to continue the joke.
"Why?" the boy asked, unaware of his intentions.
"In addition to fish, rats are also the most annoying thing, and if they are not cleaned up, I am afraid that they will make trouble for a long time. He teased a certain fussy cat, so that the search in the dark was so angry that he scratched the wall but did not dare to come out.
"It's really strange, Xunzhen is different from other cats, neither eats fish nor catches mice, what a different cat. ”
He couldn't hear this, and he got angry, and the consequences were unimaginable. He looked embarrassed and helpless,
"Hahaha... It's so much fun here. The boy was amused by his expression, and laughed with his stomach in his arms.
The two chatted for a long time but couldn't find out, and it seemed that they were really angry. But this didn't hurt the boy's good mood.
"Do you still want an umbrella today?"
"Well, that's all I want. The boy replied calmly.
"Time is running out, you should know. He said it unabashedly, and now he was sure that the young man in front of him knew everything from the beginning, so he didn't hide anything anymore.
"I know. He smiled faintly, the relief in his eyes was clear and bright, and his worries were superfluous, and he didn't think about it.
"Then please wait a minute. ”
Today he took out a yellow umbrella, and the two of them never mentioned yesterday's orange umbrella as if they had a tacit understanding, because they both knew where it was, so they didn't break it.
In the dark, the yellow flowers slowly bloom, and the rain will continue to fall.