Chapter 283: Self-Reflection
Gu Wang Ye smiled, stroked his daughter's forehead, and chuckled: "Silly boy, how can I blame you? Actually, you are right, my father is really a little worried." ”
Gu Zizhong smiled happily: "The emperor didn't go over to warn us this time, and we didn't have the intention of rebellion, the emperor has no evidence, and he won't kill innocents indiscriminately." Besides, the relationship network of the whole Ming Dynasty is too complicated, our Gu family and the Jinling Zhu family have old friends everywhere in the Ming Dynasty, if the emperor wants to move us, it will offend a large number of people!"
Gu Wangye is well-informed, but he is not as good as his daughter at this time.
He felt guilty in his heart, and he was also happy for his daughter's insight.
Gu Zizhong said: "Father, don't worry, anyway, in a few days, we will go back to Jinling." At that time, there was no longer any need to be busy with this trivial matter of the court. Father can rest and rest then, right?"
Gu Wangye stretched out his hand to scratch his daughter's nose: "Yes, you are the most insightful." ”
Gu Zizhong grinned at his father.
The night was already deep, Gu Zizhong stood at the door of his room and looked up at the moon in the sky, and his heart was not steady.
In fact, what my father said made a lot of sense.
Gu Zizhong also knew that her father was accommodating to her in order not to worry her.
The current situation is very unclear, the emperor gave Zhu Wang Ye another name, Zhu Youbei, isn't this revealing Zhu Wang Ye's shortcomings?
It means that you are just visiting Mongolia.
This is a great insult to Zhu Wangye, who led the Ming army to resist the Tatars and the Northern Yuan.
's father also changed his name, Gu Shizhu, the homonym is "Gu Shizhu".
To put it bluntly, the Jinling Gu family is the follower of the Jinling Zhu family.
The status of the Gu family is even lower than that of the Zhu family!
How could the emperor be like this?
It's also so inhumane.
Gu Zizhong had to sigh, if she entered the palace and curried favor with the emperor, the Gu family would definitely not be like this.
So thinking of this, Gu Zizhong couldn't help but feel guilty about his family.
In front of his own happiness and the position of his family in the court, Gu Zizhong took the former seriously.
She also feels selfish at times.
Just for the sake of his own happiness, he ignored his father.
Look, in this life, she didn't enter the palace to choose a concubine, and her father couldn't move an inch in the court.
If she is the queen's mother, see who dares to sneer at her father.
I'm afraid that the emperor will also be more polite to his father.
Alas......
Everything is just an illusion, since Gu Zizhong has made a choice in this life, he can't regret it.
God can't let her be reborn again, right?
She laughed playfully, and she was about to laugh at herself.
Besides, her father's position in the court is not something she can decide alone, this is the relationship network of the entire court.
So then again, Gu Zizhong doesn't need to blame himself.
She chooses her own happiness, which is a normal choice that everyone has.
She was comforting herself, looking up at the jade plate in the sky, but she was shrouded in dark clouds.
Dark clouds tonight, I'm afraid it will rain again tomorrow.
In rainy weather, Gu Zizhong didn't want to go out, so he wanted to stay at home.
She sat in the doorway, holding her chin with her hands outstretched, looking up at the sky, but she didn't know what she was thinking.
She also comforted herself for a long time, and she didn't feel any guilt.
It's just that she sighed that in the past few days in Beijing, there is nothing really good.
On the contrary, she encountered something bad.
She was walking in her mind when suddenly there was a movement on the side.
As soon as she turned around, she saw a person squatting down on the side, holding hot water in both hands: "The county lord has been sitting here for a long time, be careful of catching a cold." ”
She saw Tang Xiannan.
She smiled slightly, reached for the hot water, and took a sip, feeling warm.
Tang Xiannan said: "What did the county lord see when he went out today? Why are you sitting here alone and sullen?"
Gu Zizhong didn't know what to say, so he thought about it before saying, "I met my old friend again, the daughter of the previous secretary of the Ministry of Rites. Now they have grown up. ”
After Tang Xiannan was curious, he was blessed: "Congratulations, there are so many friends around the county lord." ”
As he spoke, Tang Xiannan looked at Gu Zizhong's eyes with full envy.
Gu Zizhong sighed and said, "The content of my chat with others is still the matter of the Gu family and the Zhu family. Alas, but it's too complicated for me to explain. ”
Tang Xiannan said with interest: "Then the county lord drinks water first, don't say it if you don't want to say it." The county lord still has to put his own body first. ”
Gu Zizhong let out an "um" and said, "Why did Sister Tang suddenly appear here with me? Why don't you sleep on this big night?"
Tang Xiannan shook his head, looking full of energy: "I slept in the room all afternoon this afternoon, and now I am in good spirits." I heard Feng Ming say that the county lord, you saw your old friend again this afternoon, and I wanted to come over to have a look, but I didn't think that the county lord you are ......"
Tang Xiannan wanted to say the words "sullen", but it was difficult to say it again.
Gu Zizhong also understood what Sister Tang meant.
She pondered for a moment and said, "Sister Tang can still care about me, Zizhong is very happy." But Sister Tang, you don't have to worry, I don't have anything to do, I'm just sitting here thinking about it. ”
Tang Xiannan smiled and said, "Well, that's good, Lord Gu is fine, I'll rest assured." ”
Gu Zizhong and Tang Xiannan joked: "Don't call me the county lord, just call me Sister Gu." ”
Tang Xiannan said with some caution: "Sister Gu." ”
Gu Zizhong said happily: "Hey, that's right." You always call me the county lord and county lord in front of me, which seems to be a lot of outsiders. ”
The atmosphere suddenly became a little tense.
This is the estrangement that will exist between two adults when they grow up, and it's not that they didn't have no skin and no face when they were young.
So as soon as the two of them say this kind word, there will naturally be such an awkward atmosphere.
Gu Zizhong took the initiative to laugh, reached over and stroked Sister Tang's hair, and said, "Okay, Sister Tang, you must not call me like this again, I'm really uncomfortable." ”
Tang Xiannan followed Gu Zizhong, and then grinned: "Sister Gu, you have a great sense of humor, and we will never feel lonely by your side." ”
Oh?
Gu Zizhong frowned and said, "We?"
Tang Xiannan said: "Me and Li Nanyu." The two of us have always wanted to be with Sister Gu, go to the street together, and buy things together. How nice that feels. ”
Gu Zizhong nodded directly: "Well, isn't this simple? Wait for tomorrow...... Oh no......"
She looked up at the sky and said, "Not tomorrow, the day after tomorrow." I'm going out with you. ”