184 You will soon regret it
No matter how much she still loves them wishfully and treats them as her relatives, Xilingyue is no longer the Xilingyue she used to be.
They will never go back.
Every time she saw him, she couldn't help but think of their past.
They grew up with each other, and they had too much happiness and too many memories.
Even if it is a pet, it will have feelings after ten years, let alone a living person who can cry and laugh with her, and go crazy and make trouble together?
She didn't understand how they had come to this point, she didn't want Xiling to like her more and more, she just wanted Xiling to treat her as a sister and her relative forever.
It's just that the heavens don't fulfill people's wishes, why does Xiling like her more and more?
She has more love and hatred, pain and self-blame for Xiling, but she has no love between lovers.
In her heart, he was her brother, how could she marry him and be his wife?
She remembered what Xiling Yue had questioned her.
Why can't Wen Luohan?
She couldn't answer.
She just likes Wen Luohan, she just wants to be Wen Luohan's wife, in her heart, the others are her brothers, she also wants to know why, but she doesn't even know why, how to answer him?
Feelings are the most inexplicable thing in the world.
She didn't know why, but she just took Wen Luohan as her lover and the two Xiling City brothers as her elder brother, was she wrong?
She tossed and turned in bed and lay down for a long time before falling asleep, and it was almost dawn when she slept.
The next day, Yan ZΓ²ng was not energetic, but the day of handing in the manuscript was getting closer and closer, and she had to cheer up and go out to draw the manuscript.
She went to the beach again, found a most remote and uninhabited place, and concentrated on designing her manuscript.
Soon it was noon, so she ate casually, rested in the car for a while, and painted from the afternoon to the evening, and finally finished all the drawings.
It was time to deliver, and when she relaxed, she lay on the boulder and wanted to rest for a while.
At this time, the seaside was very beautiful, and the sunset gilded the sea with a brilliant color, sparkling and shining with colorful light, and she looked at it for a while, closed her eyes, and fell asleep in a daze.
Half-asleep, she faintly heard footsteps behind her, she straightened up and just wanted to look back, a blade slashed at the back of her neck, her head buzzed, and she fainted.
When she awoke again, she found herself lying in a gorgeous room, her feet tied together, her hands tightly tied to the head of the bed, her mouth taped to her mouth, unable to make a sound.
Tilting his head and scanning the room, there was a man sitting next to the bed, his slender body as straight as an ice sculpture, staring at her coldly.
Xilingyue?
How could it be him?
Although the accident occurred, the fear when I first woke up was much less.
Being kidnapped by someone, the most afraid is that it will be tarnished and innocent, if it is Xilingyue, at least he will not do too much.
Xiling stared at her for a moment, then reached out and tore the tape off her mouth.
Wen Yuci looked at him, "Just because I kicked your cousin, you're going to kidnap me?"
Xiling looked back at her coldly, with a sneer on his lips, "What?
"You don't know if you're breaking the law by doing this?"
"What about breaking the law?"
Wen Yu was angry, "What is the purpose? Why did you kidnap me? If you want me to bow my head, I have already said I'm sorry, if you want to help your cousin ask for medical expenses, you just have to make a price, and I will give you as much as you want." β
"I don't want medical bills," Xiling stared at her, "I want ...... You. β
"Want me?" Wen Yuci repeated in surprise, "What do you want from me?"
"Don't you understand?" Xiling Yue leaned over and leaned close to her body, his handsome face was cold, but his eyes were burning on her face, "I want your whole person, your person, your heart, your soul, I want it all, I want you to marry you as my wife, I want you to be mine completely!"
"Impossible," Wen Yuci did not flinch, forcing his eyes, "I don't like you, I won't marry you, my people, my heart, my soul, nothing belongs to you, if you are still willing to be my sister, I am also willing to be my brother, respect you and protect you, but if you want me to be your woman, even if I die, it is impossible." β
"Why?" Xiling Yue grabbed her shoulder suddenly, "Why can Wen Luohan, but I can't? Where am I worse than Wen Luohan? family background, appearance, personality, and where is he better than me?"
"He's no better than you, but I just like him and want to be his wife, but that's in the past, and now Wen Luohan can't either, I don't like him anymore, and I won't marry him." β
"Since you don't like him anymore and won't marry him, why don't you marry? Marry me, I will help you heal your father and help you get the one you want!"
Every man who thinks he loves her says this, Wen Yuci is a little tired, "Brother Yue, my body, my soul, and my heart are not bargaining chips, I can't use them for trading, I don't like you, and it's not fair to you to be with you for the sake of others." β
"I don't care!" Xiling Cheng grabbed her shoulders tightly, his eyes were hot, "I just want you, as long as you are willing to be by my side every day, I don't care about anything!"
"But I care, I'm only twenty years old, I want to live freely, do what I want, and I don't want to spend my life with me for a deal. β
"Then who are you not trading with? Who do you think you are with in his heart? Gu Shaoxiu? What do you think you are in his heart? Pingshui met, and he married you the next day, he just treats marriage as child's play and treats you as a plaything, how much affection will he put on you?"
Wen Yuci looked at him coldly, "That's a matter between me and him, there's no need to explain it to others." β
"Others? I'm someone else, so Gu Shaoxiu is your own person?" Xiling Cheng's gaze suddenly became fierce, and he grabbed the clothes on Wen Yuci's chest, "We have known each other for ten years, and we have eaten together in a house and lived with each other for ten years, you are now suing me, I am someone else, he is his own person?"
Wen Yuci looked at his furious eyes and remembered Xiling City's words.
The more epilepsy there is in Xiling, although the condition is stable now, it will develop when it is strongly stimulated.
She didn't want to irritate him.
She slowed her voice: " Brother Yue, in my heart, you will always be my brother, you will always be my relatives like Brother Cheng, no matter what happens, it can't erase the ten years when we accompanied each other and grew up together, but I really don't like you, I can't force myself to marry you, be with you, Brother Yue, I'm sorry, I don't know what I did, I think I would like you, I don't know why you like me, I just know, I don't like you, I can't marry you, but as long as you want, you can be my brother for life, we can be relatives for life as beforeοΌβ
"I don't want to be your brother, don't be your relative!" Xiling Yue grabbed the clothes on her chest and shook her hard, "I want to be your husband and the father of your children! I want you, the whole person who thinks about it is crazy, Brother Cheng doesn't allow me to miss you, I don't want to get close to you, but I can't control myself, porcelain, I don't love anything but you, I only love you, I only love you!"
The madness in his eyes turned to pathos, and the pain was indescribable.
Wenyu porcelain is also like a knife.
She didn't know what was wrong.
Why did Xiling Yue fall in love with her, and Chu Guanjue would also fall in love with her.
I thought that love gave birth to hatred, and they all left the Wen family, and there would be no more involvement in the future.
But they came back with hatred, and after some entanglement, they said the same thing.
Both of them loved her, both promised to marry her, and both said they would love her for the rest of their lives.
But that's not what she wants!
What she wants is family affection, not mixed with a little worldly dirt, warm, clean and pure family affection.
Why is this happening?
She looked at Xiling Yue with a depressed gaze, "Brother Yue, I don't know what I did to make you misunderstand, I can only tell you clearly, my love and love for you is a sister's love and respect for her brother, not the kind of like between men and women, I just treat you as my brother, I have no feelings for you, I will not marry you, never." β
"Feeling?" Xiling seemed to mutter, "What do you mean by feeling?"
"It feels like the instinct from the heart, who I like from the heart, who I don't like, who I want to be with, who I don't want to be with, my I just treat you as a brother, I don't want to be with you, I don't want to be with you, I don't want to be with you, Brother Cheng, let me go, I don't want to marry you, I don't want to be with you!"
"And who do you want to be with?
"No, never!" Wen Yuci looked at Xiling Yue's eyes, "In this life, I will never give anyone a second chance, if I miss it, I miss it, he is no longer the Wen Luohan in my heart, my feelings for him have long changed, I can't marry him." β
"That's Gu Shaoxiu?"
Wen Yuci wanted to deny it, but in the end she only moved her lips and didn't make a sound.
Xiling Cheng acquiesced, and laughed mockingly: "Gu Shaoxiu? It turns out that you want to make a fake show with Gu Shaoxiu? How much do you know about him, you dare to like him, and you want to marry him? In his heart, between you and him is just a game, and when he has played enough and gets tired of playing, this game will be dispersed, do you really think he has you in his heart?"
Everyone denied Gu Shaoxiu, everyone said that Gu Shaoxiu was deceiving her and playing with him, Wen Yuci was very disgusted: "I don't know Gu Shaoxiu, you know, I am already an adult, I don't need you to tell me what to do, even if he really deceived me and played with me, it was all my own choice, I will not regret it!"
"You'll regret it!" Xiling Cheng stared at her coldly, "I'll let you see clearly what kind of person he is, you'll regret it soon!"
He turned around and left, and Wen Yuci hurriedly asked, "Wait a minute, what about the two bodyguards who followed me, don't hurt them!"