I gently pulled the chair closer and looked closely at his sleeping face.

Although the two of us have slept together many times, I still rarely look at his face after falling asleep.

But needless to say, every time I look at him, I am always fascinated by the beauty again and again.

It doesn't matter if I have any backbone or not, but Xia Yanmo is really good-looking. Whether it is facial features or temperament, it is indescribably outstanding.

It can even be said that when I first saw him, I only thought that a man who was so good-looking must be a man.

And in the past few days, the distance between me and Xia Yanmo has been getting closer and closer, and my heart is happy and entangled.

I even secretly think about what would have happened if I hadn't run away from marriage.

Maybe we will live a very happy life, I think I will be much happier than by Ye Fei's side no matter what.

Xia Yanmo is a pretty good person, which cannot be denied.

Except for the occasional poisonous tongue, Xia Yanmo is really good for me. For someone who had hurt him like that, he was really good to me.

I realized the proximity between the two of us, and I couldn't see the rest of my life clearly.

It's just that we should and can only continue like this until he wants to end this relationship between us. And the only thing I can do is keep my heart.

I can't put myself in the same situation as last time, and put my heart in an unacceptable love.

Xia Yanmo said at that time that the two of us could only play, but his kindness to me was obvious. I don't know if that statement is sincere, but I do know that it is true. The distance between the two of us is so big, I can't cross it. Actually, I would be sad, and it comes down to the truth of that sentence.

My gaze was fixed on the side of his face, reluctant to look away.

"Xia Yanmo, I have already experienced a marriage, and it will never be possible between us. I could only sigh helplessly and look at his side face in a daze.

"If I had known that would be the case, I wouldn't have done such a stupid thing. I closed my eyes: "But there is no if." It's my fault, it's me who doesn't know people, I'm sorry. ”

I bowed my head a little tremblingly.

"Bai Yiya. ”

"Ahh

Xia Yanmo looked like he was asleep, he was sitting at this time, looking at me with burning eyes.

He didn't fall asleep! Didn't he hear what I just said?

My face instantly turned red to the base of my neck. I thought he was asleep, and I couldn't help but say that, who knows what he ......

"Since you regret it, let's get married again. Xia Yanmo looked at me domineeringly, and his tone could not be refused.

My eyes widened in disbelief for my ears.

"Aren't you asleep?" I didn't dare to respond to his words head-on.

Look me in the eye and answer my questions. Xia Yanmo grabbed my hand, and the temperature of his palm was heard, which made my heart beat faster.

He insisted that I look at him, but I don't have the courage to look him in the eye now, and I was too fascinated by what I said just now. If I had known he wasn't asleep, I wouldn't have said those things to his face.

I don't know if it was because of what he said in the restaurant that day, or if it was because of my inferiority complex in my heart.

I don't want to face this gap between us, whether I am a Bai family member or not, I am already married, and I am no longer worthy of him.

Because every time I think about it, I remember how stupid the decision I made back then. And how much that decision hurt my relatives.

Whether I like to admit it or not, by the time I left that wedding, there was no going back.

"Xia Yanmo, you let go of me!"

I tried hard to break free of his grasp, but as long as he didn't let go, I couldn't move at all.

"If you look at me, I'll let go, or you don't think about it. Xia Yanmo's voice was a bit of a scoundrel.

I knew that he would not let go of me if I didn't obey him, so I thought about it again and again, but I still looked at Xia Yanmo.

Xia Yanmo let go of my hand very observantly: "Answer my question." ”

"I ......" I unconsciously lowered my head again, his eyes making me feel palpitations.

Because from there I can see my cowardice and unbearable. What scared me even more was that if I looked him in the eye more, I couldn't help but say yes.

But I know I can't. I've been through so much that I understand that not everything is willing. His eyes were so seductive that I couldn't go against my heart.

The next moment, Xia Yanmo's hand wrapped around my neck and fixed my chin.

"Since you're not honest, then I can only do it to make you honest. Xia Yanmo got a little closer and looked at me with burning eyes: "I said, answer my question." ”

The distance between the two of us was too close, and Xia Yanmo's exhaled breath sprayed on my face, leaving me a little confused.

"Bai Yiya, let's get married again. Xia Yanmo's tone was extremely serious.

It seemed that he understood my weakness and refused to let go of the hand that was holding me back.

"No!" I didn't even have an idea in my head, but I immediately rejected it.

Seeing the change in the expression on Xia Yanmo's face, my heart immediately softened again.

This man was terrible, and in front of him, I had no room to struggle at all.

I don't know how long I can hold on to this attitude, his eyes dimmed for a moment, but who knows how tormented I am now.

"Bai Yiya, I don't mind the past, I have already heard what you and Cheng Xiaoxiao said, since the past is not your fault, there is no need for you to bear the consequences for it. Xia Yanmo still fixed my face and didn't let me leave: "Bai Yiya, you'd better think clearly." ”

"Xia Yanmo, I am very grateful for your kindness to me, and I also remember your kindness to me. I resisted the emotion that I was about to cry: "But it's not something you don't mind for a long time, in fact, you know very well that there are some things that can't be helped." The distance between us is impassable, and I can't ......."

Looking at the emotion in Xia Yanmo's eyes, I couldn't go on.

I gradually felt the strength in my neck dissipate, and Xia Yanmo's hand was withdrawn.

His hands hung down, his gaze lost for a few seconds.

"Job done?"

After being silent for a few minutes, Xia Yanmo's voice suddenly returned to a strange coldness.

I choked up a little in my throat: "It's done." ”

"Go home. Xia Yanmo was the first to stand up.