Chapter 14: I can't let go

"Teacher Yan, thank you so much. ”

I am really touched to meet someone who cares so much about me at a time like this. Because after experiencing Li Yefei and Cheng Xiaoxiao, I really understood how precious a person who is sincere to himself is.

Teacher Yan comforted me for a long time, telling me that if there is anything to find her, it is okay, and my heart is warm.

However, Teacher Yan received Xia Yanmo's order to teach me etiquette, and after some conversation, she began her teaching.

Most of them were taught to me by her before, and although I have forgotten many of them, I still remember some of them.

What's more, Teacher Yan Yu is a very good teacher, and under the premise of her intentions, I am also very attentive.

Not only for Xia Yanmo's orders, but also for his own sake.

At least it doesn't look so embarrassing for the rest of you.

"Well, yes, Xiaoya has improved. ”

I blushed a little shyly.

I tried my best to learn the etiquette of the upper class circles that I had almost forgotten, and compared with me who didn't pay attention to it at the beginning, I became not only older, but also thoughtful.

At that time, I was high and carefree in the privileged environment created by my parents, and I never thought about anything else, and now I have nothing, and now I have nothing.

Of course, this week, Mr. Yan Yu taught not only some etiquette, but also the basics of the piano and clothing matching.

Manners and costumes are easy to re-instill in my mind, but the piano is still a bit difficult for me. After all, an instrument cannot be learned well in such a short period of time.

But I can only do my best to do this now, at least I don't want to live up to Teacher Yan Yu's gaze at me.

When picking up these things little by little, Teacher Yan Yu is always very comforting.

"Looking at you now, it's like seeing you when you were a child. Teacher Yan Yu sighed.

And I can only smile bitterly, but I am not and will not be.

The week was very short and passed quickly, so Teacher Yan Yu's teaching time passed quickly. And the skills she taught me are pretty much the same now.

At the end of the course, Teacher Yan Yu held my hand.

"Xiaoya, don't be too stubborn outside. And your parents are your parents after all, so it's always okay for you to go home and see it anyway. Although your parents don't say it, I know very well in my heart that they miss you very much. ”

Teacher Yan Yu looked at me lovingly: "Which parent can really give up their children, not to mention that they are still the babies they have spoiled since childhood, they may want to see you again." ”

I suddenly remembered the first time I met Xia Yanmo on the high-speed train, when he was still threatening his parents, and he also said that his parents were very concerned about his recent hunger.

I had mixed feelings for a while, because I remembered what happened on the high-speed rail, and because of my parents.

Teacher Yan Yu was still waiting for my answer with burning eyes, but I really couldn't give her a definite answer, and I really didn't have the courage to go home and face my parents.

Even now I miss them in my heart.

Teacher Yan persuaded me for a long time and told me to remember to go home, but I didn't dare to give her a positive answer, because I didn't know if I still had the courage to do so.

"You stupid girl, always so stubborn. Teacher Yan Yu touched my hair and sighed: "You also grew up watching me since I was a child, and if you don't have a good time, I will feel uncomfortable." But I know you're an adult with your own mind now, and I just want to remind you that no matter what, home will always be your safe haven. ”

Teacher Yan Yu continued to persuade,

I couldn't help leaning on Teacher Yan Yu's arms, I haven't felt the care of such elders for too long, in Ye Fei's house before, I only received endless white eyes and cold treatment, no one has ever cared about me like this.

It's just that I'm not realizing until now what the hell is true.

Maybe it was a short reunion and parting with Teacher Yan Yu, which made my suppressed emotions explode a lot. Regardless of whether I have the courage to go home or not, I am still grateful to Teacher Yan Yu for what she said to me.

"Alright, the class is over here, and I should go. Teacher Yan Yu patted me on the shoulder: "In the future, remember to show your identity and bearing, what was the daughter of the Bai family at the beginning, and now you can't be ashamed of the surname Bai." ”

I raised my head, and Teacher Yan Yu's eyes were full of encouragement.

"Okay, thank you, Mr. Yan, thank you very much. I squeezed out a smile.

Sent Teacher Yan Yu out of the door, and watched her car go away before walking back.

It's just that what she just said has been circulating in my mind all the time, and I know that Teacher Yan Yu's words are sincere.

In the past few years, I haven't missed my parents, but I don't dare to let myself think about it. Because I have always felt that since I have chosen this path, there is no turning back.

Although I didn't have such a big "surprise" as the path I chose, now that I have nothing, I don't have the confidence to go home.

My parents were so sad back then, and they haven't had any contact in the past few years, and I really don't have the confidence to be sure that they are still willing to recognize me as a daughter.

Or maybe they're angry right now, even if I just want to go back and see them, I'm afraid I'll be kicked out of the house.

Even then, I can't blame others, what can I do with my own sins.

That's it, I forgot that I was still at the door, and I just stayed there in a daze.

It wasn't until a car pulled up in the door that I came to my senses.

Especially when Xia Yanmo's face appeared from the car, I suddenly realized that today is not only the day when my class ends, but also the time when Xia Yanmo comes back from a business trip.

Looking at Xia Yanmo's smiling gaze as soon as he came back, I was a little confused, he rarely was so happy with me.

Xia Yanmo was obviously in a good mood and walked towards me.

As soon as I wanted to say something to him to express my concern, Xia Yanmo's kiss was printed.

This is the doorway!

My eyes widened and I tried to break free of him, but he didn't give me the chance, and before I could react, he held my hand and took it into his arms.

I'm like a crab that has been tied up in a circle, unable to move.

It's just that Xia Yanmo obviously kissed emotionally, and he was not affected by me, so I could only obediently close my eyes and wait for his old man to be interested.