Chapter XXXVIII

Qi Yu left after staying at Mo Chenghuan's place, and the next thing was the time when Mo Chenghuan was alone with Dongtianji.

Dongtianji set up a chessboard, and let the people who were waiting go out.

"It seems that we haven't spoken properly for a long time," Dong Tianji glanced at Mo Chenghuan's reaction, for fear that his words would cause Mo Chenghuan to be unhappy.

"When something like that happened, I should have had a gap in my heart for you and refused to let you stay overnight," Mo Chenghuan said without raising his head.

Dongtian smiled helplessly, and sure enough, he still angered Mo Chenghuan.

"I'm thinking now, how long will you resent me because of this," Dong Tianji was very helpless, but since he had already started, there was no such thing as stopping halfway.

Mo Chenghuan sighed gloomily: "How else can I hate you, I can also understand that the fault is not you, and I am not an unreasonable person." ”

"Cheng Huan, I always feel that we are no longer as close as before," in Dong Tianji's heart, he was afraid of the result.

"I always have to change something, and I can feel that I'm changing, and I'm scared of that change because I don't know if it's good or bad. Mo Chenghuan understood that Dong Tianji was trying to communicate with her, trying to find out the reason for the estrangement between them, so she didn't hide her true thoughts.

"Lou Yuyu is right, I shouldn't let you enter the palace," Dongtianji regretted.

Mo Chenghuan was noncommittal to Dong Tianji's words, sometimes she also thought about whether she shouldn't enter the palace, in that case, in that case, she might be able to simply love Dong Tianji forever.

"I know I can't go back to the past, but we still love each other, right," Dongtianji is not a saint, he can't be desireless, he will also hope that the person he loves will always love him.

"It's never going to change, because I know you're never going to change either, I'm just scared, afraid that one day, I'm not the same person I used to be, you're not the same person I used to be," she fears that some change will push their relationship to an irreparable end.

Dongtianji took Mo Chenghuan's hands and was silent.

The next day, Dongtianji came to Lou Yuyu in the early morning.

Lou Yuyu came to the Rising Sun Palace, and Zhu Ming took all the servants who were waiting out.

"It doesn't seem that you came to me to see a doctor," Lou Yuyu looked around, but he didn't see where Dongtianji was, and he felt a little uneasy.

"It's a doctor, but it's not a physical illness, it's a mental illness," Dong Tianji leaned against the pillar in the side room, holding a wine jug, his eyes empty.

Lou Yuyu walked over and saw Dongtianji's slightly decadent appearance, and frowned to show a dissatisfied look: "Heart disease still needs heart medicine, I can't help you." ”

"On the day of the Huachun banquet, did you meet Cheng Huan after you left me?" Dong Tianji was jealous, and he didn't hide it, and straightforwardly spread his thoughts in front of Lou Yuyu.

"Yes," how could Lou Yuyu not know that there were eyeliners all over the palace, and it was not surprising that Dongtianji would know about this matter.

"What did she tell you?" Dong Tianji felt that Lou Yuyu should know something.

She said she was starting to be scared, "Lou Yuyu saw the difference between these two people, and when he understood, he felt that he should do something."

"What are you afraid of?" Dong Tianji felt that Mo Chenghuan was afraid and worried, so he didn't tell him the truth.

"Late at night, I didn't dare to ask in detail, she also asked about me," Lou Yuyu didn't think much about it for a while, and now that Dongtianji asked, he began to think about it seriously.

"Did I ask you about it?" Dongtian looked at Lou Yuyu in confusion.

"......" Dongtianji fell silent.

"I'm wondering if she wants to know what I've done for my 'her'," this was just Lou Yuyu's guess, but his instincts had always been accurate.

"Does Cheng Huan think that I haven't paid enough for her?" Dong Tianji also understood that he had never paid anything to Mo Chenghuan, and it was natural for Mo Chenghuan to question his feelings.

"No, she should be thinking about how much she can continue to pay for you," Lou Yuyu knew that Mo Chenghuan had never been a person who would blame others, Mo Chenghuan had always blamed only himself, and it was precisely because of this that those blames for herself would become a heavy burden on Mo Chenghuan, so that she became more and more gloomy.

Dongtian looked at Lou Yuyu in surprise, bowed his head and looked a little sad.

"What," Lou Yuyu's brows tightened again.

"I've known her for ten years, ten years! I haven't even understood her thoroughly," Dongtian was extremely jealous of Lou Yuyu, he had gained all the trust of Mo Chenghuan in the name of his friend, and now he and Mo Chenghuan could only maintain a relationship with the only remaining old feelings.

"You care about the country, she should be able to understand. Lou Yuyu watched them go from deep love to freshman all the way, and he couldn't help but feel unbearable, he hoped that he could do something for them.

"It is precisely because she understands so well that she shares the hardships for me, but she has never reached out to me in return, which makes me even more ashamed of myself, Chu Luoluo is right, I am not worthy of Chenghuan. "People like Mo Chenghuan should find someone who loves her wholeheartedly and takes good care of her with his life, instead of being like her, ignoring all of Mo Chenghuan's suffering.

Dong Tianji glanced up at Lou Yuyu, and suddenly woke up, isn't this Lou Yuyu exactly that kind of person.

"What do you want to say?" Lou Yuyu was a little hairy by Dong Tianji's glance.

"Why can you not even want your life for her?" He was thinking, if he and Lou Yuyu changed identities, would he be able to work hard for Mo Chenghuan, the answer is of course, but there is no ifs in the world, Lou Yuyu will never be able to become him, and he will never be able to become Lou Yuyu.

"Don't get me wrong, I just think she deserves this kind of ...... Treat. Lou Yuyu swallowed the word "protection" because if the word "protection" came out of his mouth, it would be more likely to cause misunderstanding.

"You should be treated like that......" Dongtianji repeated the sentence.

Lou Yuyu thought that Dongtianji had misunderstood him, and wanted to explain, but he opened his mouth and didn't know how to say it more appropriately.

"I've been wondering if it was wrong for me to let Cheng Huan enter the palace," Dongtianji didn't mean to blame Lou Yuyu, the only person he blamed was himself.

"I did have this idea before, but now I think a little differently," Lou Yuyu thought about this question, and now he began to agree with Dong Tianji's idea.

Dongtian looked at Lou Yuyu in disbelief.

"In the past, I always felt that this deep palace was dark, and letting her enter the palace would ruin her, but now I find that you are right, her identity, Canglei is not a safe place, it is better to enter the palace, at least she stays where you can see, you can guarantee that she can leave a life, if you want to let her go free, she will inevitably choose to go to the battlefield, if there is a war on the battlefield one day, in case there are three long and two short, you will have to wait two or three months to get news of her," Lou Yuyu felt terrible when he imagined it, his beloved fought bloodily and fell into the pile of corpses, he didn't know it, and when he finally got the news, let alone the last side, he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to see his face.

Dongtian looked at Lou Yuyu with great sadness, and was seriously frightened indescribably.

"What are you thinking about?" Lou Yuyu was thinking that he might have said what Dongtianji was thinking.

"It's that I'm thinking too much, you don't just see through Mo Chenghuan, you see through everyone, just now I thought you had feelings for Chenghuan......" Dongtianji smiled bitterly, in vain he is still a dignified son, he is not as open-minded as Lou Yuyu, and he will also spend the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, which is really ridiculous.

Lou Yuyu was stunned by Dong Tianji's words, and he didn't know why he was shocked, but he had a sense of emptiness in his heart.

"What?" Dong Tianji saw Lou Yuyu's abnormality, and couldn't help but be curious about Lou Yuyu's distraction.

"I thought, maybe, you can do something for her to give her peace of mind. Lou Yuyu shook his head again after speaking: "But I also think my idea is ridiculous." ”

"Why do you say that?"

"You are the Son of Heaven of Canglei, and your contribution is only for the people of Canglei, and she is your wife, not your people," Lou Yuyu may not have been able to understand what Dongtianji did before, because in his world love is everything, he can sacrifice everything for love, even if it is life, at that time he did not know so much of Dongtianji's suffering, this matter seems to be Dongtianji's not not to do, it is impossible to do, Dongtianji cares about the people, it can be said that he is involved in the whole body, he can't ruin the plan that thousands of them have worked hard for ten years for personal feelings.

"Hahaha......" Dongtianji poured a sip of wine and looked up to the sky and laughed presumptuously.

"You're right, you're really right! My contribution is only for the people of Canglei, and Chenghuan is my wife, not my people!" Dongtianji laughed maniacally, but he also knew that Lou Yuyu was right.

"So I can only watch things deteriorate step by step, I can't do anything, I can't do anything, what a terrible word, I made a big fight at the beginning, in order to no longer encounter powerless things, but now, the more power I have, the more powerless I can do anything about Chenghuan, I couldn't figure it out before, but now I understand a lot, the people and Chenghuan I can only choose one side, Chenghuan I want to get, the people can't give up, but there is no way to have two laws in the world. "The sound of the eastern sky is like a string, trembling, although it is also bright, but the sadness is infinite.

"Then we can speed up our actions, and before things get worse, we may be able to save something," Lou Yuyu knew that it was not feasible, but he still said foolish dreams.

Dong Tianji glanced at Lou Yuyu, Lou Yuyu understood what Dong Tianji meant, and sighed weakly: "It's me who is stupid, you can forgive me." ”

On this day, before Mo Chenghuan woke up from his sleep, Ling Xue cautiously entered Mo Chenghuan's door.

"Who!" Mo Chenghuan heard Tokyo and immediately woke up from his dream.

"It's me, Ling Xue. Ling Xue seemed to be doing something shady, and replied to Mo Chenghuan with a suppressed voice.

"So early, what's the matter?" Mo Chenghuan also lowered his voice.

"Master, someone is looking for you, I don't know if you see it or not?" Ling Xue came to Mo Chenghuan alone and whispered.

"Who?" Mo Chenghuan thought, it must be important to choose to come to see her early in the morning, but she also depends on who it is.

"Chixia Palace, Yuanlu Pavilion - very small. Ling Xue said.

"Ask her to come forward and speak, "Shu Miao is Chu Luoluo's person, since Chu Luoluo's person, no matter why he came, there is a reason to see it."

"I've seen Mo Yuxiu," Shu Miao was expressionless, bowed coldly, and made a simple salute.

"Why did you come to me?" Mo Chenghuan didn't care about Shu Miao's attitude, what she cared about was what she came to convey this time.

"Speak for my master. ”

"Say it. ”

"Recently, pay close attention to Qi Yu, otherwise I can't guarantee what will happen in the future, this word has reached me is already benevolent and righteous, if there is a case in the future, look at Yuxiu, oh no, it's Niangniang, I hope Niangniang's subordinates will be merciful," Shu Miao passed Chu Luoluo's words to Mo Chenghuan word for word.

"It's over?" Mo Chenghuan was still looking forward to the following.

"It's over. Shu Miao said coldly.

"Then go back," I don't know why, when facing the difference, Mo Chenghuan always felt an inexplicable chill.

The slave and maid retired, "Shu Miao is so simple that it is not like the slaves of other families, and they will wait for the reward after passing the word, so Shu Miao turned his head and simply left."

"This spirit concubine will be fine, right?" Ling Xue listened to Shu Miao's words, and couldn't help but worry about Qi Yu.

"You prepare, let's go to the Liuyan Palace at noon. Chu Luoluo came to pass the word just to ask for a way back for herself, so naturally she would not tease her, since Chu Luoluo said so, Qi Yu is naturally in danger, and she can't sit idly by.

"Yes," Ling Xue replied and lightly exited Mo Chenghuan's room.

"Ling Xue, I saw someone hurrying out just now, who is it, coming to the master early in the morning?" Jin Su rubbed his dry eyes and asked vaguely.

Ling Xue glanced at a few people behind Jin Su, and said with a serious expression: "It's the Huanchun girl from the Liuyan Palace, and she said that she was looking for the master." ”

"What's important?' What did you say early in the morning?" Ning Xiang yawned and asked casually.

"I didn't elaborate, I just said that Concubine Ling, you let the master go to the Liuyan Palace at noon," Ling Xue kept an eye on her mind and told a lie.

"Oh," Jin Su didn't think much of it, and turned back to his room.

The others also watched the excitement, and when they saw that there was no major event, they also followed back to the room.

At noon, lunch was not used, Mo Chenghuan took Ling Xue and Ning Xiang and rushed to Liuyan Palace.

When he arrived at Liuyan Palace, Qi Yu was having lunch, so Mo Chenghuan sat down and sent the others out.

"What's the matter, your expression is so serious?" Qi Yu was a little confused, thinking that Mo Chenghuan had something big going on.

"You've been careful lately, I'm worried about you," Mo Chenghuan held Qi Yu's hand tightly, his brows furrowed, full of worry.

"What's wrong?" Qi Yu put his hand on Mo Chenghuan's hand and shook Mo Chenghuan back with the same force.

"I'm afraid that something will happen to you, I received a rumor that you will be hurt, no matter what has happened recently, as long as you notice something wrong, you must tell me as soon as possible! No matter whether you can deal with it or not, I have to know!" Mo Chenghuan held Qi Yu's hand and oozed fine sweat, which showed that Mo Chenghuan attached great importance to this matter.

"Okay, understood. Qi Yu smiled.

"Don't be perfunctory to me!" Mo Chenghuan was not angry, she was just anxious.

"I'm sorry, do you believe me?" Qi Yu had to make Mo Chenghuan believe her, she wanted to dispel Mo Chenghuan's concerns, she knew that Mo Chenghuan was just afraid.

Mo Chenghuan nodded.

"Very good, I will tell you, no matter what happens, I will tell you, you know, I will always trust you, and I will never hurt you," Qi Yu did not say such things to appease Mo Chenghuan's emotions, because Mo Chenghuan listened to the truth intelligently, and this was the truth she said wholeheartedly.

Mo Chenghuan nodded obediently like a little kitten caressing his hair.

"I will never deceive you, never, do you believe me?" Qi Yu asked.

Mo Chenghuan was still silent and nodded slightly.

"Then let's call them back, shall we have a good meal?" Qi Yu believed that Mo Chenghuan was worried about her.

"Okay," Mo Chenghuan finally got out of his panic and said the first word.

"Someone!" Qi Yu said loudly.

The crowd marched forward.

Mo Chenghuan and Qi Yu looked at each other and smiled.