Looking at the black Mercedes Benz in the distance, gradually out of my sight, I suddenly had an illusion, it seemed that as soon as Su Ran walked away, I would never find her again.

I ran a few steps forward, trying to find the shadow of the Mercedes, but it had already blended into the traffic and was no longer visible.

People sometimes have the illusion that what just happened seems to have happened before, and that there will be bad results, and that's how I feel now, as if this scene has happened before.

The black Mercedes disappeared into the crowd, this scene was familiar, but I knew it was impossible, this scene could not have happened before, it was all my delusion.

I lit a cigarette and looked at the shuttle traffic, although I knew that some of the thoughts in my mind just now were all illusions and my cranky thoughts, but I still felt a little unhappy and scared in my heart.

My phone rang, and Su Ran sent me a message: "You go back to the house, it's a little cold outside, don't stay outside for a long time, be careful of catching a cold." ”

"I didn't go back, just now I watched the Mercedes Benz you were sitting in disappear, I felt empty in my heart, I was standing on the road smoking now, do you know, just now I had an illusion in my mind, I feel that this time you go to Beijing It seems that you will never see you again, you will walk away from me. "I expressed all my feelings, I was really worried, worried that the illusion in my mind would become a reality, and I wanted to get an affirmative answer from Su Ran, to get some comfort.

"Are you afraid of losing me?" Su Ran sent me a message back.

"Yes, I'm afraid. "For the first time, I expressed my feelings for Su Ran without any pretentiousness.

"Don't worry, I'll come back, you won't lose me, I'll still be with you, no one can stop me, I'm just going to Beijing for a while, it's not my home, Wuchang is my home." "This time, Su Ran didn't send me a text message, but a voice message.

There was an emotion that kept rushing through my mind, and some words were in my throat, and they were about to rush out.

"What's wrong? Why don't you speak?" I didn't respond for a long time, and Su Ran sent me another message, she was worried about me.

"It's nothing, I'll surprise you when you get back. "There are some things that I finally didn't say and suppressed them, but this is only temporary, and I think it's too perfunctory to say it now, I have to wait, when Su Ran comes back again, and then I will officially mention it to her when I am fully prepared, so that it can be considered sincere, and it can be more meaningful and romantic.

"Okay, then I'll wait. Su Ran sent me another voice, and the voice was sweet.

I suddenly felt that I missed Su Ran so much, she had only been gone for so long, and I missed her.

When I got back to my accommodation, I looked around, and the house was empty, and I didn't want to do anything.

In the past, when I was alone, I could still read a book, quietly move a stool and sit on the balcony, pour a cup of tea, take a sip of tea, and read a book for a while.

Even the university textbooks I was able to read for an afternoon without getting bored.

But now, I don't have any thoughts, I can't calm down.

My heart is in turmoil.

I desperately hope that Su Ran can come back soon, and I can settle my heart as soon as possible.

After cleaning the house inside and out, I gave Qi Jun a call.

"What's wrong, how do you think about calling me. Qi Jun's tone of speech was completely different from when he met me in the past, with a sense of pride and self-confidence, as if he had had enough of hardships and finally welcomed the state of seeing the moon in the clouds, and the spirit of the whole person improved a lot.

The state of people, the spirit of people, in fact, is not static, when there is confidence, it will make people look more energetic, more confident, more powerful, when there is no confidence, it is like a dog.

Qi Jun is now a human, not a dog, he has capital and confidence.

"Let's make an appointment to meet. I said, "Su Mo has looked for me and told me about the situation at home, isn't it a bit too much for you to do?"

"She's going to find you? This slut, it seems that I haven't taught me enough, she hasn't tasted the bitterness yet, she actually ran to you, does she think you can solve this matter? Even the police can't solve it, how can you solve it? You don't think that you can make me submit and make me obey with a sentence or two, right?" Qi Jun guessed the reason why Su Mo came to me, and he didn't even ask more," Okay, if you want to meet, then let's meet, it just so happens that I want to meet you too, and I don't need to look for any other place, it's at my house, you know the location, you come over tomorrow morning, I'll wait for you. ”

In the evening, Su Ran sent me a message saying that she had arrived in Beijing, and I lay in bed and sent her a message back: "I miss you." ”

"There are people around me, don't talk nonsense. "The message Su Ran sent me made me wonder about her current state, sneaky, afraid that the chat history on the phone would be discovered by Shen Yue.

It must be cute.

It made me miss her even more: "I really miss you." ”

"What then?" Su Ran replied to me.

"I'll go sleep in your room, okay?" I asked Su Ran, I guess she was so smart that she must know what I was going to do.

"No, you'll get the bed dirty if you go to my room. Su Ran disagreed.

"I'll be careful, don't you have toilet paper? I said.

"You've done it so many times, why are you thinking about it now, how long have I been away. Su Ran probably felt that I was a little different from ordinary people, "Why didn't you have these thoughts when I was here, why did you immediately reveal your true form as soon as I left?"

"I don't know, you may not believe it when you say it, in the past, I thought it was good to be alone, comfortable, do whatever you wanted, play games if you want, buy some food if you want to buy something, read books alone if you want to read alone, watch TV if you want to watch TV, free and easy, but now I stay with you, after a long time, you suddenly left, I feel a little uncomfortable, I feel lonely. I said.

"Feeling lonely, do you want that?" Su Ran said to me.

I don't know how to answer her, and I also think that my thoughts are really obscene, and telling Su Ran these things defiled her a little: "Okay, don't talk about it, I'm asleep, it's dark in Beijing now, you have to change cars, don't play with your mobile phone, pay attention to safety." ”

"Someone came to pick us up, you don't have to worry about me. Su Ran replied to me, "If you are really uncomfortable, go to my room, but you are not allowed to stain the things in the room, and you are not allowed to rummage my things." ”

"Well, it won't. "I promise Su Ran that I have a photo of her in my mobile phone, and I don't need to flip through her things, as long as I am in her room, smell the smell in the room, and think that Su Ran has been in the room, I will be content.

When I entered Su Ran's room and closed the door, I felt that I was a little perverted, but I still couldn't help it.

My whole body suddenly felt a lot more comfortable, and the feeling of exhaustion swept over, I opened Su Ran's door to ventilate, took a shower, and climbed into bed.

I woke up a little late in the morning, there was a smell in my mouth, and after washing up, after breakfast, I drove to Su Changmin's house.

Now it should be Qi Jun's home.

"You have something to beg me, you actually came so late, I asked you to come in the morning, and now it's almost noon, did you come here on purpose, come here at this point, do you want to have a meal here?" Now I am not the same person I used to be, if you still underestimate me, your vision is too low, including the house you are in now, the name on the real estate certificate used to be Su Changmin's, but now it has been changed to my name, and it will soon be transferred to the name of my parents, which will completely become my property. ”

Su Changmin's house said that it was going to be sold to pay off the debt, but it was not sold in the end, Su Changmin probably wanted to stay for Su Mo's mother and daughter, but now, it is cheaper.

"How did you do that?" I asked.

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