Xianzhiyu occasionally recalls his days in the welfare home, before the age of four, he didn't like to talk, he didn't respond to what others said, he was deaf and dumb and locked in a room with a group of mentally retarded, autistic, polio, and spinal deformities of his peers.

It wasn't until others found out that he was a normal person and tried to recommend him to couples waiting in line for adoption, that he had difficulty speaking in complete sentences, and even stuttered a little, and most families were reluctant to adopt a child over five years old like him, so he was "returned" three times as a problem child who was not very obedient.

At that time, Xianzhiyu realized that his life was like dice, and the only thing he could do was to throw himself desperately forward, and he had to resign himself to fate.

Only suffering is close to the Buddha, uncountable, unknowable, and unpredictable.

Without a sense of security, without a sense of belonging, being alive is the best way to grow.

For many children, as long as they can be taken away, they would rather die outside than come back.

Later, Xian Zhiyu, who temporarily lived a normal life with his fourth parents, often slipped back to the welfare home to play with the new children and teach them to read and write.

Maybe it's because it's easy to be satisfied with the status quo, or because you can't let go of many things, Xianzhiyu repeatedly tells herself that if you can become someone else's dependence, you will definitely be able to get your own home.

- Man is a contradictory creature, who can't even do it himself, but still wants to teach others.

- The past is irretrievable and cannot be changed, so desperately throw yourself into the future life.

"Haha, isn't it quite self-righteous and self-satisfied...... I know I have a lot of faults, but if I say it, I will do it. Xianzhiyu smiled, and bowed to the void, "Please return it in the future, bear with me and take care of it." ”

"Each other. The answer to him was still two words concise and to the point.

Xianzhiyu didn't bother again, nor did he look back, but the corners of his lips rose, and his heart was like countless feathers fluttering lightly, blowing and circulating.

When he returned to the puppet's place, Feng Yu still sat quietly in the same place, and when he saw him coming, he immediately handed over the carved jade slip. Xianzhiyu didn't check it after taking it, but sat down next to her and returned the storage bag she handed over.

"Shhhh ”

Feng Yu raised her eyes in surprise, but she was met with a smile as gentle and clear as a stream, so that the latter's soft whisper struck directly into her chest, and her lips moved slightly, but she could not say a word.

After a while, she hurriedly lowered her head, and then slammed the storage bag into Xianzhiyu's arms, and pleaded, "Brother Xian is kind to me, although Feng Yu died and could not be repaid." ”

At this point, Xian Zhiyu didn't continue to push me off, just scratched his head, you must know that his entire division, including him, is usually in a trance, so at this time, he is obviously not used to Feng Tao's overly serious appearance, "Don't talk about this kind of kindness in the future, just be casual, don't fight and don't know each other." Besides, what you should be most grateful for is Qin Yanxiu, he is really helping you, I will use my mouth at most. ”

Feng Yu suddenly laughed out loud, and complained helplessly, "Do you know that when I was talking, Brother Qin only looked at your face the whole time, and only agreed to help me with your look, if I really thank him, I am afraid that I will be pushed back to Brother Xian again......"

The implication is that it's not easy for us to find a sister, so don't respect each other in front of us, and show off your affection invisibly.

"Actually, I accidentally overheard your conversation a moment ago, and I didn't mean anything else, so I kept wanting to ask," Feng Tao suddenly seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and seemed to be full of anticipation, "You and Brother Qin, are you...... Daoist?"

"Ha?!" Xianzhiyu sprayed wildly, I thought Feng Tao was a very strict girl, so I wanted her to be casual, but I didn't expect the other party's role to change so quickly, "Where do you want to go, we're just friends." ”

I always feel that it is right to say this, and I will stop at Xianzhiyu, but what I get is a slightly disgusted and disdainful look.

"Brother Xian, you're a little bad like this, if you like someone and insist on being a friend, it seems too irresponsible. ”

"Haha??!!" After listening to Feng Tao's righteous words, Xian Zhiyu almost knelt on his knees and raised his hands and shouted wronged, "Where do you want to go, I like girls!"

Feng Yu thought about it carefully, and then said with a straight face, "I only ask you, do you like Brother Qin?"

"Hello...... I like it. ”

"Would you hate him just because he's not a girl?"

"Of course not. ”

"That's right, you like him when he's not a girl, and you don't hate him because he's not a girl, so you like him, and you like a girl, the two things themselves don't conflict. Feng Yu threw a caring fool's eyes, "Since you like someone, you should take responsibility, don't fool around with friends all day long, I really can't stand it." ”

It's like the truth.

Xianzhiyu felt that he was about to be fooled and lame, and couldn't help but scratch his head.

"No, we have to argue today, your logic is not right!"

As soon as Feng Yu wanted to speak, he found that Qin Yanxiu had already stood behind Xianzhiyu at some point, and he just opened his mouth.

"This is also called Pingshui Meeting?"

Kill me...... She burst into tears.

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[Welcome the old cadres to complain about the logic of the gods, and Feng Da, who is heartbroken for the career of the young and young people, to join the gorgeous supporting role package]

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