Chapter Forty-Nine: The Shengdu in Her Eyes
When Hitomi saw him, he was gulping down a lot of wine, and the spill of alcohol had soaked a large part of his clothes because of the exertion. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
There were circles around his eyes, a few strands of hair floating in front of his ears, and the whole person looked very different from his usual cold and unforgiving appearance. As if he hadn't seen Hitomi come in, he drank to himself.
When facing him, it is naturally impossible for Fei Tong to be like Jin Ling, if the person in front of her now is Jin Ling, then she will not hesitate to drink with him, but he is Zhao Han.
Fei Tong silently walked over to him and sat down, and said lightly: "Maybe I don't understand what it's like to grow up being disgusted by others, but I have witnessed a woman who has great kindness to the country being abandoned by all the people herself, will that pain and helplessness be somewhat similar?"
Zhao Han sneered and continued to drink his wine.
Fei Hitomi was not annoyed when he saw him like this, and continued: "I should have been happy to see you like this, by the way, didn't you tell me before that negativity is also a way to live? ”
Zhao Han was indifferent a second ago, but when he heard the word 'mother', his face changed suddenly, and he grabbed Fei Tong's hand easily, "Who told you that?"
Fei Hitomi was in pain, but he didn't scream, "Your current brother has almost been killed by you, and now your closest person is only your father." You can not choose to forgive those who have made mistakes, because there is no reason to stipulate that you must be broad-minded and forgive those who have hurt you, after all, there can be no perfect person in this world, and you don't have to be a saint. But do you really intend to live in hatred for the rest of your life? Do you really feel a glimmer of joy in living to get revenge on others?"
Zhao Han's heart was shocked, he had never heard such remarks, and many people had persuaded him to forgive and persuade him to be tolerant before. But those who said these words ended up being killed by him, because they were all seeking forgiveness for their lives.
And now she's saying he doesn't have to be a saint? Not for someone else, just for himself?
He sneered, "I underestimated you and was worried, I originally thought that you would always have the world in your chest, be tolerant and benevolent, and you must be like those people who put morality on your lips but couldn't help it." I didn't expect you to be like this. Then let me ask you, your master died tragically, are you ruthless to the emperor and the people?"
This is the first time that someone has stabbed Fei Puto's heart so bluntly, and the two of them who had been dependent on Jin Ling for their lives in the past kept silent about this matter, as if it would not hurt if they didn't reveal this scar.
Maybe both of them have their own knots in their hearts, so they both choose not to mention it.
She was silent for a long time, and then spoke seriously: "Hate." Because I still can't understand why I have to pay such a heavy price for a mistake, why the high priest can't have his own feelings? The high priest is also a human being, and everyone has seven emotions and six desires, and I can't accept it at the cost ......of death."
Zhao Han was about to speak, but was interrupted by her again, she smiled and continued: "That **** should also be there, right? I don't know if you noticed, the master didn't have a little hatred before leaving, she smiled at me and asked me to live well." I now finally know why she made me choose, she gave me a chance to be free, but then I gave up. If there was still a choice, I would say yes, because the path of the High Priest is not for me. I used to want to leave well for the sake of Master and Jin Ling, but after Master died, I slowly gave up. Because I think what Master wants most is for me to live like myself. ”
"What do you think I can do?"
Fei Hitomi looked at him, "Oblivion." The deceased is gone, and no amount of blood can be exchanged for them, so why torture yourself all the time?"
Zhao Han suddenly felt a little funny, when she first returned to Zhao Kingdom, she was still so sad and needed to comfort herself, but now she persuaded herself in turn.
But I had to admit that her special remarks really touched him, so he threw over a jug of wine and "Drink with me." ”
She frowned and pushed the wine, "I don't drink, and I don't like to drink." ”
Zhao Han obviously didn't like her answer, and threw away the wine bottle in his hand, which shattered to the ground with a bang and scattered into a flower. He reached out and grabbed Fei Hitomi's waist, and used light power to pick her up and fly out.
Fei Hitomi was surprised, and hurriedly struggled: "Where do you want to take me again? I hate that you will take me away at every turn!"
But as if he hadn't heard, he didn't even look at her.
She was encircled in his arms like this, and she could even see his long eyelashes clearly when she looked up. Now that she was so close, she could feel his haggard even more, and remembering what Xiao Xuanzi had said, she slowly became obedient.
Seeing that she didn't make a fuss, Zhao Han was a little surprised, and glanced at her lightly.
Zhao Han's light skills are very good, she has clearly seen this before, but this time, Zhao Han took her out of the palace like this.
Originally, Fei Hitomi thought that he would take him to some grove again, but on the contrary, he went to the most prosperous market in Shengdu.
Although he was dressed extraordinarily, he was stunned in the past two days, and Fei Tong was already wearing ordinary palace clothes, and the two of them were not very conspicuous on the street.
This is also the first time that Fei Hitomi has taken a good look at the scenery of Zhao Kingdom. The state of Zhao is surrounded by mountains and rivers, the economy is very rich, and the army is also very strong. However, these two generations of emperors were a little greedy for comfort and did not focus on state affairs, which led to the defeat of the war fifteen years ago.
After Zhao Han took power, although he was called "****" by the outside world, I have to say that since then, Zhao has completely changed, not only the military strength has been greatly restored, but the economy has also slowly risen, and there is even a tendency to surpass the past.
Non-pupil has traveled in micro-clothes before, and has seen the prosperity of Yindu, if the scene of Yindu is described by peonies, then Shengdu is a budding plum. She couldn't help but feel a little worried.
Zhao Han didn't speak, so he dragged her to wander around the market non-stop, knowing that her feet were sore, he refused to stop, and then asked her: "Take a good look with your special eyes, what do you think of Shengdu?"
Fei Hitomi was stunned for a moment, then thought for a while, "It's very prosperous, but ...... I always feel ...... It's lively on the surface, but there's something missing. ”
Zhao Han squinted, "Oh, what's missing?"
She thought hard again and replied, "It's faith." When I was in Yindu, I could see the pursuit and peace in the eyes of every people. Perhaps it was because they believed in the high priest and felt a sense of security in their hearts. But Shengdu, although these people are gorgeously dressed, their hearts are empty, maybe they are not sure how long such days can last. ”
Speaking of this, she looked at Zhao Han again, and saw that his face did not turn stinky before she continued, "Have you ever thought that the reason why they are like this is because of you?"