536. 536 Joy and sorrow
He let out a long sigh, "I once read a sentence, except that the meat is more fragrant when you return to the pot, anything will not be the same taste as before, and my ex-girlfriend and I just responded to that sentence."
She left me at my most difficult time, and she had become a thorn in my heart, and the slightest thing that did not go my way would immediately jump up and remind me of her betrayal.
We always quarreled, a small quarrel for three days, a big quarrel for five days, we were divided and combined, quarreled for more than half a year, and finally we were all tired and completely separated...... That's when I remembered her......"
Su Tingzhou looked at the woman beside him.
The woman sitting next to her was quiet like a lady's picture, with light eyebrows and eyes, and her eyes were confused, staring at the curling green smoke rising from the incense burner opposite without blinking.
Su Tingzhou looked at the woman and said slowly: "I began to miss her, or rather, since we separated, I have never stopped missing her."
After going through so many things, I suddenly realized that the person I love has always been her.
In front of her, that kind of irritability is nothing more than an inferiority complex.
Because she likes it too much, she suffers from gains and losses, and always feels that she is not beautiful enough in her eyes, so she resists the fact that she likes her.
Ever since she left, she had been in my dreams night after night, and I had finally figured out what I was thinking.
I started to go crazy looking for her, and then I finally found her in a hospital.
The doctor said that a few months ago, she had just given birth to a child in the hospital, but the child was born prematurely and was not in good health, and the doctor asked me if I had given the child a physical examination on time and whether the child's development was normal.
I was stunned, calculating the time, the child was mine, and I broke up with her and left her when she was pregnant.
I blamed myself and called in the best doctor to treat him until she woke up from a coma.
I asked her urgently where the child was, but she was already what you see now......"
He held Lin Zao's hand, looked at him with pity, and described Lin Zao's eyebrows, "She doesn't cry or make trouble, she is quiet, she can take care of herself, she cleans herself up every day, she is refreshing and beautiful, but she lives in her own world and refuses to communicate with me." ”
Wen Yuci couldn't help but ask: "For so many years, you have lived like this?
"No," Shu Tingzhou shook his head, his eyes moistened, "I often think, this is probably my retribution, I am too selfish, too despicable, so, fate also punished me mercilessly, later, because of the company's development needs, my whole family immigrated to Australia, between me and her, quiet for more than 20 years, but there has been no child, I have always thought that in this life, I am destined to have no children and no grandchildren, but I didn't expect that I could still see my own son......"
He blinked his eyes, and his gaze fell on Su Chen's face.
Su Chen's expression was as calm as ever, and he said lightly: "So...... I still can't figure out why I was abandoned on the side of the road, right?"
His expression was light, but in his heart, he had already turned over the river and the sea.
Father, mother, for him, are very distant words.
Last night, after Gu Shaoxiu had a long talk with him, he didn't sleep all night and kept his eyes open until dawn.
He is now an adult, no longer longing for the protection and love of his parents, he just wants to know who he is and why he is abandoned on the side of the road.
Isn't it, he, like Xie Yunjing, is an illegitimate child who is not blessed.
Or is it the same as a story he read many years ago, his mother was forced to give birth to him by the bad guys, and after giving birth to him, she hated him and abandoned him on the side of the road.
He had thought of countless possibilities, and what he wanted to know most in his life was this matter.
Now, he has finally found his biological parents, but there is still no way to know the answer.
"No," Shu Tingzhou looked at him and shook his head slightly, "Child, I sent people to check in many ways, they said that your mother loves you very much and takes good care of you, but one night, when your mother was asleep and went out to buy something, she was targeted by bad people and dragged into a dark alley......"
"What did you say?" Shu Chen, who had been expressionless, suddenly tightened his hands around him, and his body trembled slightly.
"Child, you can hate me, but don't resent your mother," Su Tingzhou said with tears in his eyes. She really loves and hates you, but, after that night, her spirit was strongly stimulated, after coming out of the police station, she has been in a trance, she was renting a house at the time, I did everything possible to find her neighbor, to find out your whereabouts, her neighbor said, watched her go out with the child, but since then she has never returned, I don't know where she went, and I, I found her in the hospital, when I found her, only herself, without you......"
Su Tingzhou held Lin Zao's hand with remorse, and stared at her pale face, "No one knows where she went after she left the rented house with you, what happened, why you lost it, why she passed out on the side of the road and was sent to the hospital, over the years, I have spent a lot of manpower and material resources to investigate this matter, but no one has found the answer......"
He looked at Shuchen, tears slipped out of his eyes, "God is pitiful, finally let us find you, you blame me for hating me, it's all my own fault, I have no complaints, I just want to tell you, Mom and Dad love you very much, if I knew your existence back then, I would definitely not let your mother leave, I will take good care of you, love you well, lose you, your mother has become like this now, it is all fate to punish me......"
As if all the strength in his body had been drained, Shuchen had been sitting with a straight body, and gradually stopped.
His eyes rolled, and his blank gaze fell on Lin Zao's face.
That's his mom.
These are his biological parents.
This is the story between his parents.
Why does it sound so far away?
Except for hearing Lin Zao's words when he was dragged to the dark alley by the bad guys, his heart hurt fiercely, and he didn't feel anything else.
Over the years, he has thought countless times about what it would be like if he was reunited with his parents one day.
He imagined countless times, maybe it was tears, maybe it was hugging his head and crying, maybe it was blaming loudly, maybe it was complaining in grief, but he never thought that it would be as calm as it was now.
Mom and Dad should have been the most affectionate words in the world, but in his mind, they were far less real and vivid than the eldest brother sitting next to him.
He sat in place for a long time, then stood up and looked at Gu Shaoxiu with a pale face, "Brother Xiu, I still have something to do, go first." ”
Gu Shaoxiu nodded, "Let the driver send you, don't drive yourself." ”
"Yes. Su Chen nodded, didn't look at Shu Tingzhou and Lin Zao, and opened the door and left without looking back.
Su Tingzhou opened his mouth and wanted to stop him, but his voice was hoarse in his throat, and he didn't call out after all.
Gu Shaoxiu said: "Mr. Shu, don't mind, it happened too suddenly, and he needs time to accept it." ”
Shu Tingzhou nodded at him, tilted his head to look at Lin Zao beside him for a while, and then turned his head to look at him, "Young Master Gu, if I can, I want to go and pay homage to Lord Lingtang, if she hadn't taken me and the early child back home, he might have already ......."
Speaking of this, Shu Tingzhou's heart was palpitating, and he didn't dare to say any more.
Gu Shaoxiu chuckled, "Mr. Shu is an elder, just call me Shaoxiu, my mother is buried in Phoenix Mountain not far from here, if she knows that Ah Chen has found his biological parents now, she will definitely be happy for Ah Chen." ”
"Shaoxiu," Shu Tingzhou intended to be friendly with Gu Shaoxiu, and called his name affectionately, "You are Ah Chen's eldest brother and the person he respects the most, if you don't dislike it, call me uncle, and in the future, we will be a family." ”
"Okay, Uncle Shu, don't worry, Ah Chen is soft-hearted and emotional, even if he can't figure it out for a while, as long as you are willing to spend a little patience and time, he will definitely accept you. ”
"Thank you," Shu Tingzhou stood up, and helped Lin Zao to stand up cautiously, "Then please take Shaoxiu to guide the way, take me and Zao to worship your mother, I and Zao have to thank her in person, she saved our son's kindness back then!"
Gu Shaoxiu nodded, made a gesture of please, sent someone to drive, and arrived at Phoenix Mountain with Shu Tingzhou and Lin Zao.
What Gu Shaoxiu didn't expect was that Su Tingzhou actually made a big gift in front of his mother's tomb.
He knelt in front of Gu Nian's tombstone and kowtowed three times.
Lin Zao stood beside him, watching quietly, his expression was as light as green smoke, his eyebrows were calm, and there was no joy or sorrow.
After paying homage to Gu Nian, Gu Shaoxiu ordered the two to be sent to the hotel, and he and Wen Yuci returned to the Gu family villa.
After washing off the dust and eating something, Gu Shaoxiu went to Suchen's room to see Suchen, and Wen Yuci was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone.
More than half an hour later, Gu Shaoxiu pushed the door in, Wen Yuci put down his phone, looked up at him, "What's the matter?"
"It's okay," Gu Shaoxiu lay down beside her, grabbed her body and kissed her hard, "Whoever knows this, it won't be easy in my heart, it will always take a while to accept it." ”
"No matter how you say it, he is much stronger than Mingyang," Wen Yuci let out a long sigh, "The first thing Mingyang did when he woke up was that his biological father came to ask him to donate his liver, and then he knew that his mother was angry with his father, and then, his father also committed suicide by taking poison, and in this world, there is only one half-sister left with him and no feelings at all, you say, can anyone in this world be worse than him?"
Gu Shaoxiu patted her gently, "Okay, don't worry about Mingyang anymore, doesn't he still have you? It is a great luck for him to have such a caring sister as you!"
"Well," Wen Yuci turned sideways, snuggled into his arms, and sighed again, "It's just a feeling, Mingyang and Shuchen's life experience, in response to that sentence, unfortunate families, each with its own misfortune, the world is impermanent, people's hearts are unpredictable, only unexpected, nothing can happen." ”