I didn't know how to answer them, I responded vaguely, but they asked over and over again.

I can't stand it.

I didn't want to see the doctor's pity on me, and I didn't want to see the sympathetic look of the patient next to me.

I didn't need anyone's sympathy, I was a man, I didn't want to confide, I ran out of the hospital with the medicine.

Walking slowly on the street alone, when I have something to worry about, I like to do this, walking quietly along the bleak street in the cold wind, lighting a cigarette, and watching the people come and go after the smoke is swirling.

Looking at a couple holding hands and walking past me, I suddenly had a sense of understanding, I always complained that Tong Wangjun cares about the eyes of others, and likes to compare me with others, but I don't always care about Tong Wangjun's thoughts and her opinion of me.

She has divorced me and is full of disappointment in me, why do I care so much about what she thinks?

It's good to live your own alone.

I washed my stomach, although my head was still a little dizzy, but it was not as strong as before, I was not in a hurry, no one was waiting for me, I was free.

By the time I got home, it was already dark.

Su Ran was not at home, she really went to live in another place, and she didn't know when she would come back.

"Brother Chen. Chen Chen opened the door.

I looked at him.

"Have you eaten? Why don't you have some food with me, I just bought some food." Chen Chen said to me, "If you don't have time, forget it." ”

I hadn't eaten much for a day, and I vomited all the contents of my stomach, and although I was still a little dizzy, I didn't really want to sleep, and I was a little hungry.

Su Ran was not in the house, I was alone, I thought about it, then exited the door and looked at Chen Chen: "Is it convenient for you?"

"Convenient, I'm alone at home, and she hasn't come back yet. Chen Chen smiled, a little embarrassed, he knew what I meant.

Compared to Chen Chen, I don't like Ge Xiaolun, if she was here, I definitely wouldn't have gone in.

Once inside, I looked around a little, and it was much cleaner than it had been when I was there.

The intimacy was gone, everything had changed, the bed had changed direction, the position had been moved to one side, against the window, the table was in the middle, and the window was covered with a layer of curtains paper.

It's not my room anymore, it's not my daughter's place anymore, I'm a guest.

"Brother Chen, you sit down, the dish will be ready immediately. Chen Chen beckoned to me, and then entered the kitchen.

"Brother Chen, do you want to drink some wine?" The dish was brought out, and it could be seen that Chen Chen's craftsmanship was not bad.

I waved my hand, and I would never get a drink again for a long time, and the feeling of the tube in my stomach was so disgusting that it hadn't gone away.

"You drink?" I asked, thinking that Chen Chen was drinking.

"I don't drink it, if you want to drink, I'll go to the store below and buy some. Chen Chen was very polite.

"I don't drink it, so let's drink some plain water. I said, I just want to drink some boiled water to warm my stomach.

There are still women's clothes in the house, Chen Chen and Ge Xiaolun are obviously still together, and the relationship between seven or eight years is not so easy to say and divide.

"Brother Chen, thank you. You can see that you are a good person, thank you very much. Chen Chen poured me a glass of boiled water, and poured some for himself, and what he said was a bit clueless.

I took a sip of water, in the eyes of Brother Zheng, I am a good person, and in the eyes of Chen Chen, I am also a good person, but in the eyes of Tong Wangjun and Tang Wan, I seem to have become a bad person, a waste, and a scumbag.

How so? I can't figure it out myself.

"Really, don't laugh, I'm telling the truth, I could see it the first day I moved in. Brother Chen, your heart is really good. Chen Chen looked at me and said, "Originally, you didn't have to move out so early, but when you saw me bring my girlfriend over, you made room for me, I have always remembered this, and I have always wanted to invite Brother Chen to have a meal to express my gratitude, but I have never found a suitable opportunity." ”

didn't expect it to be this incident, but Chen Chen has been remembering it until now.

"It's just one night, little thing, anyway. I waved my hand, but I really didn't think anything was there, "What are you going to do with your girlfriend?"

"Go ahead. Chen Chen sighed, not happy when he said this, but a little hesitant, "Actually, I don't know what kind of feeling I feel about her now, I'm not afraid that Brother Chen, you will laugh at me, she hasn't been here for the past two days, and I'm very comfortable." ”

"In that case, why do you still think about saying that you want to continue? She took the initiative to find you?" I actually don't know much about feelings than Chen Chen.

is not in love, but has children, I am afraid that not many people want to believe such words.

"No, I am really comfortable when she is not there, I am very comfortable, I don't have to worry about being told if I pee on the pit, and I don't have to worry about my clothes on the bed, but I always have a feeling, I feel sorry for her, and I am a little worried, what should I do if she leaves me?" Chen Chen said.

"Don't think so much, just do whatever you want, just come as your heart is comfortable. I said.

"I also want to, but it's difficult, the relationship between me and her may have become a family relationship, always quarreling together, although it is comfortable not to be together, but I will worry about her. Chen Chen himself is very conflicted.

What is love, no one can say for sure, Chen Chen should have thought about it in the past two days, and he must have made a decision in his heart.

I didn't speak again, how to do it, Chen Chen knew in his heart, it was not good for me to mix too much with an outsider, although I didn't like Ge Xiaolun, as far as I watched it, Ge Xiaolun did have a lot of problems.

Even Chen Chen himself must feel that he can't stand Ge Xiaolun's problems, but Chen Chen still doesn't want to break up.

Maybe he wanted to, but there was always a pimple in his heart that made him unable to make up his mind.

This pimple may be the affection that has been transformed into family affection.

I really can't give Chen Chen a good piece of advice.

"Are you going to buy her cosmetics?" I looked at Chen Chen, "Are you short of money?"

"No, I have money. Chen Chen waved his hand.

"If you have money, you will go to work part-time?" I took out five hundred yuan, "I can't borrow more from you, just five hundred yuan, take it." ”

"It's not good, I can't ask for it. Chen Chen didn't answer, "I didn't mean anything else when I invited Brother Chen to dinner, I just thought that you were good, and I thanked you very much for what happened last time, so I invited you to have a meal." ”

"I know, I also think that you are a good person, isn't it normal for good people to help each other?" I am indeed willing to help Chen Chen because of this reason, "I can't take out more, and five hundred yuan is not for you for nothing, just return it to me when you have money." ”

Chen Chen still refused to answer.

"Take it, you're welcome, if you regret it, do it. I put the money in front of Chen Chen's desk, "Also, don't just patronize part-time jobs, studying is also very important." ”

I didn't say anything more to Chen Chen, I drank some boiled water, ate some food, and filled my stomach again, my stomach was much more comfortable, I just want to find a bed to lie down now.

Don't think about anything, just take a good rest.

For two days, I didn't go out.

Yang Wendi called me several times, I hung up all of them, and finally got annoyed and simply turned off the phone.

The wine was completely awake, I didn't go out in the room for two days, I was a little bored, I wanted to continue sleeping in bed, but I couldn't sleep at all, and the depressed mood in my heart dissipated a lot after two days of precipitation.

Time is indeed the best medicine to heal pain.

I looked at my phone on the bedside table, which had been turned off for the past two days, and I had lost contact with the outside world.

However, I still have people to worry about, and I still have things to worry about, and I can't really disconnect from the outside world, and turning off my phone is just to escape something.

I turned on my phone.

After a moment of buffering, the message prompts followed one after another.

I watched slowly.

Yang Wendi called me more than a dozen times, Liang Fanghong also had a lot, and the two of them also sent messages, asking me where I was, asking me to go out for a cup of tea, sober up and so on.

I knew they were trying to persuade me and comfort me, but I just wanted to be quiet.

Among these messages, there are three pieces of information from Tang Wan: The matter has been clarified, and the news on the Internet that the One Day Charity Fund did not give Zheng Wensen the Charity Fund is fake, and Zheng Wensen has received a charitable donation of 30,000 yuan, which is from the One Day Charity Fund.

I looked at the time of the message, it was sent around 3 pm yesterday.