138 Shaken

The two sat side by side on the soft couch, Guo Lingsi kept crying in a low voice, crying so that her eyes were red and swollen, and even her voice was hoarse. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

Feng Qiao leaned beside her and didn't speak, just accompanied her so quietly, until it was dark, and the woman next to her seemed to have finished venting, and after her crying gradually weakened, she got up and poured a glass of water and handed it to Guo Lingsi, and said softly: "Drink some water." ”

Guo Lingsi held the teacup in both hands, and said in a hoarse voice: "Qingqing, am I useless?"

Feng Qiao didn't speak.

Guo Lingsi's eyes were red and swollen with tears, and he looked at the teacup in his hand and muttered: "I used to think that he had changed his mind, forgot our past, forgot what he had promised, and I was long gone in my heart, so I was angry with him, annoyed with him, and even wanted to let go of him to discuss marriage with others, but now I know that he has never done those things, and I know that he is extenuating and even forced to do so, but I still can't let go of everything to be with him." ”

Mother's words seemed to be still in my ears.

She said that the affairs of the Wen family are far from being as simple as they seem, and after the first emperor left, His Majesty was already jealous of the Zheng Guogong Mansion. Grandfather, father, and even the entire Guo family would not be willing to let her marry into the Zheng Guo Mansion, so they would rather let her misunderstand Wen Luxian, and never thought of saying more for him.

She said that once she marries into the Zheng Guogong Mansion, if she can't get a man in one fell swoop, she can only raise other people's children, and it is more likely that like Lu's, she almost died of a blood collapse when she gave birth, and after she was pregnant with her second child, she gave birth to a male fetus that had already taken shape, and she was in pain.

"Qingqing, what do you say I should do, what should I do?"

Feng Qiao stood quietly behind her, listening to Guo Lingsi talking about Wen Luxian's compulsion, listening to her talk about the situation of the Zheng Guogong Mansion over the years, listening to her saying the words that Mrs. Guo said to her to persuade her to give up, and watching the moonlight outside the window slowly speak.

"I don't know about love, but I also know what Aunt Guo means, she said very clearly, the Guo family is not willing to marry the Wen family, and is even more unwilling to let you marry Wen Luxian into the door of the Zheng Guogong Mansion, even so, my sister might as well cut through the mess quickly, break this mind, and let go of the past, Aunt Guo and the Guo family will definitely find a better marriage for you. ”

Guo Lingsi's eyes were filled with mist, and he said with a crying voice: "But I can't let it go..."

She didn't want to marry someone else, she didn't want to watch Wen Luxian marry another woman, and she didn't want to see Wen Luxian again.

"Since you can't let go, then don't listen to what others say, just do what you want. My sister is hesitating now, is she afraid that the Guo family will be burdened by the Wen family because of you, or are you afraid that you will enter the Zheng Guogong Mansion in the future, and you can't have children around your knees like other people, and your children and grandchildren are full?"

Feng Qiao looked at Guo Lingsi with tears in her eyes, looked at her in a daze, and said with a chuckle: "If you are worried about the Guo family, the Guo family has been passed down for several generations, and Guo Ge Lao and Lord Guo are both important ministers of the imperial court. The Guo family is flourishing, and there are hundreds of people in the side branches, and the Nuoda clan has to rely on a woman to maintain its status?"

"Let's not say that the Guo family's court is not as fragile as you imagined, let's just say that Zheng Guogong's Mansion, even if Your Majesty doesn't like the Wen family over the years, on the surface, you have always treated them well, even if the Guo and Wen families really set this family business, you enter the door of Zheng Guogong's Mansion, will Your Majesty go to the Guo family because of a married Guo family's daughter, and make people talk?"

"If you are worried about the inheritance of your heirs, then it is even more unfounded, now that Zheng Guocheng is in the prime of life, you and Wen Luxian are still young, even if you can't get a man in one fell swoop. The struggle between the DPRK and China is intensifying, the princes are ready to move and are ambitious, and Emperor Yongzhen can still reign for a few years, who knows?"

"He doesn't like the Wen family, it doesn't mean that the new emperor doesn't like it, under the alternation of imperial power, who can be sure that the Wen family can't rise again and return to the glory of the first emperor?"

"Qingqing!!"

Guo Lingsi forgot to cry because of Feng Qiao's words, her face suddenly changed drastically, and after stopping Feng Qiao's words, she walked quickly to the window, looked around with a face expression, and found that there was no one, so she pushed down the wide open window, walked quickly to Feng Qiao's voice and said in a hoarse voice: "You are crazy, do you know what you are talking about?!"

How can the matter of the change of thrones be announced.

If her words just now were listened to by someone with a heart, let alone Feng Qiao, even Feng Qizhou, the entire Feng family would be burdened by it!

Guo Lingsi grabbed Feng Qiao's hand tightly with a white face and said sharply: "Who told you these words, do you know what the consequences will be if your words are spread?!"

After finishing speaking, she saw that Feng Qiao's eyebrows were crooked as if she was smiling, and she was a little more anxious: "You are still laughing, Qingqing, you promise me that you will not say these words again in the future, let alone discuss the affairs of the royal family in front of others, you know?"

Feng Qiao's palms were hurt by her tugging, and when she saw that she looked like she was about to cry, she shook her hand and said softly: "Okay, okay, I'll just say it casually, and I won't say it in the future." ”

"How can these things be said casually, don't you have a head?" Guo Lingsi glared at Feng Qiao.

Feng Qiao coquettishly hugged her arm and said, "But I just said it in front of my sister, and my sister won't harm me." ”

Guo Lingsi saw her tired appearance, and she was angry and funny for a while.

Seeing Feng Qiao let go of her hand and asked Ji Jiu to bring dinner, Guo Lingsi's whole body was a little weak and sat on the soft floor, although she was a little afraid of Feng Qiao's words that could be called a crime, but those words entered her heart, making her already undetermined mind even more swaying.

The high wall in her heart that had been erected because of Mrs. Guo's words seemed to have been torn open, and the place was immersed in flowing water, spreading in her heart little by little, disturbing her heart.

Dinner was the temple's vegetarian dishes, green vegetables and tofu, small fried bamboo shoots, and a few dim sum that did not look too delicate but not bad, and Jinzhi came to pass the word halfway, saying that Mrs. Guo asked them to rest early, and they would leave for Beijing early tomorrow morning.

After sending Jinzhi away, the two of them had people fetch water early to wash and prepare for rest.

Feng Qiaoren slept on the inside, and after she got into the quilt, Guo Lingsi behind her blew out the lamp and candle, walked to the edge of the bed and sat on the outer edge, and pondered for a long time before she spoke with some hesitation.

"Qingqing ......"

"Huh?"

"If you were me, what would you choose?"

Feng Qiao turned his head.

The candle flame in the room had been extinguished, and although it was very close, it was still impossible to see the look on Guo Lingsi's face.

She pulled the quilt, covered her hands and feet, and said in a crisp voice: "I don't know how to choose, I just know that if there is really something in this world that I can't let go, I will definitely try my best to hold it in my hand." ”