Extra: It's better to let go (1)
The clock had turned to twelve o'clock, and Li Yuexi listened to the hourly clock on the wall, and was shocked, it turned out to be so late.
Looking at the empty hall, there was not much popularity in the house, and he still didn't come back so late.
It's been a year since she got married, but every time he's with her, he always comes back late, as if he's avoiding her, and the two have been together for a short time.
In the year that the two registered their marriage, they have done intimate things and held hands at most, and nothing else has been further resolved.
She knew that he was still missing Mu Qingmo in his heart, so she was waiting for him, waiting for him to forget that woman one day, maybe he would be moved when he saw her dedication, so that he could accept her and have her in his heart......
I don't know how long it took, but there was finally movement at the door, and the sound of the door opening was heard.
"Are you back, hungry?" Yuexi hurriedly stood up and said in concern.
"I'm not hungry, I haven't slept yet......" Xu Haisheng's face was a little unnatural.
"I want to wait for you. After speaking, he took the briefcase in his hand.
"I'll come back late in the future, and you can sleep by yourself. ”
After saying that, I walked into the bedroom and wanted to get my pajamas and take a bath.
"I've already helped you get your clothes, so let's go wash them. Yuexi reminded.
Xu Haisheng paused in his footsteps towards the bedroom, and then walked to the bathroom instead.
She always helps him take care of everything in his life so carefully, but the more she is like this, the more his heart will think of Qingmo, that girl used to be the same, carefully thinking about and arranging everything for him, so his heart is even sadder, and it is difficult to accept that Yuexi is also very guilty of her.
It took a long time to wash and come out, but Yuexi leaned on the head of the bed and read.
"Still not sleeping?"
"Not sleepy. "Maybe it's because I've squinted for a while before, but Yuexi feels very energetic now. There will be no classes tomorrow, and she will graduate in another year, and then they can hold a banquet to make this marriage worthy of its name.
Xu Haisheng walked outside and smoked a cigarette before walking inside, turned off the bedside lamp and planned to sleep.
It's just that there is something special about Yuexi tonight.
Although the two have registered and slept together, they have one quilt per person, and the two have never touched each other physically.
Tonight's Yuexi is a little special, Xu Haisheng realized that at this moment she quickly got into Xu Haisheng's quilt, and then hugged him. "Ah Sheng, I am your wife. ”
"I ...... Know. ”
"Then why don't you touch me?" The words were full of grievances, and they had already obtained the certificate to become a legally legal couple, but this person didn't treat her as his wife at all.
Xu Haisheng was stunned when he heard this, in the end, it was still something that the two of them should face, but he hadn't fully accepted her yet, and he didn't want to be a husband and wife at this time.
"Didn't you say before, I won't touch you until you graduate, in case you get pregnant and affect your studies. Xu Haisheng said a little against his will.
"But A-Ning wasn't also pregnant before graduation, and she didn't affect her studies, why do we ...... And today is a safe period, even if we ...... I'm not going to get pregnant either. ”
Li Yuexi reminded a little shyly, she always felt as if she didn't get him, which made her very insecure, especially Ah Sheng's business is getting bigger and bigger, and there are more people around him, and there are more socials, and many women around him often praise him, and the more serious thing is that they have registered their marriage is only Bingbing in the dormitory, and a few of them know, which makes her feel even more insecure.
"I ...... I'm tired, let's do it another day!" Xu Haisheng pulled out his hand and said refused.
Yuexi was still very excited, but the words he said were like a basin of cold water poured on her, and the little excitement she had just now suddenly disappeared.
After a long time, he said, "I'm sorry...... You sleep. ”
Then he slowly moved to his bed.
The two lines of tears slipped down uncontrollably, she had taken the initiative regardless of her self-esteem, but she was still rejected by him, covering her mouth and not daring to cry, at this moment she felt that she was a woman and was particularly defeated and wronged.
Why did she try so hard, but she still couldn't warm up his cold heart, why did his heart just refuse to accept her......
Maybe she suffered by herself, she had to like this man to have today's retribution, knowing that he didn't like herself, but she pounced bravely like a moth to a fire, even if the two were already husband and wife in law, so what, he still didn't have her in his heart, and it was even worse than A-Ning's status in his heart.
Xu Haisheng may have been very tired today, and he fell asleep not long after refusing Yuexi.
Yuexi knew he was asleep when she heard the sound of even breathing coming from behind her.
She has already registered her marriage with him, and he is also trying to play a good husband, and she doesn't dare to ask too much, as long as he doesn't have other women, then the woman standing next to him will always be her.
Thinking of this, I don't feel anything about the grievances I suffered before, life is a human being, maybe their relationship will get better in the future.
When Yuexi woke up the next day, there was no Xu Haisheng by the bedside, and he had already gone out.
Leaving early and returning late, often like this, Yuexi sometimes worries about him, working so hard, what can he do if he has physical problems in the future.
The days passed day by day, and a year later, Yuexi graduated.
Xu Haisheng is still so busy these days.
Yuexi waited for him to go to bed late every night, and recently she always felt that Xu Haisheng was getting more and more cold to her, they were not like husband and wife, or even friends.
She has moved to his apartment, and her mother-in-law has told her that she is now graduating and wants to conceive a child as soon as possible, and she thinks the same. With a child by her side, she can feel more secure.
In the past year, Ah Sheng also bought this building as their home, and she now works in the second hospital in the city center, although it is not as good as Xu Ning and Bingbing, but it is also very good, and she can be in the same city as Ah Sheng.
It was already one o'clock after looking at his watch, but Ah Sheng still hadn't come back, so he was afraid that he would call and ask if he had something.
It took a long time for the phone to connect.
"Ah Sheng, when are you coming back?"
"He's taking a shower. ”
"Who are you!" Ah Sheng's phone ...... "Before he finished speaking, he had already hung up the phone.
Who is that woman? It's so late and she's with Ah Sheng, and Ah Sheng is taking a shower, and they're ...... Do they ......
Yuexi's heart hurt when she thought of this, it turned out that she wanted to warm his heart, but she didn't expect him to have someone outside, no wonder she wanted to get close to him, he was willing to ......
Obviously, he said that he couldn't forget Mu Qingmo, but there were other women so soon, how could he be like this! Why didn't he like her, but he could be with other women.
Thinking of this, Yuexi felt that she was going crazy, smashing everything on the bedside, everything was a lie, so there was a lie, what was already Mu Qingmo in her heart, and she couldn't pretend to be another woman, all of them were lying to her!