She remembered that she fell into the river today in her previous life, lost a big bamboo basket and a bald tail sickle, and when she got home, she was scolded by her grandmother Liu Fengying, Liu Fengying became more and more angry, and directly grabbed a firewood stick and beat her hard, and then Abba came back and heard about it, and also angrily knocked a few chestnuts on her head, swollen up two big bags, and it did not dissipate for a few days!

That's not all, I was not allowed to eat dinner that night, I was so hungry that I collapsed, and the next morning I had to hurry up and cook pig food to make breakfast, and I almost fell down the wooden stairs!

In the rural areas of Jiangnan in 1977, most of the land was owned by the collective, the brigade and the production team arranged production and labor in a unified manner, people had to rely on labor to earn labor, and then distribute rations according to the work, every household was almost the same poverty, the living conditions were extremely poor, a sickle was indeed very valuable, but it would not come to this point, if something happened in someone else's house, parents would only care about the safety of their children first, but Mo Xiaoman was treated like this, that is because she was not the biological child of the Mo family at all!

In her previous life, Mo Xiaoman lived in such a daze, she was beaten and scolded in the Mo family, and she was a cow and a horse for more than 20 years, and she didn't even doubt her life experience, but the Mo family's parents already knew when she was five or six years old when she began to show her small appearance: they held the wrong child!

There are six babies in the family, except for the eldest Mo Xiaoman, the rest are daughters like Mo's mother Liu Fengying, apple-like tuantuan face, and men like Mo's father Mo Guoqiang's square face, but only Mo Xiaoman is a delicate melon seed face, double eyelids, slender eyelashes and slightly curly, clear and bright big eyes, the other children are slightly swollen single eyelids, none of them have charming eyelashes like Mo Xiaoman, and the mouth and nose are not as delicate and beautiful as her!

From childhood to adulthood, Mo Xiaoman, who was so simple and almost stupid, couldn't fight back and scolded or didn't fight back, and he still ******** to this family, even if he was married, he had to secretly save a little pocket money that he had hard-won and stuffed for his younger siblings to study, and later slipped out of his first child by her husband's domestic violence, and she was directly disgusted and divorced by her husband's family when she didn't get pregnant in two years, Liu Fengying took her back, she was grateful, and worked even harder to contribute to the Mo family, until the day she was forced to leave!

It wasn't until that day that she didn't know that she had other biological parents! And her biological parents were still state cadres in the city! They had long known about holding the wrong child, but they didn't come to recognize her, because they really couldn't bear the well-behaved, sensible and caring girl who was raised by their own hands!

Even after they came into contact with Mo Guoqiang and Liu Fengying, they never came to visit and understand her living situation!

Just because she didn't know anything, she didn't know anything, she didn't know how to suffer and suffer in the countryside to fend for herself, but when she was in need, they found her again, used her up, and then stabbed her in the heart!

Mo Xiaoman remembered the unbearable past, and sneered like a madman: How can there be such parents in the world?

Mo Guoqiang and Liu Fengying will at least make a show, especially in those years when Mo Guoqiang was sick, Liu Fengying no longer worked to concentrate on serving Mo Guoqiang, and Mo Xiaoman did all the heavy work in the family, and the farmer also followed the mud truck up the mountain to dig earthwork and sell it to the cement factory to make money, treat Mo Guoqiang's illness, and provide her younger siblings to study, the couple enjoyed her benefits, and also talked about her conscience and praised her twice, calling "eldest sister" and "eldest daughter" in front of people, it seems that she is the real boss of the family!

And the pair of parents in the city don't even disdain to pretend!

They had seen the photos that Liu Fengying had taken, and later they needed Mo Xiaoman's bone marrow, and Mo Xiaoman went to the city for a blood test, and they also took a look at it from a distance, but they never officially met! All matters were discussed by the intermediary with Mo Guoqiang and Liu Fengying! Money opens the way, and everything is easy to discuss!

Mo Xiaoman only studied until the second grade of primary school, and was asked by Liu Fengying to go home to carry her younger siblings to do housework, only knew a few Chinese characters, and could write her own name. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

From the mid-80s to the early 90s, TV sets have been very common in rural areas, almost every household has one, Mo Xiaoman works during the day, there is no entertainment at night, only watching TV, watching too many TV series, no matter how stupid she is, she also knows that someone needs her own blood and bone marrow, what does that mean!

She cried and begged Liu Fengying, wanting to meet the pair of parents and the family members who were related to her, Liu Fengying looked her up and down, and said coldly:

"You, it's not like you haven't looked in the mirror, you should always understand what you look like, look at your clumsy hands, rustic, the flesh on your neck is twisted, I feel disgusted when I see it! Your face is still full of yellow spots, and there are a few cat scratches on your forehead...... Everyone has said that it is as if the prisoners of the ancient army were branded! Unlucky! Those are high-class people, all of them are big officials, and all of them are nobles! The young lady in the family is golden and noble, and she is delicate and delicate! You have also seen the young master in the ward, what kind of character is that? The gods are incomparable! You are a fart, and you can also go to the nobles to hang out!

Mo Xiaoman was ruthlessly beaten, and he felt pain in his heart and lungs!

Yes, she couldn't see anyone else, but she had seen the young man in the ward who needed her bone marrow, so noble and handsome, so cold as ice, let alone talking to her, and refusing to give her even a look!

She knew they disliked her, she was rustic, vulgar, and uneducated, but could she be blamed for this?

The four deep black marks crossed on his forehead were whipped with red-hot wire, and they were done by Liu Fengying's eldest son, Mo Xiaoqiang! The ten-year-old boy had a violent and fierce temper, and when he didn't agree with him, he grabbed the red-hot homemade tongs in the coals and hit her, and snapped them twice, and the wire sizzled and burned bursts of green smoke on her forehead! If Mo Xiaoman didn't raise his hand to block his eyes, he was afraid that she would become blind!

And Mo Guoqiang and Liu Fengying didn't send her to the hospital, let alone buy any medicine, they just let the barefoot doctor in the village clinic take a look and rub some unknown potions.

The large ugly scar on the neck was because of the burn, and Liu Fengying "accidentally" got it: she bought two catties of fatty pork to refine oil, and when she was refining lard, the two greedy little daughters were around to eat the oil ballast, but this time Liu Fengying drove the two little daughters away, leaving only Mo Xiaoman to stuff firewood under the stove, just as Mo Xiaoman stretched his neck to play with the firewood in the stove, the oil tank on the stove overturned, and a whole pot of hot oil poured down towards Mo Xiaoman, from the left scalp to the neck, and then poured straight down the neck...... Not only are the ears deformed, like twisted and unsightly scars on the neck, but there are also large patches on the back and chest!

Still not sent to the hospital, and no one knows, only locked Mo Xiaoman, who was seriously burned, at home for two days, to see that he was dying, and then went to find Ah Gong to find herbs, Ah Gong was so angry that he almost picked up a wooden stick and beat Mo Guoqiang, but it was useless, Mo Xiaoman was completely disfigured!

Who of the women who work hard in the countryside who does not have yellow spots? Perhaps because she was suffering from a gynecological disease at this time, which was the sequelae of being beaten by her ex-husband and causing a miscarriage!

It's such a miserable, it's such a bad time, so those noble people, as long as her blood and bone marrow, don't want her as a person!

They used money to buy her bone marrow, how much Mo Xiaoman didn't know, only saw that the person in charge of the message handed Liu Fengying a black leather bag, Liu Fengying opened it and took a look, and picked up a bundle of 100 yuan denomination money and kissed it, pursed her lips and smiled, very carefully put it into the hotel cabinet, locked it casually, and never thought of letting Mo Xiaoman take a look!

Her bone marrow allowed the noble, handsome and cold man in the ward to prolong his life, perhaps his conscience found that he wanted to give her something in return, this is what Liu Fengying told her, Liu Fengying sighed very exaggeratedly, and her tone was full of envy and jealousy, saying that the young master would not let her go back to the countryside to suffer, and would keep her in the city for a lifetime!

Liu Fengying returned to her hometown, she really didn't take her away, she was sent to a place called a nursing home!

The place was very good, and the food, shelter and clothing were dozens or hundreds of times better than in the village, but she soon realized that she was actually imprisoned! She lived in a yard by herself, and no one communicated with her, except for the nurse girl who delivered vegetables and meat and all kinds of daily necessities every day, and the birds and ants on the trees and the ground of the ants, she could not see any other living creatures!

After living for a few months, before she was about to go crazy, she finally knocked out the nurse girl who sent the things, locked her in the house, and then ran away by herself!

What is the result of a country woman who is uneducated and penniless wandering the streets?

Two years later, because she really couldn't give birth to a child, the family gave her an ID card and asked her relatives to take her out to work, and under the supervision of her relatives, all the money she earned had to be sent home!

She honestly sent her hard-earned money for a year, and then ran away again, this time she was lucky, and met a good man! Unfortunately, the good man did not live long, and he died three years later!

The past three years have been the most humane days in her life! What he left her is enough for her to calmly face the strange world and be a self-respecting, self-loving, elegant and independent woman!

Thinking of that person in her previous life, Mo Xiaoman felt that her heart was beating a little fast, she bit her lip and sighed slightly: In this life, she still retains the memories of her previous life, that is, what that good person did benefited her for two lifetimes! I don't know if there is him in this life? How much I owe him, should I pay it back to others? But how to pay it back?