Xu Ning thought to herself that she was worthy of Xi'er, or so smart, and nodded helplessly.

"Is it serious? You don't have to worry about your return. ”

Xu Ning was relieved when she heard this, and Chen's mother on the other side came over and asked her to go back and drink chicken soup.

"In that case, don't run around, it's better to stay at home, do you know!" Xi'er advised, afraid that A-Ning would be known for running around.

Xu Ning hugged this woman with some emotion, it was so good, and she was also a good person for her sake.

When I went back to eat, Xu Ning was late for the fullest time in more than half a year. After eating, she walked around the yard, but she really didn't go out.

Stone accompanied her to speak in the courtyard.

In the evening, Li Xiumei came to Xu Ning's room.

"Mom, I'll give you something. Xu Ning was holding a diary in his hand, which looked a little shabby.

This diary is the one that Chen Lian gave her at the beginning, and her father Chen Yansheng wrote it before his death.

"This is?" Li Xiumei looked at Xu Ning inexplicably.

"Mom, this is a diary that Dad wrote when he was still alive, you see. ”

Li Xiumei was shocked when she heard this, that man had written a diary before.

His hands trembled, and he seemed to be a little afraid to turn them, and he waited for several seconds before he made up his mind to open the first page...... Slowly looking at ......

Xu Ning sat on the side, watching her mother be happy for a while and sad for a while, her expression changing all the time.

In fact, over the years, my mother thought that her father abandoned them, went home and remarried, so she was angry, and now that she knows the truth of the matter, she should not hate her father.

After a long time, Li Xiumei covered the diary, she didn't dare to look at it anymore, and tears kept flowing in her eyes.

She never knew that the man loved their home so much. She thought that they were very young at that time, and it was just a beautiful impulse to meet each other. Later, the man left, and never came back, and then heard the news that he was getting married again, and the hope in his heart was completely shattered, and when he was driven out by his sister-in-law, the mother and daughter stood on the street, so cold weather, and when they were about to despair, they met Daddy Stone, so at that time, Daddy Stone saved her, and when she asked if she was willing to follow him, she nodded down, and after many years, she didn't expect that the truth of the matter was that the person had already passed away.

Now I see that he used to remember the diary, and he remembered every bit of it in it, all of which were things that used to be together as a family. It turns out that he also writes down such trivial things in life, and he still remembers them so lightly.

In the end, the two of them are not destined enough, one has passed away, and the other has remarried, and she is not qualified to say that she loves him now.

Xu Ning was very excited and sad when she saw her mother.

Originally, she didn't want to show the diary to her mother, but she felt that if she didn't show it to her mother, her mother would have a misunderstanding about her father, and she had read what was written in it, which was very touching. I want my mother to see that her father has not failed her, and I want to clear up her misunderstanding of my father. If her father was still alive, with that man's affection, he would not abandon their mother and daughter.

"Mom's ......"

Li Xiumei wiped the tears on her face, choked up, and said, "I'm fine, I didn't expect your father to remember such a small thing so clearly...... "Stopped and asked, "Have you ever paid homage to your father?" ”

Xu Ning nodded and gave her dad incense.

Li Xiumei heard this and understood, A-Ning had been to the Chen family before, and she had also recognized her ancestors and returned to her ancestors, so it was okay, she was originally a member of the Chen family, and the Chen family would protect her in the future.

"If your dad is still alive, he will love you very much. The month you were born, he was coaxing you when he cried every night, he usually giggled, but he took care of the child very carefully, even if you were a girl, but he was very painful, he often said that the Chen family did not have many heirs, especially people like them did not live long, so they loved you extraordinarily, but it was a pity that the person ...... After all, he is not blessed......" and wept again.

"Mom, do you still hate him?"

"Don't hate it, why hate him, he's gone, it's useless to hate him, I'm not qualified to hate him if I remarry...... Maybe if there is fate in the next life......"

If you have fate in the next life, you will be husband and wife, and you will renew the marriage that cannot come to the end in this life.

Xu Ning heard her say this, and knew that her mother had finally let go of the hatred she had for her father for many years, and her father had also repaid his innocence for not abandoning his wife and daughter.

"Mom, have you ever liked my dad in your life? If both my dad and Shi dad were alive, which one would you choose?" Xu Ning looked at her.

After a long time, Li Xiumei sighed, gathered the broken hair around her ears, and then spoke: " Your dad is very unserious, every day hangs his son, he looks good, many young girls like him, Shi Dad is an honest man, he doesn't talk much, he can't say a few words all day, if he is a friend, he may choose someone like your dad, but if you really live a life, you still choose Shi Dad's steady, both of them are good people, but if I were still the young seventeen or eighteen years old, I might choose your dad, but if it was my current age, I would choose Shi Dad. But at the end of the day, they're all gone, and it's useless to say that......"

Xu Ning she understands when she talks about it, her mother still prefers the type of person like Father Shi, that kind of man gives people a sense of security and is suitable for life, especially the older she gets, the more she will understand that in fact, it is true that ordinary people live a plain life all their lives. Her mother used to like both men, but she would only be with men who lived a suitable life.

Love is really complicated......

"So A-Ning, it's true that the right person lives a life, don't pursue the feelings of the flowers in the moon mirror in the water, that's not a life, you and Yichen too. Although Yichen is a soldier, he renews his commitment and has responsibility, if you can still be together, let's be together. ”

Xu Ning listened to her mother's words, and her mother meant that Yichen was suitable for him, and such a man was also suitable for life.

"Mom, I know what you mean, but let me tell you something, Brother Ah Sheng has a shopping mall near our school. ”

Li Xiumei couldn't help but raise her voice when she heard this: "What's the matter, he hasn't given up on you yet!"

I can't help but worry about my daughter, the matter of the Chen family has not been resolved, and Ah Sheng has come out again, how can the child go to Ah Ning's side.

Xu Ning looked at her mother's worried expression, and regretted mentioning Ah Sheng's matter a little.

"Mom, don't worry, he's not pursuing me anymore. ”

"That's right, that's right, last year, I went back to sweep the grave of Daddy Shi, and met Ah Sheng's father, Xu Dayou, it seems to mention that Ah Sheng has a fiancée outside, but that woman is a young lady from a rich family, I heard that her body is not good, Xu Dayou has been sighing, saying that Ah Sheng doesn't want that girl, it's not good, after all, people have helped him, and his father has a great favor for him. ”

Xu Ning was shocked when he heard this, and sure enough, Brother Dong found out correctly, Brother Ah Sheng had a problem.