Ling Ruili listened to Du Xiaodu's words, just sighed softly, and he leaned back gently, "Xiaodu, I know my feelings for you." It is precisely because I know that I have always been lukewarm towards you, sometimes I will use indifference to extinguish your enthusiasm, I don't want to lie to you, I don't want to have an affair with you, since I can't put on a wedding dress for you, I won't take off your coat. ”

These few words can be said to have hurt Du Xiaodu to the point that he is already incomplete, but Ling Ruilai is such a man, if he doesn't like you, he won't give you any illusions.

Du Xiaodu looked at him, he was familiar - kindergarten began to be a class, he was a stranger - he hid him in his heart when he was a child, but in exchange for his indifference and ruthlessness.

Now, she just wanted to escape, and she pushed the car door hard, Du Xiaodu let the wind under her feet, and was soon swallowed in the distance by the night.

Ling Ruilai sat in the car, sat for a long time, and knew that he couldn't drive, his fingers rubbed on his mobile phone, and dialed Lu Hao's number.

"Did you sleep? Did it wake you up? ”

"I'm looking at the information, and I have a case to go to court tomorrow. Lu Hao put the phone between his shoulders and ears and poured himself water, "Why do you sound like you're very sleepy." ”

"I wanted to be in the car and drank alcohol. He flicked his fingers on the steering wheel, "Come and pick me up." ”

"Now?"

"I don't want to drink and drive. Ling Ruilai smiled, only Lu Hao could make him smile gently, just like in school, he would spread his homework in front of him, and then looked at her, and quietly blushed.

"You can call it a substitute driver. Lu Hao looked at the sky outside, the night was deep and cold.

"I want to see you, right now. He said bluntly, "Lu Hao, I want to see you." ”

On the other end of the line, she only hesitated for three seconds before saying, "Tell me, where, I'll come." ”

He looked around, sent the location to Lu Hao, and marked the landmark building next to him, only then did he half-close his eyes with confidence, and his eyes were very tired after reading the documents of the day in the office during the day.

In the haze, he heard the phone, and Lu Hao appeared outside the car window.

Ling Ruili was very happy and opened the car door, "Come in, it's cold outside." ”

Lu Hao came out in a hurry, without makeup, he wore glasses, "You really drink." ”

The person had already let Ling Ruili hold him firmly in his arms, "Little deer, take me in for another night, okay?"

"Let go. I drove. Lu Hao said, but he didn't want to leave his arms, "I also stew pear rock candy in my rice cooker, which can relieve hangover." ”

The kiss fell on Lu Hao's forehead, followed by his face and then his lips...... Ling Ruili had a faint smell of wine, "Lu Hao, I've always been worried that you will hate me. ”

"No, it won't. She pushed him away, "It's late." ”

"Oh, yes. He was reluctant to let go of his hand, "Let's drive." ”

When he arrived at Lu Hao's small home, Ling Ruilai drank Sydney rock syrup, "You still do this?"

"You forget, you grew up in a forest farm in the mountains, every autumn and winter, my mother will stew this to moisten my lungs, when I was a child, I had tracheitis, coughing and coughing so much that I couldn't sleep all night. ”

"It's really delicious. ”

"It's also an anti-hangover. Lu Hao handed over the towel, "After drinking, I went to brush my teeth, I put a lot of rock candy." ”

……

After Du Xiaodu returned home, she locked herself in the room, and buried her cry in the pillow, just to prevent her parents from hearing her cry - every step of the way, every word for so many years, but in exchange for a bamboo basket to draw water. She has long been unwilling, and she was unwilling when she was in high school. After crying, she bit her mouth until she bit out the blood, and said through her teeth - Lu Hao, you and I don't have you, you don't have me.