Chapter 90: Revenge

I persuaded him to take a concubine, but he ignored me for several days, he should be really angry......

I knew I couldn't marry him, and I couldn't live as happily with him as before, so I couldn't drag him off.

But I understand why the men and women in the play love each other but it is difficult to stay together, and they come back to think about the pain after abandoning each other. In the final analysis, love is something that is difficult to give up, and the more you give it up, the more bloody it will be. I thought I was the most heartless, but in fact, I was so deep in disguise that I believed myself.

He is so angry with me, I guess it will be difficult to feel at ease every day.

The dampness in the room was a bit heavy, and it took a long time for the fan surface I had painted to dry. I picked it up and looked at it under the candle, and it was no longer monotonous.

It's so simple that in the small bamboo house, the boy in a green shirt and a white hairpin teaches the little girl in his arms to play the piano. This boy plucked the strings and fingers, looked attentive, and taught very seriously. And this girl was half-hearted, although her hand was held by Childe, but she stared at Childe's face, and she didn't know what to think about and blushed......

Returning from a long thought, the spirit bird stopped on the window cliff, flapped its wings a few times, and hurried away, but it only had this small place to fly, and no matter how anxious it was, it could not fly anywhere.

I twisted my hands and prepared to knock on the door of his temple, the fan hidden in my sleeve was covered with hot cover, not knowing if it would discourage him. There were many guards guarding the palace gate, and I entered through the side gate.

The side of the hand was punctured by the fan bone, and although it was a little stinging to the touch, it was fine. I frowned and stroked when I heard a voice coming from inside the temple door.

Presumably he was talking about state affairs with a few courtiers.

"The old minister is the old minister of the king, and he has followed the king all the way from the destruction of the country to the present. The old minister's voice was thick, panting slightly, sounding really old and frail, "Now that the national shame has been washed away, the human race and the demon race are already in the bag, and the life and death of the demon race and the Baichuan barbarian race are all in the king's thoughts......"

When I heard this, my heart rose to my throat, I don't know what they want to do to the demon clan to Baichuan, and it is a sure thing for him to annex the two clans at the moment. If the two ethnic groups are oppressed and do not resist, they do not dare to invite the scourge of exterminating the nation and destroying the country.

"The sea of blood is deep and revenge is hard to get rid of. ”

"Only by destroying the demon clan, like they did back then, slaughtering the creatures of the Baichuan barbarians, is enough to comfort the compatriots who died tragically. ”

......

I quietly listened to the advice of several courtiers to slaughter the demon clan, and for a while, my thoughts were surging, and I couldn't care about the small pain in my hands. Could it be that the demon clan really can't escape the catastrophe?

He listened to these more or less unanimous admonitions, and said.

"The revenge of destroying the country is to be avenged, and I am bound to sacrifice those thieves who insulted the mother clan!"

"The human race, the demon race, Ning Yuanquan, also destroy it!"

At this time, it was as if he had been burned again, and there was an inexplicable faint pain between his heart and bones, and when he heard what he said, his heart was suffocated, and he couldn't breathe for a while.

It seems that I am still not used to the water and soil, and the air here is really hard for me to swallow.

I don't know when there was no sound in the door, and I think they all had a plan......

At this time, the door was pushed open by spiritual power, and I saw him pouring boiling tea, and behind him was a screen of thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, and he stood there caressing the crystal clear glass cup.

"Did you hear that?" he said, casually turning his face sideways.

I thought he was ambitious and only valued power, but it turned out that he wanted revenge. Baichuan destroyed his mother clan, and he will also slaughter Baichuan in revenge.

I thought that it was his ambition and his insatiability that separated us, but it was his appearance that blinded my eyes.

What separates us has always been his animination.

I nodded, not knowing what to say.

He waved his sleeves again, closed the door and closed the window, and even the candle flame was extinguished by him. For a moment, I was afraid.

He put down the cup and walked step by step, extremely calm but gratuitously pressing.

"It's dark, it's scary, isn't it?"

"If you stay for a while, even for a while, you will feel uncomfortable and want to die......"

I shuddered and lowered my head to look at him, his toes standing under my eyes, the cold seeping into the bones of my limbs.

"You grew up in love, you lived happily all the time, and you didn't know what it felt like. ”

He hugged my trembling body, and the fragrance of his body hit my nose, which made me feel cold. He caressed my shoulders as if to comfort me.

I'm afraid of such a dark place, and I'm so scared to death.

He patted me on the shoulder, but I didn't settle down at all, he was close to my ear. Suddenly, I heard his choked voice.

"I envy you and envy you......"

"I was born with hatred on my shoulders, and I lived like a thin ice, every step of the way. ”

"I only think about revenge, and I have been living in darkness. ”

"They all like you, and I like you too......"

The pain in my heart tormented me all the time. The enmity between us is like a knife, cutting deep holes in him, and stabbing into my heart little by little.

His mournful voice turned to a contemptuous smile, and he raised his head and pinched my chin.

"I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

I buried my head and racked my brains to say I'm sorry, but no matter what, I couldn't heal his pain. Slender tears welled up on his fingertips at once.

"I'm sorry ......"

......

There was a hint of emotion on his face, but he smiled faintly, his pale and tired face with a well-disguised calm.

I knew I couldn't change his decision, and I didn't have the right to change it, he had far more scars on his body than mine.

Then he took my hand and noticed the tiny scar.

He frowned, lifted my long sleeves, and took a closer look at it with his hands. He looked at the scar more and more anxiously, as if he had been injured and in pain.

"Does it hurt?" he held my palm, the distress in his eyes gushed out like water, and I was still choking, with snot and tears on my face.

Seeing me like this, he sighed helplessly.

He turned and stepped into the barrier, his shadow looking like he was rummaging through the cabinet, I couldn't see it clearly, and his eyes were blurred with tears more and more.

After a while he walked up to me, and the vague shadow stretched out his big hand, and with a pinch of it, wiped away my tears.

In his other hand, he held the bottle of light blue tones and took my hand, which made me tingle when the ointment was applied. After he gently squeezed it, the stinging pain slowly subsided, and he stretched his long eyebrows after the ointment was evenly applied.

I wanted to comfort him, but I made him worry about me for a while, and I am ashamed.

The slender fan bone was exposed in the sleeve, and he picked up the corner of his eye in surprise when he saw it, and before I could take it out myself, the fan had already been taken into his hand.

He turned on the fan, looked at it casually, and closed it again. In one go, I wonder if he can see the fan I made.

The corners of his lips curled slightly.

"I'm still mad at you. ”

"The anger has not yet disappeared. ”

"Wait for me to summon him at night, and I will punish him well. ”

His palms were warm and caressed half of my cheeks.

I don't say anything, I owe him a lot, and what I can do to pay it is not enough to pay off the debt.

When I went back, I was the only one left, touching the doorrail, and the coolness was in my bones. The long corridor winds into the palace gate in the distance, and the world is the same as the end.

"Sad again?"

A defiant voice came from inside the house.

"Yes...... It's homesick. ”

I said softly.

"yes, we want to, but they're all dead. ”

"We can remember exactly who killed them. ”

The sound came from the lamp on the windowsill, and the flames were bursting vigorously, but unlike the old flames, the flickering flames had the potential to devour souls.

They were the only ones who spoke to me.

"You can't hurt him, it's better to turn into resentment and reincarnate. ”

I said contemptuously.

"It doesn't hurt or not, we can try, are you repentant?"

"It's hard to get rid of the resentment. ”

"We can only suffer if we see you suffering. ”

I was choked by them and speechless, for fear of annoying them. I promised to bear their grievances and revenge for Junwei, and I would suffer the burning and whipping of my soul by the fire every day, and I would never die.

They also promised me not to hurt Junjun.

This kind of punishment every day is extremely painful, but they say that it is not worth the torture they have suffered, and I have suffered all my life without repaying my sinful karma.

The only ones who can accompany me every day are these evil spirits, and I am willing to bear them, and I feel pain every day to let me know that I am still alive.

After a long period of torture, my soul was restored to its original place. They thought it through, my body was not worn out at all, and my soul was in ruins. I won't be noticed, and even if I suddenly die of pain one day, it will only be a mystery for the ages.

Covered with pain and tiredness, I just wanted to get some sleep, and at the end I didn't dream anything and had a good night's sleep.

"Why are you sweating so much?"

I felt a finger caressing my forehead.

I opened my eyes to meet his glowing eyes, and he sat on the couch, his clothes stripped and only a thin white undershirt.

I pulled myself down from the collapse and moved away from him, as it was dangerous to have sex with him.

Trembling, he dragged himself up and hit the dressing table.

"You...... What's wrong with you?"

He was worried and didn't understand my behavior.

It made me feel painful, aching and dizzy. I gradually found it difficult to support this body, and before I knew it, a cold air poured into my body, and for a while it was really difficult for me to control my body.

"I don't want to see you. ”

His body is hard to push his arms away.

"Why don't you just let me go!"

He felt hurt to be so tired of me that it was unbearable now.

He froze there, like a helpless bird whose wings had been burned, and he was at a loss.

His eyes were sour, and his body trembled a little.

"I didn't let you go......"

"I just want to keep you all the time. ”

"If you don't like it, I won't force you. ”

He explained as he stroked my shoulder, hoping that my emotions would calm down.

However, I became more disgusted and pushed him away to reassure.

"You think I'm really happy with you?"

"Maybe there was a little bit of it before. ”

"But now all that's left is disgust and fear......"

In the dim candlelight, he should have seen my distorted face at this moment, and his disgust for him was indeed revealed.

These are not what I want to say, but my body is not under my control, and it must be those evil spirits who control my body.

He looked at me sadly, as if begging. He shook his head, not believing me to say such a thing.

"I know, you're not like them. ”

"I love you......"

He was sad and laughing again, a sarcastic smile at himself.

"I love you! I can ignore hatred, dignity, and self. ”

"You've never cared so much about me, have you?"

"Why don't you compromise for me ......"

The knife was stabbing me again, and I wanted to hold him and say I was wrong, I said it was wrong. I can't control myself.

"You, so vicious, how much blood you have stained and you are covered in filth. ”

"How could I love you. ”

I met his broken face, every word.

He thought it was ridiculous, he felt ridiculous. He only sighed and hung his hand helplessly.

"...... Dress"

"If you say it, it's hard to get it back. ”

......

By the time I could control my body, he was already covered in injuries and left, and I couldn't hold him to admit my mistake, I could only see his dying back.

The evil spirits gloated and laughed.

I was so angry that I wanted to attack them.

For a while, some fragments of the second sister's soul appeared, which was their bargaining chip to threaten me.