This time I was really cold-hearted

Some time ago, the state was not good.,Every time I change the copy, I have a headache.,It's also a lot of criticism.,But it's also recovered.,The conscious state is getting better and better.,It's just that everything disappeared without a trace this morning.,When I woke up from a dream.,The first thing I habitually opened the mobile phone assistant to see yesterday's subscription.,The whole person was stunned.,Only 668!Yesterday, the total subscription of three chapters a day was only 668!! At that moment, I felt that my mind was blank and full of mixed feelings, and suddenly I felt that my insistence all along seemed ridiculous. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

I think I'm a person who likes to write, although I don't make much money, but it's barely enough to make ends meet, and in the eyes of many authors, I disdain 1500/ The total subscription of about a few days,It can already make me laugh secretly,At least let me pay back a mortgage of nearly 3000 yuan a month,I also enjoy this feeling of telling a story to everyone,More importantly,This book carries my dream of rebirth,But for the first time,In the opening of the book for 10 months,On the premise that it has been updated 1.56 million words,I had the idea of giving up for the first time,Because I am not that kind of flamboyant character,So the protagonist of my pen,Many times will not be very flamboyant,But it seems,This kind of writing has no market in the city。

I love to write and tell stories, but I can't watch my wife and children go hungry, I have to support my family, so I think I need to start planning a new book.

Of course, this book will not be eunuchs, I will still insist on updating, although my heart is cold, but it is constantly my insistence, and it is also the reputation that I strive to establish, but many things that were originally scheduled to be written may be greatly deleted until they give everyone a happy ending.

It's a mess in my head.,My heart is also very messy.,I don't know what to say.,It's hard for me to write today.,Plus the chapters that have been coded last night.,Two more today.。

Forgive my glass heart, a penny is hard for a hero...... (To be continued.) )