The girl's face was expressionless, for a long time, her eyebrows and eyes were bent, the corners of her mouth were slightly pursed, and the movements of her hands seemed to be light, but in fact, she fiercely brushed off the hand that was holding the collar, and skimmed it again, as if it was contaminated with something dirty.

Li Wanrong immediately wanted to have a seizure.

"Madame, you are laughing. She smiled, "How can He De get an apology from you for leaving home." You are one of the four great immortal cultivators, and your sons and daughters are so filial and promising, how dare Changli say that he forgives you. ”

Yu Qingning was given a headache by her daughter's bland but harsh words, she stroked her forehead, and refused the support of Li Wanrong and Li Qifeng, "You guys go out to play for a while first." ”

The two siblings glanced at each other.

"Let's go. Yu Qingning said a little tiredly.

Soon the two of them were left in the room.

Yu Qingning stepped forward, looked at her face carefully, did not speak gently, took her hand and walked to the inner room.

She wanted to resist, but suddenly her childhood memories flashed, and she broke free twice, so she simply followed her.

Yu Qingning took out a thing wrapped in a towel from the house, took it out and spread it out on the table, it was a dried bean cake, "This time I made it specially when I went out, you eat it." ”

It was her favorite before, but after the age of five, she couldn't eat it anymore.

Probably without the guarded and scrupulous gaze of her younger siblings, she was a little less sensitive, and the aura of tolerance and tenderness from her mother seemed to be able to immediately conquer the city and soften all her barbs at this time as soon as her heart wavered.

She was silent for a long time, but she still took a piece of cake and took a small sip under Yu Qingning's relieved gaze.

"Is it delicious, do you still like it?" asked Yu Qingning.

The girl pursed her lips, and Feng Niu asked indifferently, "How old is Wanrong this year?" ”

Yu Qingning was stunned for a moment, with a little caution, "She is two years younger than you." ”

"Oh. ”

"Luo'er, Luo'er, don't think about it, it's because it's too painful for your mother to lose you, so you want a child, a child like you, and your names are even the same poem......"

Liluo slowly finished the pastry in his hand, "So, is this how you treat emotions?"

"What?"

She looked at her with burning eyes.

"Because you can't bear the pain of losing your daughter, so you have a pair of children, and you are afraid that I will lose my parents, so you use illusion to make a pair of ordinary people regard me as their own daughter, and even want me to think so. ”

"Do you really think that emotions can be placed on your own devices?" she scoffed.

"Yes. Yu Qingning said in a low voice, "That's my fault, especially when Rong'er grows up day by day, I also clearly perceive that she is different from you, when I am curious about Rong'er's whimsical ideas every day, I also regret it extremely - because I gave up the right to watch you grow up." ”

Liluo bit his inner lip, didn't say anything, and said after a while, "Actually, I've been trying to find you for so many years." Yu Qingning's expression was a little excited, but she quickly continued, "Of course it's not for any family affection, I just want to ask you a word." ”

"What?"

"Why did you leave me in the first place?"

Yu Qingning choked up a little, she inevitably thought of the little girl's eyes when she cried until the end of the spell and left, and the weakness of her body for many years made her very clear under the emotion, she took a deep breath and tried to calm her sadness, trying to tell her daughter her distress in a relaxed way.

"You know right? You're bone-heavy. ”

"Yes. ”

"We only found out when you were five years old, when your uncle came to touch your bones. ”

"Well, I remember. "You were crying so sadly, and I didn't understand. ”

"Yes, because we know that there is no cure for the disease of heavy bones, and at the age of seventeen you will die. ”

Yu Qingning wiped his tears, "Your father is a sister-in-law who has left home, on Xiaoruxian Island, he was born to marry someone else, and I am the granddaughter of the ancestor, it can be said that I and your father can only be relatives in this life, and can never become Taoist couples." But we fell in love with each other and even eloped because of the forbidden opposition of our ancestors. ”

"We came to Yuan Zhou through a crumbling ancient teleportation array, lived for many years, and then gave birth to you. ”

"When your uncle came to find us one day, we learned that our ancestors had forgiven us and even wanted us to go back. You don't know, the biggest regret of me and your father in the world was that I couldn't lead you to cultivate immortals, but the moment I knew that I could go back, the moment I knew that your roots and bones were wonderful, I was really happy at that time. ”

"It's a pity - the next second, your eldest uncle will determine your heavy bones. ”

"There are no heavy bones in the world today, because not only because they are scarce, but also because they must die. ”

"No one can escape this fate, even if he becomes a ninth-order saint, he has to die. ”

"We thought about it and finally decided to keep you in Yuanzhou - because we couldn't watch it, and brought you to that land, you came into contact with the power of cultivating immortals, but in the end you couldn't escape death. That's too cruel to you, it's better for you to know nothing and live an ordinary life on the Yuan Zhou continent where there will never be any aura. ”

"And—" she paused, "we can't afford to watch you die. ”

"It turns out that what Su Mingyuan said is true. ”

Liluo lowered his eyes, chuckled, and looked at the white jade bracelet on his wrist, "You didn't ask me why I am still the way I am, so you probably also learned about me from the master." ”

"Whether it is Jinrong, Ruan Er, or Ziqing, Zijun and they all want to return to Ningxu because they know that Yuan Zhou is strange and cruel to them, and their relatives are all on this continent under their feet. ”

"And me. I'm here for reasons similar to theirs, but different from theirs. She raised her head and looked at her, "I have endured so much suffering and loneliness, I just want to find you, I want to prove myself to you, to prove that even if I know the catastrophe of life and death, I believe that my fate is up to me!"

"Falling ......"

"Of course, I almost failed, and when the silence filled my life, I thought that I would live alone, die alone, and no one in the world would remember me. I thought that I could change my destiny a little bit by working harder than my peers to cultivate higher, but I was wrong. ”

"Death still found me. ”

"Of course, it seems that your decision may have been the right one, because it was because of your abandonment that I had an accident that saved my life. ”