Chapter 39: Confession

No matter how determined Jiang Xiaolin was to get close to Yu Zhenye, she missed one thing, and on the second day of Yu Zhenrong's wedding, Yu Zhenye was going back to the army. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Yu Zhenrong is the fifth day of the first month of the marriage, and the Zhou family's wedding to the daughter of the happy event is set on the eighth day of the first month, when borrowing tables, chairs, pots and chopsticks from the villagers, he said that it is okay, the Yu family is finished, they will wash it and give it to the Zhou family, and then return it door to door after the Zhou family's happy event is completed.

"Uncle Zhou, I'm here to deliver something. ”

On the sixth day of the first lunar month, Yu Zhenxing drove the borrowed ox cart to pull everything to the door of Zhou's house, jumped out of the car and helped Zhou Quan move the tables and chairs to the yard together, Zhou Ping, Zhou Hui and Jiang Xiaolin also came out and took the pots, pans, chopsticks, and other light things and put them in the kitchen.

Zhou Quan asked as he moved: "Zhenxing, you came by yourself? ”

"My eldest brother is going back to the army today, and he has already taken the car to the county seat. ”

What the?!

Jiang Xiaolin, who was taking a pot from the ox cart on the side, was stunned, she hadn't even figured out how to approach his plan, he was leaving?

I don't know when we will see each other again. No, you can't just miss him.

Jiang Xiaolin dropped the tableware in her hand and ran towards the entrance of the village.

When she ran to the entrance of the village, Jiang Xiaolin couldn't help but sigh her good luck, the bus still stopped at the entrance of the village and did not start, she jumped on the bus out of breath, paid the fare, and walked towards Yu Zhenye.

Yu Zhenye was still sitting in the last row, and he watched in surprise as Jiang Xiaolin walked over and sat next to him. It was still cold in the first month, but Jiang Xiaolin's cheeks were red. Why does she have to take the car to the county seat, how do they always bump into each other.

"You're in the county seat?"

Jiang Xiaolin ignored him, she was busy stabilizing her breathing and calming her mood. In fact, she didn't think about what she wanted to say to Yu Zhenye, to confess? She had never had the experience of confessing, would she succeed? If she didn't confess, they might miss it. Especially since he is of marriageable age, Jiang Xiaolin knows that Huang Cuilan has always wanted to find a family for him, and she doesn't want to suddenly hear the news of his engagement or marriage one day.

That is to say, you must make your mind clear to him today, and at least let him start thinking about the future between them.

Yu Zhenye saw that she didn't answer her question, but instead gasped for air, thinking that Jiang Xiaolin was running too quickly when she came, and she couldn't breathe for a while and couldn't open her mouth. He didn't continue to ask, just looked at her red face, frowned slightly, the current little girl is too lacking in exercise.

The car had already driven out for a while, and Yu Zhenye was still frowning and looking at Jiang Xiaolin's red face, was it motion sickness or was it too hot?

Jiang Xiaolin gasped, still silent, and didn't look at Yu Zhenye, just sat quietly beside him, feeling his breath.

His deep voice came from his ears: "Let's change seats." ”

Before Jiang Xiaolin could react to the meaning of his words, she saw him stand up, so she also stood up reflexively, and he commanded herself to sit by the window. Yu Zhenye opened the window again to let fresh air in, and asked her, "Is it better?"

It turned out that I thought I was suffering from motion sickness. Jiang Xiaolin felt that her cheeks were a little hotter again, and her heart was filled with sweetness because of his concern, so she pretended to look out the window calmly, and vaguely agreed: "Hmm." ”

Yu Zhenye saw that Jiang Xiaolin didn't seem to have any intention of chatting, and he couldn't figure out the little girl's thoughts, so he had to keep silent, sit up straight, and look ahead without moving.

The car went for another while, Jiang Xiaolin still maintained the posture of looking out of the window, but spoke: "My name is Jiang Xiaolin, and I am eighteen years this year...... Oh no, nineteen. ”

Yu Zhenye turned his head to look at her, his heart full of doubts.

"I am from Bazhuang Village, and I am currently studying at Provincial University, a freshman. Last summer, my parents passed away in an accident. Since then, I have been living at my uncle's house. ”

Yu Zhenye was even more puzzled in his heart, and at the same time surprised by her life experience, no wonder she would always live in the Zhou family. He didn't know the intention of Jiang Xiaolin to say these words to him, although his heart was full of pity for this girl, he just listened attentively, but did not say a word.

"The family's original land and house were sold, and the money from the sale was used to cooperate with my aunt and uncle's family to start a small business, and I also had a little income every month, and there was no problem in maintaining my tuition and living expenses. ”

Jiang Xiaolin's voice was calm and did not fluctuate, but her heartbeat was getting faster and faster.

"I majored in medicine, and my future work direction is either to be a doctor or a researcher in a pharmaceutical factory, which can be regarded as an iron rice bowl, especially ...... If you're a doctor, you'll have the opportunity to be a military doctor, right?"

Yu Zhenye felt a little helpless in his heart, he still didn't understand what Jiang Xiaolin meant, because he wanted to be a military doctor, so he wanted to ask him some opinions?

"I don't have any family burdens, so I'm alone...... If you get married, there is no problem with the army......" Finally speaking of the key place, Jiang Xiaolin's voice became smaller and smaller, there was no way, she had already taken the greatest courage to say these words. Fortunately, just after the New Year, no one went to the county seat, and only the two of them sat in the back row in the car, otherwise, she wouldn't dare to confess here.

Yu Zhenye's heartbeat suddenly skipped a beat, got married, and joined the army...... What does she mean......

He couldn't believe that he would suddenly hear such words from Jiang Xiaolin. First, after his marriage was yellow, he had to say that he was discouraged and didn't want to think about personal problems for the time being; second, he knew that he was about to go to the front line, and the battlefield would inevitably be sacrificed or injured, and no matter who he discussed marriage with at this time, it would be a delay; third, Jiang Xiaolin, she was so young, beautiful, and a college student, and she hadn't even graduated yet, how could she take a fancy to herself......

Yu Zhenye's eyes darkened, he knew that he couldn't respond to this girl's words, even though her words had already caused huge waves in his heart. She is still too young, nearly ten years younger than herself, how can she know what marriage is and what love is at such a young age? It is likely that college life made her curious about free love, and she happened to save her from the hooligan once, so she took curiosity as heartbeat in her ignorance, and mistook gratitude for feelings, if she was really for her good, she should help her recognize the facts, instead of selfishly responding to her confession, making her fall deeper and deeper.

What's more, even if she returns from the battlefield, she is just an ordinary veteran over 30 years old, and she doesn't even have the qualifications for her family to join the army;

“…… You don't have to answer me now, you can seriously consider what I say. I will ask Yu Ying for your address and write to you......" Jiang Xiaolin didn't know what this man was thinking, she was so nervous that she was talking to herself, and she didn't even dare to stop, afraid that if she didn't speak, she would hear his refusal.

Yu Zhenye cleared his throat, and Jiang Xiaolin was silent for a moment.

"Don't mess around, you're still in school, don't learn some messy things. ”

"Marriage is a mess?!" Jiang Xiaolin looked at him with wide eyes.

Yu Zhenye's heart of a man who has not fluctuated because of love for thirty years jumped fiercely, her eyes are black and white and seem to be able to see through people's hearts, and when she stares at him, she feels that her mind is at a glance. He unnaturally looked away and assembled himself with his usual calm indifference: "Of course, marriage is a big deal, but you are still too young to talk about marriage lightly." ”

My cousin is only a year older than me, and she is about to get married. Not to mention, she is already thirty years old in her heart, doesn't she know what marriage is?