Chapter 35 I don't know the way forward
On the first day of the fourth month, according to the convention, the palace concubines who have been fortunate must ask the queen for peace, but at this time there is no queen in the palace, and the largest in the harem is Rui Guifei, so the concubines and concubines gather in Ruihua Hall early in the morning.
"The concubine asked the concubine to say goodbye. β
In each palace and courtyard, except for some who asked for leave, a total of more than a dozen concubines saluted Sima Yi with brushes.
Sima Yi asked the concubines to get up with a smile, and said some polite words before the embarrassed concubines took their seats.
"Chu Changxuan, I heard that the emperor doesn't like to go to Chixia Palace very much today, what's going on?" Sima Yi's seemingly gentle greeting was obviously mocking.
"Everyone also knows that after experiencing 'that incident', it is difficult for the emperor to calm down for a while, and it is inevitable that he will rely on Sister Mo, after all, Sister Mo has been by the emperor's side at that time," Chu Luoluo was smart and didn't understand Sima Yi's intentions, so he sang with a black face along Sima Yi's head.
The result was not unexpected, Chu Luoluo aroused the same feeling of most of the people present, and cast a jealous look at Mo Chenghuan.
Mo Chenghuan is also commonplace, turning a blind eye to everything, the corners of his mouth are crooked, and he controls the angle of his smile decently: "This is just the saint's trust in the concubine, and of course, you also need the concubine's tolerance." β
"It seems that it's time for us to recruit some rookie girls into the palace and let the emperor change his mood. Sima Yi saw that he couldn't get any benefits in the first round, and he thought about defeating Mo Chenghuan from somewhere else.
"Guifei Niangniang, aren't there still many beautiful girls living in our Beicheng Zhijing Palace and Yuqi Palace......" Zheng Lingzhi, who was of low rank, thought of her old relationship and wanted to say good things for the people she knew before, but she was also aware of her status, and her voice became smaller and quieter.
"They didn't have the ability to please the emperor at the beginning, and now they must not be able to play any new tricks, the concubine agrees with the idea of the concubine Niangniang," Yang Lijuan has always been attached to Sima Yi, of course, she gives priority to standing on Sima Yi's side in everything.
The concubine also agreed with the concubine's opinion. Mo Chenghuan unexpectedly agreed with Sima Yi's idea.
Sima Yi was also taken aback by Mo Chenghuan's approval, but in front of the concubines, she couldn't lose her attitude, and glanced at the concubines casually: "Then it's decided, the palace will order the recruitment of show girls, and the Spring Festival banquet will be held in January, okay, the matter is so decided, let's go back first." β
Sima Yi's words have come to this, and everyone doesn't want to stay, so they leave one after another.
"Cheng Huan," Qi Yu walked out of the Ruihua Hall and saw Mo Cheng Huan waiting for her.
"Let's go for a while," Mo Chenghuan waved his hand, telling the entourage of Jinsu and Xian Hua to retreat.
Qi Yu also waved back left and right, and walked with Mo Chenghuan for a while.
"Should we also prepare to send some show girls into the palace?" Qi Yu was worried that after Sima Yi sent people into the palace, his power would be weakened.
"As long as you guard against Chu Luoluo, no one else is worth mentioning," For Mo Chenghuan, Sima Yi and her rabble are just some clowns, and there is nothing to be afraid of.
"But it's always right to have more manpower," Qi Yu felt that Mo Chenghuan was a little underestimated.
"No, pathetic man, it's enough to have us," Mo Chenghuan looked up at the dim sky and continued, "Today's weather is really bad. β
Qi Yu looked at the sentimental Mo Chenghuan, and suddenly a feeling of being smaller and smaller in front of Mo Chenghuan suddenly emerged.
As soon as the spring breeze blows, the flowers bloom and fall again, and in the blink of an eye, another month has passed, and the Spring Festival banquet has begun.
Mo Chenghuan was just sitting there as a foil, sitting there bored and playing with a wine cup and tea cup all night, as soon as the Spring Festival banquet ended, Mo Chenghuan left like a wild horse without looking back.
Mo Chenghuan walked all the way to Chanxin Garden, this long night, with a cool breeze, Mo Chenghuan's head was a little dizzy.
"Master, let's go to the bridge," Jin Su couldn't help but be a little worried when he saw Mo Chenghuan's swaying steps.
"Cheng Huan!"
Mo Chenghuan was dizzy, and suddenly heard someone calling her name, and turned around to check the situation, but she used too much force and was about to fall.
"Be careful!" But it was too late, Mo Chenghuan had already fallen to the ground, so he stepped forward to help Mo Chenghuan and said softly: "Hurry up, don't let anyone with a heart see it." β
"Doctor Lou!" Jin Su hurriedly made a gesture to Lou Yuyu and helped Mo Chenghuan from Lou Yuyu's arms.
"Yu, let's talk," Mo Chenghuan struggled to push Jin Su away, and pulled Lou Yuyu to the depths of the garden.
"Can you let it go, just drink a little wine and ignore it?" Although Lou Yuyu felt that this was inappropriate, he didn't shake off Mo Chenghuan's hand.
Mo Chenghuan didn't speak, and pulled Lou Yuyu to the pavilion.
"Don't come here!" Mo Chenghuan yelled at Jin Su with the strength of the wine.
Jin Su was worried and wanted to go up and pull Mo Chenghuan back against the order, but because Lou Yuyu had a fixed look, he stopped.
"You guys guard, I'll just watch," Lou Yuyu helped Mo Chenghuan sit down, and waved his hand to let Jin Su retreat.
"What's wrong with you today?" Lou Yuyu sat opposite Mo Chenghuan, deliberately keeping his distance.
"Suddenly, I suddenly didn't know how I should deal with the future," Mo Chenghuan turned around and lay on the carved wooden railing.
"I thought you were ready," Lou Yuyu didn't mean to sarcastically mock Mo Chenghuan, but after the words came out, he realized that his words were as sharp as an arrow.
"Do you think I'm naΓ―ve?" Mo Chenghuan was not angry at Lou Yuyu's words, on the contrary, she could understand it very well, because she now looked down on herself in the same way.
"Can you tell me about the person you like?" Mo Chenghuan didn't want to embarrass Lou Yuyu, so he changed the topic, but he didn't expect that this would hurt Lou Yuyu instead.
"She?" Lou Yuyu showed a little hesitation.
"Don't want to say?" Mo Chenghuan changed the topic in order not to embarrass Lou Yuyu, but he didn't expect that this would hurt Lou Yuyu.
"I don't want to say it, it's not easy to say, but if you want to listen, it's okay to talk about it," Lou Yuyu doesn't care so much about this matter now, and that memory is not only unspeakably painful for him.
"How did you fall in love with her," Mo Chenghuan tried to find evidence from Lou Yuyu, Dong Tianji was still in love with her.
"If you asked me this before, I wouldn't know how to answer, but now I understand," Lou Yuyu lowered his head and smiled, and continued: "Ever since I saw love in her eyes, I couldn't help falling in love with her. β
"To you?" Mo Chenghuan regretted before he could speak, if it was all his love, how could he end up in a foreign country in the end.
Lou Yuyu smiled without saying a word, shook his head slightly, and smiled helplessly:
"Hair small on me. β
"You're really weird," has a deep love for a love that has nothing to do with him, which is not just strange to describe, it should be said to be weird and absurd.
"Yes, but I just fell in love with her inexplicably, perhaps, I just want to be in love with her, just to make her fall in love with her, I also want to be treated by her affectionately, I also want to be treated gently by her," that is a picture that he will never forget for the rest of his life, that her eyes are as endless tenderness as the ocean, she looked at Zhou Junxin stupidly, just like the pier that was stupidly guarding the ferry return.
He thought more than once that if Zhou Junxin looked at her at that time, even if it was only one glance, Zhou Junxin would definitely be able to make up his mind to let go of everything and take her away, no matter how hard she went through, it was even bitter and sweet.
Mo Chenghuan was speechless, Lou Yuyu's reason persuaded her and moved her, she thought that if she was Lou Yuyu, one glance would be enough to make her fall in love with that person, because she also fell in love with Dongtianji with just one glance.
"What prompted you to flee that place?" If it were her, she would be where her love was, even if that person didn't love her.
"Do you think this is cowardice?" In fact, Mo Chenghuan can understand it without explaining it, because in a way, this is also a kind of cowardice, but this is not the case, he can not even want his life for her, how can he say cowardice.
Mo Chenghuan didn't dare to speak out, she suddenly understood that her words had hurt Lou Yuyu.
"Some things can't be said in a few words, I hope you won't encounter this situation in the future, cowardice" may be a little bit, but ...... is also afraid that her existence will affect her life, "There are many reasons why Lou Yuyu left, I believe that Zhou Junxin and Xiang Yanfeng are also for the same reason.
"It's good that she's happy, our departure is correct, but it's not a last resort, who wants to go away," Lou Yuyu lowered his eyes helplessly.
"What kind of person is she, so that you treat it like this," the more he got to know Lou Yuyu, the more Mo Chenghuan found that Lou Yuyu was talented and amazing, even if he used a sentence of genius from heaven, it is not an exaggeration to be loved by such a person, it must be a happy thing, what happened between them, and what was the reason for that person to make the choice to give up Lou Yuyu.
"Just like you, they are all strange women," Lou Yuyu couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth as soon as he said that person was good.
"But the only difference is that her strangeness is similar to yours, they are both people made by the environment, but they have a different style," Lou Yuyu loves that person's eccentricity, but he also likes Mo Chenghuan's heroic appearance.
"I suddenly wondered what kind of person she is, can you tell me more about her?" Mo Chenghuan was completely drunk, turned around suddenly, and looked at Lou Yuyu with an unusually expectant look.
"Actually, it doesn't hurt to talk to you, it's just that it's getting late today, and it's inconvenient for me to stay," Lou Yuyu wanted to talk to Mo Chenghuan at night, but now Mo Chenghuan's status in the palace is not what it used to be, and his every move is being monitored.
"Jinsu!" Lou Yuyu didn't wait for Mo Chenghuan to agree, and called Jinsu in a loud voice.
"Lou Yuyu, I know she doesn't like anything about you," Mo Chenghuan saw Jin Su's appearance, his heart sank, and he understood that tonight's meeting was going to end here, and he couldn't help but feel an indescribable depression in his heart.
Lou Yuyu didn't make a sound, but just looked at Mo Chenghuan fixedly, as if he was seeking this answer.
"I don't understand the amorous feelings!" Mo Chenghuan bit his dissatisfaction and said angrily.
Although Mo Chenghuan was dissatisfied with Lou Yuyu's rash end, he did not resist, and let Jinsu pull him away, Lou Yuyu stood in the pavilion with his hands in his hands, silently watching Mo Chenghuan and his party go farther and farther.