Night Shadow no longer knew how to express his feelings, and Zheng Song's words completely overturned the cognition of the past twenty-three years. Just before, I thought that my father had betrayed the family, and I was still resentful of my father's infidelity, and even asked my father what position he and his mother were in, but in a blink of an eye, he became a child without a home. The father who has been called for twenty-three years does not belong to him, and he has become someone else's husband and someone else's father long before he can remember, but for many years, he has often harassed other people's peaceful lives and dreamed of happiness that does not belong to him.

The phone rang, it was Zheng Song's phone ringing. Answering the phone, a young girl's voice came out: "Dad, where are you, Mom is asleep, you and I should go to buy medicine for Mom." ”

"Okay, I'll be here in a few minutes. Zheng Song hung up the phone and continued, "My wife's health has never been very good, and I still have a lot of time to visit you in the past, and she has been working harder and harder in the past two years. I didn't dare to go out and do things. This small shop is a little bit of family business that my wife and I earned, guarding the small shop to earn some money to support the family, treating my wife, and guarding my daughter to grow up, which is how I lived. I've been with you all these years, although I haven't grown up with you, but I also treat you as a daughter, you are a good boy, in the future, you can call me at any time, if I can help, I will do my best, you know. ”

Nodding, Night Shadow couldn't say anything, too many emotions were blocked in his chest, blocking his throat, and only tears could not be controlled.

Patting Nightshade on the shoulder, Zheng Song sighed and left Nightshade's room with heavy steps.

There was a sudden silence in the room.

Nightshade sat quietly in her chair, her mind empty. Zheng Song's words actually made Yeying understand that it was no longer possible for him to shout out the two words of his father loudly and without shame as before, those two words belonged to that girl, and he was no longer qualified or had the right to deprive others of his father's love, even if it was just a little bit, it was unfair to others.

Closing his eyes, Nightshadow leaned weakly on the couch. In my past life, the bits and pieces of getting along with Zheng Song slowly came to my heart. Zheng Song, a person who has no blood relationship with him, counts that he has spent more time with him than as a mother, and he has more love than his mother. Every birthday, I always receive a gift from my father, and when I contact him at any time, I fully meet my own requirements, listen to my joys, sorrows, and sorrows, share my successes and failures in life, and even guide my own code of conduct. In the past, in the face of his mother's indifference and moodiness, Zheng Song, his father, like a mountain, has always been the object of his life to rely on and confide in. And now, the mountain has fallen, and it has become a weed in the cold wind, a vine that has lost its support, and where should I go?

Zheng Song told himself that he was not his biological father, and the person he called his mother now was not his mother, what was his surname, what was his name, where he came from, and where he was going in the future, it was a mess, and Night Shadow's head was about to explode. Yes, the person who calls himself mother now should know where he came from, just ask her if she doesn't know!

Nightshade quickly pulled out the phone and pressed her mother's phone number, hesitated the moment she dialed.

Zheng Song said that he was picked up by her, and his attitude towards himself was also very strange, often loving and hating, and his temper was also very strange. When she was a baby, she had no grudges or hatreds with her, so she knew her real relatives, and the relationship must be complicated. If you ask yourself, you will definitely get the opposite result.

To fight or not to fight? The mood of wanting to know is urgent, and the fear of rejection is worrying, and Nightshadow is in a dilemma.

The night gradually darkened, and the pain and tangled mood made the night shadow not go out of the room to browse and sightsee, and there was no ** to eat, and even the lamp in the room did not have the strength to light it. Curled up in the corner of the couch, his eyes swollen and swollen after tears, staring at his mother's familiar number on the phone screen, but he didn't dial out once.

Mother probably doesn't like to ask herself, and she probably won't answer herself, and if she wants to sue sù, she won't wait until now and haven't said it. I suddenly remembered that my mother had been indifferent to me in the past, thinking that sometimes my mother seemed to be looking through herself, and I didn't understand why before, I just thought that maybe my mother was patriarchal, and she was born a girl so she didn't like her, it turned out that she was just someone she had other intentions to raise, so she couldn't afford to be close.

Night Shadow's room was dark and dreary, there was no light, no sound, and Zheng Song kept an eye on it after he left Night Shadow's room. Today is too heavy for this child to accept. The child grew up alone from an early age, without the company of relatives, and the ex-wife only provided for the expenses of living and studying in the boarding school, and no longer cared for it. I have to take care of my family and take care of my business, and I don't have much time and energy to teach her, and occasionally take time to care about her, which can make her happy for a long time. It's not easy to grow up and become a talent without learning badly. On the surface, she is very strong, but she also understands how fragile the heart of children who lack care, especially girls, and such a blow must survive.

The night was getting late, the kitchen master had already cleaned up and left work, and Nightshadow still hadn't come out of the room. It seems that for a while, this kid thinks that he can't pass this level, but he can't stop eating. Zheng Song walked into the kitchen, picked out a few ingredients, made two or three side dishes, put a big bowl of rice, and came to the door of Night Shadow.

Nightshade wakes up from his deep thoughts when he hears a knock on the door, and finds that it is already completely dark, and the whole room is plunged into darkness. I fumbled and turned on the light, opened the door, and saw Zheng Song standing at the door with a tray filled with steaming food.

"This is made by Dad for you, and the craftsmanship can't be compared with the master, but you can't help but appreciate your face. Zheng Song walked in with a smile and couldn't help but say, put the food on the small table, then went to the bathroom to wring a hot towel, and handed it to Night Shadow, "Wash your face, wipe your hands, let's eat." ”

Listening to the familiar and warm jokes of the dad card, Nightshade's tears couldn't help but flow down again.

"Why, it's only been a long time, I know that I have a father, so I'm not ready to recognize me as a father. Zheng Song pretended to be angry.

"It's not ....." A strange feeling of sour and sweet came to my heart, and the sadness seemed to be much lighter.

"Okay, then we'll still remember as before. Zheng Song rubbed Night Shadow's hair, "You can find my father at any time, my father for more than twenty years is not called for nothing." ”

Yes, how many twenty years are there in life, and can twenty years of affection be broken just because there is no blood relationship? No, he is not a person without conscience, Zheng Song has been separated from his mother for so many years, but he can still always care about himself and teach himself, what a difficult thing to do, in his unfortunate life road, he was still lucky to meet him, and only then did he find a basis for his life.

"Dad, I'll call you that way in the future!" Night Shadow finally found the most fortunate thing in his misfortune, like duckweed finding its roots, and finally having a little peace in his heart.

"Then listen to Dad, let's eat first, and then you can sleep well, tomorrow's business, tomorrow's talk," Zheng Song took a bowl of rice and handed it to Night Shadow, "The most important thing is that you have grown up and can decide for yourself the life you want to live, and you can choose the path you want to take, which is something to be thankful about." ”

Yes, you can no longer rely on anyone, you can support yourself by being hardworking, you can decide the way to vent if you are in a bad mood, you can also make adjustments if you don't like your work, and even if you don't like the city you stay in, then change it, don't worry about who will yell at you, it's good to be independent, it's just right to be free!

After figuring it out, Night Shadow suddenly felt that he had an appetite, there was nothing he couldn't get over, more than 20 years have passed, he used to think that he was a perfect family, he thought he was a loving parent, he thought that his parents were busy with work and had no time to manage himself, and he didn't come back to life, besides, now, he has a job, he can support himself, he can arrange to do what he likes, it can be said that one person is full and the whole family is not hungry, and one person is happy and the whole family is happy, so do what makes you feel the most comfortable.

As for the biological parents, if they don't want to leave regrets, they will also ask their mother, if they are willing to sue sù, that is the best, you can go to see who your biological parents are, what kind of family they are, and what kind of family they have, figure out why they will lose themselves, will they be anxious after losing themselves, have they ever looked for themselves, if they do not sue sù, although there will be regrets, but I believe that one day, we will always meet, or to be a happy free person.

Seeing that the night shadow slowly began to relax, Zheng Song was relieved. After a few words, he packed up the dishes and chopsticks and left.

After closing the window, locking the door, and tidying up, Nightshade took the game helmet from her luggage and entered the game.

Just now, Nightshade had already made a decision, and when she returned, she was ready to fire her job. The income of civil servants is not very high, it can only be said that it is very stable, and with this job, it has always been trapped in a small area. Yeying, who has experienced family changes, is more inclined to freedom, or in other words, on the basis of a certain economy, can find his biological parents, which requires time and freedom, and the stable work and environment are not allowed. In "Another World", Night Shadow has a variety of skills at hand, and it can be said that it is very easy to make money. Nightshade decided that since his parents were not his own, it was enough to raise him for more than 20 years, and he couldn't reach out anymore, so he wanted to make as much money as possible in the game to meet his needs for life and consumption. As for time, after quitting the job, I have more time to soak in the game, whether it is practicing skills and making all kinds of money-making goods, I can take it easy, and I will no longer need to take time to get three shifts in the middle of the night like squeezing toothpaste, which will affect my sleep and work the next day.

After determining his future lifestyle and focus, Night Shadow operated in an orderly manner. Sort out the package first, there are a lot of production materials in the package, which can be made into equipment and medicines, so it will be completely sorted out and put out at auction to sell, and the rest of the materials that lack some materials can be made into the package, so it will be sorted into a corner of the package, and continue to make the materials after finding the materials again. By the time Nightshade was completely sorted out, the items in the auction had been swept away, and the Phantom card was still selling very quickly. The sound of jingle coins dropping packages is now the most beautiful piece of music for Nightshade.

Now that you are on a new map, you have to find the most suitable way to earn money and upgrade, the first thing to do is to familiarize yourself with this map and start over!