Li Haizhou walked nonchalantly, and turned around and sneered: ", you ......"

Before the words fell, there was a dull explosion!

Just like the sound of countless detonations in the past time, there was no delay in detonation, and there was no a few stones that Li Haizhou had planted by himself as an alarm, Bai Haonan felt that he was by his side, bang!

A gust of wind rushed overhead, and then a rain of blood fell from the sky!

Bai Haonan, who rushed into the grass, raised his head again, and a lot of liquid and debris that seemed to be still warm dripped directly onto his face!

Several large fragments of the stump landed on the grass in front of them, making their usual popping sounds, like a small backpack or a small pumpkin......

Even if he has experienced so much, Bai Haonan is still frozen in an instant, it can be said that the person who has been dependent on each other has turned into another material state, this psychological impact made Bai Haonan shake all over his body when he stood up!

A second shock in a short time!

If it weren't for Li Haizhou to lead the way, or if it wasn't for Ada, his trust in it would have been even half a point less, and according to his current understanding of the explosion, he would have become the same state standing in place!

A shiver that didn't know where to start spread to his whole body, Bai Haonan felt that he could lose control of his body at any time, fear, fear, happiness, or more inexplicable emotions were mixed together, supporting him to barely stagger towards the largest limb that he could see as far as he could see, it was really moving, he didn't even have the strength to lift his feet, and the soles of his feet made a soft sound of rubbing against the rotting plants on the ground.

When he moved to the last spherical object, looking at the pupils that were still open, and recalled that it seemed that the black and thin face was dead from an instant ago, Bai Haonan couldn't support it and knelt down directly, countless emotions were surging in his mind and body, as if he was about to erupt, Bai Haonan wanted to raise his neck and shout to vent it, but his throat and eyes were blocked and he couldn't use force, when the palm of his hand touched the object that still had body temperature, when his fingers touched the eyelids that were still soft and sweaty, it was almost instinctive, and the sound that Bai Haonan's throat could make was: "I want all affection to be happy forever and free from pain......"

The familiar and flowing Hui Wen has been read countless times, in the country of Xu, it is to bless fate, in the town is to educate the youth, and on the battlefield is to calm the mood, but at this moment, it seems that every word is hit hard in Bai Haonan's mind!

The bling kind!

Then it seems that another channel of thought has opened, and all kinds of past things are reviewed in front of me like a movie!

the love of football in childhood, the back of his mother in a trance;

Countless days of sweating on the court make me so tired that I don't want to think so much, and I don't think about and envy others and beautiful families, so I spend my energy blindly tossing and turning all day long, so I don't think about so many useless things;

When you get the first money to sell the ball, look at those teammates who are serious about playing football, and give that HMP in your heart;

A beautiful final shot that was sure of the game;

the front of a car that was knocked off in a raging fire;

Flying shards from wine bottles smashed on someone's head;

Li Lin's spotless smiling face, as well as the movement of twisting her fingers;

a monk who set himself on fire in flames;

the terrified teenager in the gunfire that was shot in the night;

The distorted expressions on the battlefield, the black and blue corpses scattered all over the mountains;

Countless female faces with different expressions are either bewitching or reserved, or angry or coquettish;

There are also countless corpses, those with different heads, scaly wounds, and blurred flesh and blood scenes are also intersecting, and the so-called beautiful and handsome men are just a piece of hair and skin, and the feeling is like surging water, and it is understood that it is a matter of course.

I don't know how many channels have been opened up in front of my mind, and I don't know how many channels have been opened up at the same time!

It seems that even the brain capacity has been expanded, and the multi-threaded operation is unhindered, and the traffic is busy!

Yesterday's things, such as yesterday's death, today's things, today's life, such as today's birth!

Even if he didn't know the source of this sentence, Bai Haonan suddenly felt that he was all dead a moment ago!

Now I feel like a newborn child!

He didn't realize that the scriptures he was almost subconsciously thinking had changed his tone, and with a crying tone, he became as if he was singing, and he dragged out his voice and sang:"

I now dedicate myself to the roots of goodness, for the sake of universal virtue;

May I be at the end of my life with all obstacles;

When you meet the Buddha Amitabha, you will be reborn in peace;

I have been born in another country, and now I have fulfilled this great wish;

All things are perfect, and all living beings are ......"

Bai Haonan, who has never read any Buddhist scriptures and has never pursued to understand the stories and legends of any Buddhist scriptures, seems to understand the meaning of this passage very clearly, and let his tears flow and sing my song!

Go to some special Buddhist scriptures, go to special beliefs!

The whole mind suddenly brightened!

Enlightenment!

It has nothing to do with Buddhist scriptures, it has nothing to do with faith, it has nothing to do with all kinds of past human lives!

I'm alive!

Live in the moment!

That is a feeling of life, there is nothing that can't be put down, and there is nothing that can't be forgotten in my heart, there is no place in the world that I can't go, there is nothing that I can't face, I am me, people die like a lamp going out, even if it is a bean-sized wick flame burning, after all, there is a time to burn out, but since it is burning, it must live with light, heat, and can illuminate even a little place!

Being alive is the most beautiful thing in the world, and if you already have such a beautiful thing, what suffering, anger, and resentment can't let go?

What do you do or not?

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter at all, even if it's to give yourself an iron rod to grind into a needle slowly, anything!

I feel that if I do anything for myself now, I can calm down and do it slowly, and I can sharpen the needle to make patterns, because this is the meaning of life!

You don't have to cut the sky and kill the earth, let the whole world see it, and do a little insignificant thing to immerse yourself in it!

Regardless of failure or success in the end, if you do it with your heart, you will not live in vain in this life.

The whole mind is buzzing, in religious parlance, drums are ringing, flowers are blooming, and you are welcome to heaven!

After reciting to the text, Bai Haonan seemed to have withdrawn his whole soul from his body, standing on a high place and looking down, seeing himself, seeing the body in a dirty T-shirt, his face was full of tears, his expression was calm, as if he was being manipulated by some puppet, and pulled out the warrior from under his armpit......

It's not to pull the trigger on the head, but to disassemble it with a skillful hand and throw it away!

Throwing in all directions, the bullets in the magazine are separated and thrown.

Along with the spare magazine on his body, Glock, and the knife on his calf, he threw away everything related to the knife killing, and touched his coat pocket vigorously to make sure that there was nothing left, and stood up.

The soul seemed to return to its place at this time, turned his head with a smile that he couldn't imagine, and waved his hand to the dog next to him: "Ada, come home with me!"

In the direction chosen by Li Haizhou, he left his partner here to return to dust and dust, and strode forward.

The dog was stunned, jumped up and rushed to Bai Haonan's feet, and ran a few steps forward, looking back as he ran, as if he had met a completely different person.