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Standing in front of the 601 door, before Duane knocked on the door, the door opened, and the person standing behind the door made Duane stunned.

It's Su Jin.

He knew that this was Su Jin's home, and it was also Su Jin who told him the address and asked him to come over, but the Su Jin standing behind the door made him stunned for a while.

A gray short-sleeved shirt with gray cropped pants on the lower body, which is very loose and you can't see the curve of the legs. She was still so beautiful with her face facing the sky, her bangs were lifted up, piled together, tied into a pigtail with a rubber band, and stood up towards the sky, revealing her white forehead. is very homely, and the delicate Su Jin he sees on weekdays is very different.

Seeing Du An's expression, the corners of Su Jin's mouth were reluctantly hooked, a little self-deprecating.

"Come on, come in. With that, he turned around and walked in.

Duane came to his senses, said "oh", and walked in after him.

On the left-hand side of the entrance is a simple shoe rack, with three layers, the top two layers are women's flats and high heels of various colors, and the bottom layer is slippers.

"Wear the gray pairs. ”

Su Jin's voice came, and Du An changed into this pair of slippers that looked like they were newly bought, and walked in, feeling that the atmosphere was a little weird.

It was a small two-bedroom house, about 60 square meters in size, with brownish-red wooden floors on the floor. In the living room, there is a black and white sofa, in front of which is a coffee table, and further against the wall is a TV cabinet, on which is a large boxy TV, and the TV is on at the moment.

The living room used to be a balcony, and there was a drying rack on the balcony, on which some girls' intimate little clothes were hanging, swaying in the wind.

Du An walked over and sat down on the sofa, next to Su Jin, she was sitting cross-legged on the sofa, looking like a female ** silk, which was very different from the exquisite state she usually gave Du An.

Looking at the coffee table again, there is a sea bowl on it, and inside is a half-eaten noodle, red oil floating on it, and a pair of chopsticks are stuck diagonally.

Kang Shuaibo braised beef noodles.

After graduating, Duane, who had instant noodles as a staple food for a while, recognized him at a glance.

"Isn't it surprised?"

Su Jin's words pulled him back. He looked over, and Su Jin was looking at him, with some inexplicable provocation in his eyes.

He didn't know where he had provoked her.

"It's ......"

Duane said half a sentence, and then held back his words.

One qiē is too abnormal.

He and Su Jin have been together for nearly a month, and in his impression, Su Jin is a very cool girl: she doesn't like to talk, she doesn't like to laugh, she is very quiet; although she usually doesn't wear heavy makeup, but due to the needs of work, she simply puts on a little light makeup every day, which gives people a very delicate feeling; the items in her handbag are always neat and tidy, and each is in its place, so it is not difficult to think that she also keeps everything in order and neatly and orderly in her life; she can ignore herself when she is angry. Hot and cold, forgive you and just get along quietly, and won't give you any smile.

This is a very cool, very temperamental and assertive woman, probably the perfect woman of the new era who has gone to the hall and the kitchen, which is what Duane is obsessed with, but today he sees an image that is diametrically opposed to his impression.

The bathroom was next to the entrance, and when he came to the door, he saw that there was still half a piece of pink underwear hanging on the wall of the washing machine barrel, and she was no longer so delicate, and now her appearance was no different from the housewives she saw on a regular day; at this time, she was still sitting cross-legged on the sofa, like a woman--according to Duane's imagination of her, shouldn't she sit on the ground with her legs together like a lady?

Not to mention the half-eaten bowl of instant noodles on the coffee table -- a temperamental woman like her should cook for herself! It doesn't need to be very rich, a simple tomato scrambled egg can always match her temperament, not instant noodles.

"That's who I am. ”

Su Jin smiled reluctantly, and after a moment of silence, she continued: "This is my true state. ”

After saying this, Duane saw that her expression suddenly relaxed, and her originally tense face was relieved, as if she had let go of the burden in her heart.

Du An had a thousand words in his heart at the moment, but he didn't know where to start, Su Jin seemed to see it, and without waiting for him to ask, he said, "I'll start from the beginning." ”

"When I was a child, those don't count, the first time we met, it was at the bus stop at the entrance of the village. ”

Su Jin, who had started at the beginning, seemed to let go completely, skillfully stretched out his hands and grabbed his two little feet, pulled them, made himself sit more comfortably, and continued: "I didn't speak at that time, but I saw your eyes. She paused, then burst into a laugh, "Your eyes are like wolves, glowing green." ”

Hearing Su Jin's words, Du An's nose touched with some embarrassment: his appearance at that time was about the same as that of a nymphomaniac.

"Actually, I think it's weird, you know, you hated me when you were younger, you were the head of the children in the village, you are so majestic. You're crazy with them everywhere, and you're good with everyone, but you just hate me, and I can only look at you from afar, so I'm surprised to see you like that at the bus stop. ”

Duane's eyes widened.

Only then did he know that Su Jin had already recognized him at that time, and the inferences he said later were just to lie to him.

And listening to Su Jin's tone, it seems that she was very ...... when she was a child Longing for yourself?

"I was like, 'Why did you change so much?' and then it came to the premiere. ”

"You probably don't know, I didn't expect to meet you again on such an occasion, so when you jumped off the stage and walked in front of me in full view of everyone, I didn't come back to my senses, and when you said, 'Let's go,' I could only say 'yes' stupidly. ”

Based on the girl's self-esteem, even when it came to this kind of plan to say goodbye to Yiqiē, Su Jin didn't tell him how many times she had fantasized about the scenes where the two met again, but she never imagined that it would be such a scene: he was watched by everyone, and the lights were added, coming to her from the stage like a prince. That's why she was stupid at the time.

"Then I found out, you like me. ”

Su Jin stated such a fact, and Du An did not deny it.

"But I don't know why you like me, because you seem to hate me in every meeting we've had before. ”

With Su Jin's words, Du An slowly recalled those things buried in his memory: since he kicked the dirt house to pieces when he was a child and refused to play with Su Jin, Su Jin's family moved to the county seat not long after. After that, every time Su Jin came back from vacation, he also refused to get along with this girl because of his psychological disorder - the more he liked something, the more unwilling he was to approach, and the more he wanted to destroy, this was his psychological state before returning to Nanyang from Lishui years ago.

When Shu Yu saved him and made him finally realize that he was going to grow up, he overcame this childish mentality.

Why did he fall in love at first sight? Why didn't he fall in love with someone else at first sight, but with Su Jin? Maybe he had already found traces of her childhood from this girl's face, but he didn't find it himself. And the new him at that time, who had grown up, could bravely say "yes" to what he liked and no longer refuse.

"I've been thinking about this since I left the cinema with you -- why did you go from hating me to liking me? ”

"What you like is who I am now, and what you like is my quiet appearance, so I became like this. ”

I like you like me, Su Jin didn't say this.

Ruan Ying said to Su Jin that she called it turning on the beep mode, but Ruan Ying obviously forgot to tell her that women already have beeps, and if they pretend to be, they will become two beeps.

Du An's also remembered: on the night of the premiere, after the two went out of the theater, Su Jin choked him with childhood events, and on the cement steps next to the football field, she choked the chattering Ruan Ying and hung up the phone in two sentences.

That little devil was the real her, not the quiet temperamental woman he had always seen?

"I've been pretending for more than half a month, but I can't do it anymore. ”

Why can't it be loaded?

Su Jin also asked herself this question, and then got the answer: Like Duane? A little, after all, she is a person who has been very "yearning" since she was a child, and decided to be with Duane, a large part of which is to fulfill a dream she had when she was a child, and she enjoys the feeling of being looked up to by the people she has always looked up to, which is very good.

But as time went on, it didn't feel good.

She enjoyed the feeling of being with Duane more and more and being held in the palm of his hand, so she was always worried that if Duane found out that she was not what he saw, and she was still the same person he hated since childhood, would he still like her so much and be infatuated with her?

She doesn't want to realize her dream anymore, she just wants to fall in love normally, but this relationship was deceived by her.

The deceived feelings will not last long after all, the truth will always be exposed, it is better to expose it as soon as possible, the long pain is better than the short pain, and you are not too deep in it.

There is another reason.

"Moreover, you and I are not from the same world. ”

I was deeply aware of this on the night when Duane and her went to see the national premiere of "Pretty Woman": seeing Duane surrounded by everyone, people screaming for him, and she could only stand silently and watch, with a distance of more than ten meters between the two, like a moat.

And it has been in the last few weeks that I have realized this more deeply.

Duane's name frequently appeared in newspapers and magazines, and appeared in television media. He began to shine, everyone exclaimed for him, and when searching for information related to him on the Internet, Su Jin even saw that someone spontaneously set up a post bar for him, and many female netizens called him "husband".

Such a person is not from the same world as her, an ordinary saleswoman in a specialty store. Maybe he used to be just his neighbor, a child in the same village, but now that he is a prince, she is still just Cinderella, and the prince and Cinderella are together, which is a story that only exists in fairy tales, not to mention that she, the Cinderella who attracts the prince, is still pretending.

The prince should be with the princess, and Cinderella will marry the groom, that's the reality.

"So, go back to your world. ”

After listening to Su Jin's words, looking at her sitting cross-legged on the sofa, Du An was at a loss.

When Su Jin invited her to come over today, he was still full of expectations, thinking that he had taken a more solid step with her, but he didn't expect it to be like this? She had already recognized herself? She liked him when she was a child? Her previous temperament, that quiet appearance, and that chic and cool that she loved to ignore were all pretended?

It's so mysterious.

The amount of information was too much, and Du An's mind was so confused that he stood up stupidly following Su Jin's words and turned in the direction of the door.

Just gone?

Suddenly, something hit him on the back of his head, and Duane turned his head to see a ball of paper rolling at his feet.

"What are you doing?"

He asked Su Jin.

Su Jin didn't look like he was caught doing anything bad, and said confidently: "Don't do anything." ”

He turned his head, and the back of his head was hit by something again, and when he turned his head again, another ball of paper rolled on the ground.

looked at Su Jin again, and saw her sitting on the sofa, holding her feet with both hands, her head turned to the side, and her eyes were slightly red.

She was still unwilling after all.