Chapter 66: Who Knows Suffering
The beauty scroll in front of me seems to have just come out of the ink and has not dried, the wet and dewy, and the fragrance of the ink is far away, which also provokes me to take my eyes off.
He held the open scroll in one hand, sat diagonally in the red corridor on the pond, leaning against the long pillar, and the hibiscus opened two or three flowers, and this guy was very leisurely. I don't know what he's thinking in his dreams.
When I chewed my fingers and looked at him quietly, I longed for my eyes to grow on him, and I wanted to poke the green dan on his forehead, but I was afraid that I would puncture this delicate skin.
The heartbeat has come quietly, and the soft feelings have melted on the lips, touching the thin lips that are slightly pursed, the sweetness enters the throat, and the heart swells into a reverse wave.
I wanted to try deeply, but I met the eyes that were slightly open. Such shy things are clearly spread out in the blue sky and white sun by these eyes.
I was terrified. Who knows that my brother caught me and kissed him secretly, and how to tell me to save face when it was passed out, my brother will definitely use this to ridicule and ridicule me in the future.
At this time, we looked at each other in pairs, my brother's face was indifferent, and my eyes reflected me who was looking at him in ignorance, I put down my chewing fingers, and my face turned red.
He didn't cut my mouth, still indifferent, but after a while, he smacked his mouth and savored it.
He stared at my body, making my bones tingle, my face red and my ears hot, and I knew that it was better to run away. When he turned around and spread his legs, the red rope with a jade buckle around his neck was suddenly pulled by him.
This person just cut my mouth, but I didn't expect him to cut my neck, and it hurt for a while, so I covered my neck and screamed. If it weren't for my quick reaction, I'm afraid I would have split into two at this time, and let my brother get my head as he wished.
I was terrified when I thought about it.
My brother was so strong that he didn't get my head off, so he grabbed me by the shoulder, and I was caught in his arms without paying attention. At this point, my face was still hot.
Sitting in his arms this time was like sitting on pins and needles, and my heart trembled, and it was difficult to settle down.
"Okay?" he rubbed his other hand against my paw, cough, my hand, I nodded.
"You see, my hands and feet are ......" I showed off my body, and I was really excited to recover this long-lost body after smoking the incense for so long.
He smiled shallowly in response, but his eyes didn't care about my slender fingers and slender legs, staring intently at my face.
There must be something on my face that makes him look like this, as if he were in a long state of thought......
"Brother, I just saw something on your mouth, do you believe it?"
I said tentatively.
He raised an eyebrow, then tilted his head and shook his head. "I was taken advantage of, and I want to take it back......"
I don't know what he means.
The hibiscus in the pool floated quietly on the water, and I heard birds chirping, and a mist like green smoke rose on the water.
When I was distracted, two lips covered me, and before my head had time to think about it, it was already full of his amber eyes.
The scroll fell to the ground, his thin hand holding the back of my head, and the light pecking between his lips was only deep.
My fingers trembled, and I grasped the strand of filament that hung from his shoulder, and I was able to slowly settle down. At this time, I only knew that my heart was happy, and I drowned in this gentle rubbing......
The cold and glamorous high branches jumped out of the wall, and the red stamens that bloomed were like clouds and sideburns falling on the jade face, and the new wall was accompanied by a dark fragrance, and there were slightly two or three people holding umbrellas.
There was only one last bite of the sweet cake left in my hand, and I saw that there was no one in front of the door except the setting sun.
My brother said that he would take care of his chores early these days and eat sweet cakes with me. I didn't know that this big plate of sweet cakes had already entered my belly, and I was really ashamed.
I was frustrated and wanted to ask for a few more sweet cakes to fill up. At this moment, there was a whisper in front of the door.
turned to look at it, but saw a tall man insisting on Chang Xiao knocking on the door a few times. I want to open my mouth and breathe this hard bang, but don't knock on the door.
"The old man hasn't seen him for a long time, and he used to spend his days here. ”
Before I could speak, the man said. This man has a clear face, slender eyebrows and eyes, and looks innocent. The light blue robe is eye-catching, with a high crown and silver hoops, and a dark ribbon around the waist.
"My brother hasn't come home yet, you have to look for him, come early tomorrow. ”
Eighty percent of this man came to his brother, and after saying that, he ignored him. But he didn't give me a shout.
He walked up to me, and a flash of something fast flashed in his pupils, and he opened his lips and said, "It's true, you don't remember me at all." ”
Seeing that his face was a little sad, as if he had been wronged. It's true that I don't remember many things, but my mind is getting better and better now, and I think I'll be able to remember these things soon.
I sighed softly, helpless, and comforted him with his sad look.
"I'm sorry, I'll remember you in the future. "I want to pat my chest and make a guarantee, but I think that if I can't guarantee it, I will be thundered by the sky if I lose my words, so I put down my hand.
He snorted coldly, changed his face without saying a word, hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled contemptuously, and his eyebrows and eyes were depressed. I marveled at how quickly the two faces became so fast.
"It's rare to find someone who treats you so well. ”
"It's better to recall your memories than to use coercion. ”
He tried to touch my cheek, and I realized that this person had a bad intention, so I quickly took a few steps back.
At this time, it must be like what is said in the play: When a chivalrous catches a villain, he always pulls out his blade and stabs his eyes, screams fiercely to calm his evil heart, and then sings a few paragraphs with his voice......
I looked at myself empty-handed, where did the blade come from, and the person on the other side was tall and big, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to control him, should I dance these and sing a few directly?
I slapped myself in the mouth and made up my mind, I shouldn't be this man's opponent. He continued.
"You know that you are living so freely, and your family is not doing well. ”
Hearing him talk about his family, there was the sound of something tearing apart in his head, and the voice changed from light to whistling.
"You've also seen it, one of your brothers' whereabouts is unknown, and one of his six relatives doesn't recognize him. ”
His whereabouts are unknown, and his six relatives do not recognize him......
A blood-stained wave of water rippled and churned in my brain, causing my brain to ache like a worm.
I was afraid of the pain, so I hugged my head and covered my ears, so that no trace of pain could get into my brain.
He was not surprised to see my strange appearance, but raised his eyebrows comfortably.
"Look, it's good to be more exciting, but it's a pity that someone always has to hold you ......"
I pleaded to him, "Don't say it, I don't want to think about it anymore." ”
He saw my face in pain, and his body trembled, but he still didn't stop his words to stimulate me.
"You originally lived in a powerful family. ”
"I don't know my worries or sufferings. ”
"You don't know anything, but you're the envy of us. ”
......
"Now, once it has fallen, it has fallen into the abyss. ”
I used to be the envy of them?
I thought that all things were tormented in the hot furnace of heaven and earth, and who would not have seven emotions and six desires, and no one could ask for anything, and get out of the sea of suffering without worry.
The deepest memory is being whipped and exiled, the pain of skin and flesh can only grit my teeth next to each other, and I always eat the last meal every day, which always makes me hungry.
I saw a demon girl being beaten to death by a man who wanted to buy her because she resisted, and the man threw down the money bag and left. I was terrified and frightened, and I no longer cried out for hunger.
If you don't know the affliction, you don't know where the affliction is......
After suffering this headache, the so-called lost memories have not been picked up, and the head is messing around, and almost forgetting the remaining memories.
I don't know how long it took, but I only knew that the breeze was blowing and blowing on me, and my dream was very long, a journey of smoke and rain, a horse's hoof, a paper and inkstone......
When my mind cleared up a little, I opened my eyes, and the trees were full of delicate stamens like smoke, and there were also slender branches that were pretty and raised in my hands. At this time, I was steadily carried into the room by my brother.
When he saw me wake up, he laughed at me and said, "The floor is more comfortable than the bed?"
I couldn't hold my face, I twisted my body for a while, and my back hurt and I was cold.
"I dreamed of what I forgot. "I said lightly.
It's just that this dream is like a fragment, the front does not match the back, and these two fragments are not memories.
"Which ones?"
"It's just a little bit, and there's really nothing yet. ”
"It will get better in the future. ”
He breathed lightly on my forehead, and I nodded, but the words that stimulated my memory lingered, and the memory in my head rolled over for a while when I thought about it.
My brother put me on the bed, and the aches in my body were somewhat soothed, and he rubbed my delicate skin and whispered softly into my heart.
On the openwork case, the makeup box was draped in the afterglow of the window, and when he left, the setting sun was revealing its last halo.
I could still vaguely see him under the long willows.
Reality is confusing, and I always get a few clarities in my dreams, such as the fragments of memories in my dreams, pieced together piece by piece and two, to solve things I didn't know before.
It's just that dreams can't carry much joy and sorrow, so they have to accumulate one or two fragments that are rare each time, and after more and more sun and moon meet, more and more fragments will accumulate......
The wind dispelled the waning moon, and I wanted to add some more candle oil, but I suddenly heard the sound of beating.
He didn't return for another night.
I thought about what words I was going to come up with to scold him when the sun turned white, and after thinking about it a few times, I didn't come up with anything.
Then there was a creak of the door opening, and I grabbed the robe from the hanger and hurried to the door. Sure enough, I saw him.
He's used to seeing me, especially these days. He came back late when he was busy, and I was really worried that no one would take care of him.
"How many times have you stayed in my room, do you have my consent?"
He was a little impatient.
I wrapped my robe around him, and sure enough, his hands were cold, and so was his face.
He sighed softly, let me go, and lowered his eyes, his gaze like water.
At this time, I smelled the residual smell of alcohol on his body after treatment, and I thought that I had drunk a lot of alcohol.
I was tying him with a garment when his forehead was against mine.
"You've changed a little these days. ”
"Do you remember it all?"
Hearing this, I shook my head, and this time it was like rubbing his forehead.
I was so weak that I had to avoid his eyes.
After a while, a very beautiful dark fragrance on his body caught my attention, and I couldn't help but feel at the bottom.