Chapter 164: Reality
It has been said that a person has to go through three deaths in his life. The first time, when your heartbeat stops, your breathing dies, and you are physiologically declared dead.
The second time, when you are buried, people come to your funeral dressed in black, and they announce that you no longer exist in this society, that you have disappeared from the social network you once had, and that you are quietly gone.
The third time, the last person in this world to remember you, forgets you, and you are truly dead. The whole universe will no longer be about you.
Ye Luo once thought that although he couldn't control the first and second deaths, as long as he could keep Su Miao in mind, then Su Miao would always exist until he experienced the first death. But he forgot, his fundamental problem was not that he was afraid of forgetting Su Miao, that he was afraid that Su Miao's traces would slowly disappear like this, but that deep in his heart, he couldn't accept the fact that Su Miao had left.
The person who can laugh, jump, and be naughty will come to trouble him when he is studying seriously, will prepare meals for him carefully, will cheer him on silently, give him all the hope and motivation, let him always move forward bravely, and always smile, how can he just leave without a sound?
They clearly agreed that when she recovers, they will go to the world's largest amusement park together, play the fastest roller coaster, ride the most exciting jumping machine, and skydive together, enjoying the beauty of slowly floating from the sky to the earth.
They also agreed that when she was cured, he would take her with him and start traveling around the world, and they even pulled out a long list of all the places they wanted to go, the things they wanted to do in that place, the food they wanted to eat in that place, the photos they wanted to take... How could he believe that they had made many, many pacts, and that the sound of those agreements sounded as if it were yesterday, but that all of them had become empty talk overnight?
In August, there are no peach blossoms flying in the peach forest, only small pink and white peaches that are about to grow are hanging on the high branches, dotted with green peach forests. Ye Luo sat under the thousand-year-old peach tree full of small peaches on the branches of the Que Yue Cliff, looking at the misty deep valley below. This was the third day he had returned to the Materia Medica Valley, and it was also the third day that he had tried hard to accept the fact that Su Miao had left, but to no avail.
"Is it okay to just let him sit here like this?" Leaning on the thick trunk of the thousand-year-old peach tree, Yan Gu looked at Ye Luo, who was in a daze in front of him, "What if he suddenly can't think of it and jumps like this?"
"What nonsense!" Lou Qingyan, who rushed over as soon as he learned that Ye Luo was back, gave Yan Gu a punch angrily, "Ah Luo won't think about it like that!"
"If he could think about it, he wouldn't have been sitting here for three days!" Yan Gu grinned and rubbed the place where he had been hit by Lou Qingyan, "The last time I went to Yanjing, this guy said so beautifully, I thought he had come out completely! The results are all lies, it's really disappointing!"
"Can you not speak in such a gloating tone?" Lou Qingyan was about to lose his anger. Ye Luo actually didn't come out and already made her very worried about Ye Luo's state, but Yan Gu's tone was still so frivolous, it sounded as if Ye Luo was weak. If it weren't for the certainty of winning Yan Gu, Lou Qingyan would have taken out his needle and shot Yan Gu into a sieve now!
"Don't look at me like that!" Yan Gu had obviously sensed the danger in Lou Qingyan's eyes looking at him, "I also care about Ah Luo's well! But this kind of thing is only useful if he thinks it out by himself, we can't do anything." ”
"I know we can't do anything, but can you be a little more right? I don't see the slightest worry from you!"
"You're wrong! It's good to worry about this kind of thing, and if you show your worries directly on your face, there will be more trouble!"
"What did you say?" Lou Qingyan's eyes flashed slightly.
Yan Gu glanced at Lou Qingyan meaningfully, "You yourself know it very well! The Materia Medica Valley is a holy land of medicine, no matter how it develops, helping the world and saving people is the foundation of life." Shumen, it's not the same way to follow us, Aluo is no longer a potential stock, if you put all your concerns on the bright side, it will only hurt you!"
Yan Gu's words made Lou Qingyan gloomy for a while, that's right, Ye Luo disappeared from the list of Shumen's key attention from the moment he decided not to practice medicine anymore. Without the value of focusing on, Ye Luo is naturally no longer a good choice for Shumen to have a close relationship with Materia Medica, plus Ye Luo himself has no intention of her, Shumen is now giving up on her marriage with Ye Luo, and has already chosen a new suitable candidate. And for all this, Lou Qingyan can't do anything.
As Yan Gu said, Materia Medica Valley started with medicine, although there are many people with quirks and deviant personalities among the doctors, but on the whole, they are still a group of good people with the heart of saving people. Therefore, the overall atmosphere of the Materia Medica Valley is actually very relaxed.
Ye Luo's talent is very high, and he also has the potential to break history and lead the Materia Medica Valley to a new peak. But if Ye Luo had really lost his interest in medicine, Materia Medica Valley would not force it. It is true that there are many doctors in the Materia Medica, but if you don't study medicine, you can't be regarded as a person in the Materia Medica? No one in the Materia Medica Valley would think so.
The style of Shumen is completely opposite to the Materia Medica, and Shumen used to walk the rivers and lakes by relying on one poison and the other being a trick. These two things are things that have great lethality once they are used, and with such things as the foundation of their existence, the path taken by Shumen can be imagined. Compared with the Materia Medica, which is peaceful and relatively indisputable, Shumen is undoubtedly much more realistic.
If you are valuable, I will pay attention to you and reuse you. If you are worthless, there is no need to pay attention to and reuse. This is the code of conduct that Shumen has developed to the present. Originally, I have always been happy to see the marriage between Ye Luo and Lou Qingyan, even if it was accidentally destroyed by Su Miao, it was not annoyed and angry, but it was a Shumen who was willing to wait, and the change in attitude after the news that Ye Luo no longer practiced medicine was really not too obvious.
Lou Qingyan wanted to rush to Yanjing after seeing the scandal between Ye Luo and Li Yourong, but she was suddenly stumped by a job she had never been exposed to before, which is the most favorable proof. In Shumen's view, Ye Luo has lost the value of use, if Lou Qingyan does not know how to give up in time, it is really difficult to say what means Shumen will take in the future. Shumen didn't dare to do this way of directly destroying Ye Luo's body, but let Ye Luo's life go wrong, and Shumen still had a way to do it.
As an outsider, Yan Gu is much more sensitive to changes in the situation than Lou Qingyan. Ye Luo's current state itself is very unstable, and if Shumen has to intervene, it is really difficult to say what Ye Luo will become. The reason why he said this today was to remind Lou Qingyan that if she exposed her feelings for Ye Luo so nakedly, it would be a disaster for Ye Luo. Ye Luo can't withstand any blows now!