Even if you see a sad place, you should be able to laugh easily when you raise your head to look at the warm sunshine! Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info but now! Why do I feel this way?

Li Xiaoqiang shook his head lightly, expelling this idea, and he slowly opened the letterhead with a trembling hand! Because of trembling, his fingers kept rubbing on the letterhead, and he didn't dare to face the words inside!

The moonlight and starlight outside the window splashed in, making the words written on this pink letterhead by Xiao Feixu seem to have a hazy light!

"Big pervert! I guess I had left this small city by the time you saw this letter! I must be on my way home now! You know? I've been counting the days since last year, and I remember you missing for a year and six months, do you know how long I've been waiting for you? I've been waiting for you for a whole year! And now I'm going back to my old home, to my fate that I can't escape after all!

I want to tell you, in the year that I have been waiting for you, I will always think of the bits and pieces of your time with me in every casual moment! I will ring the helplessness of every time you are teased by me, the kind of anger and grinning!

You know what? You looked so cute at that time, and sometimes I thought, if you were really my boyfriend, I would love you very much!

I don't know who said it, but even if you've only spoken to him for a few words, it feels like you've been talking for years, years. And you belong to this special kind of person for me! Although we have only been together for a few months together, I feel as if I have known you for a long time! It is a long, long time ago, and every time I think that I will leave you, my heart hurts as if it has been torn apart! That feeling is really painful.

If there is an afterlife, I wish I was just an ordinary girl, so that I could be by your side quietly. I really want to be by your side, to watch those TV series that make us complain!

I really didn't expect you to be such a big person, and you still like to watch cartoons so much! When I saw your intently child-like expression, I couldn't help but want to tease you!

Your bared teeth and your helplessness really make me want to reincarnate again and be a quiet woman! I can fall in love freely and choose my own happiness!

But now I can't, because I have the honor and disgrace of a whole family on my shoulders, the rise and fall of success and failure! Do you blame me? In fact, I know that I am a selfish person, so selfish that I am not willing to gamble my happiness for the sake of that large group of people!

I just want to be able to pursue my own happiness freely like a bird flying in the sky one day, instead of living like this walking dead. Your father and your mother, I really like them, big pervert, do you know? The family affection I have felt in your family in the past few days is warmer than what I have felt in that family! It is even more real! Sometimes I even think about your father and mother, it is my father and mother, how good it is!

By the way, and Su Yueqing, I really envy the two of you growing up together! I envy Su Yueqing for knowing every bit of you, do you know? When I knew that Su Yueqing was more familiar with you than me, my heart had been split into pieces one after another!

Hehe, I always wonder what would happen if I were nice to you? But when I think of this, I can't help but want to fix you, but after repairing you, I feel so distressed!

Anyway, I feel at ease with you, because I know you'll always protect me! From the first time you rescued me from those thugs, you're embarrassed, but it doesn't matter. The last time you risked your life to protect me in the Black Spider nightclub, I always believed that you would be the man who would protect me when I was most in danger!

Although I don't know what the concept of a hero is, I know that you, Li Xiaoqiang, are the hero of my Xiao Feisu's life!

It's too beautiful a dream, it's just a dream after all! After all, it's no match for those heavy realities, because we carry too much, too much! But if we can't be together in this life, we have to be strong with each other to live!

Because I know that we can't be selfish anymore, if we are selfish, there will be many, many people who will suffer for this! And those people are my relatives, so I can't, forgive me Li Xiaoqiang!

So we had to separate, so I had to leave you! In the future, no matter how far apart we were, how many oceans apart! How much time has passed, I hope that every day the sunshine that fills the whole town will take care of you first! Because I will only be happy when you are happy! I will silently bless you in another corner of the earth! If there is really a next life.

I'd like to be two little bees with you, frolicking happily among the flowers until the end of our lives!

When the starlight fell again, Li Xiaoqiang's face was full of tears at some point.

Who planted the seeds of the distant on the golden beach? Whose pencil sketched countless lines, but never able to paint the face that belongs to you! All this is like a weathered story, drifting away with the wind, leaving no trace, only a blank.

Who has missed whom? Who has seen whom? Who has left whom? Who has been whose story? After Xiao Feisu left, Li Xiaoqiang seemed to have lost his soul! He didn't even know where she had gone?

What can be left to Li Xiaoqiang is such a parting letterhead! With Xiao Feixu's unique orchid fragrance, Li Xiaoqiang was left with a deep thought.

Li Xiaoqiang, who sighed deeply, lay on the bed in a big shape, and now he is like a person who is struggling to breathe, breathing the body fragrance of Xiao Feixu that remains on his bed little by little!

Every time he tasted this taste, his heart was inexplicably painful. Breathing in the fragrance, it was as if Xiao Feixu was lying next to him!

When the entire third and eighth class of high school students watched, Li Xiaoqiang supported his cheeks with his elbows. When the eyes were half-open and half-closed, and there was a large pool of transparent liquid at the corner of the mouth, everyone felt a burst of nausea. Seeing him like this, no one doubted that he was talking to that beautiful woman again in his dream.

The head teacher opened his big leather shoes, and when he turned his head on the blackboard after writing, he just caught a glimpse of Li Xiaoqiang's dozing cheeks, and suddenly the blue tendons on his forehead burst out! He gently came to Li Xiaoqiang's desk and slapped Li Xiaoqiang's head with a slap, which frightened Li Xiaoqiang into waking up.

"! What's going on?" After a while, there was movement among the broken stones, and Li Xiaoqiang pushed the stone away with difficulty, and struggled to get up from the stone pile covered in blood.

"Hehe! Interesting! I thought I had turned back time, it turned out that I had a dream! But my favorite Xiao Feixu, are you doing now?" Li Xiaoqiang cracked his mouth in pain and smiled bitterly. When is this time, he can still remember the past. He shook his head, and hurriedly let his mind completely free himself from the beauty, because he was still facing a life-and-death situation.

The battle has reached this point, the injuries of the two people are extremely serious, and more importantly, the true yuan of the two people has almost been consumed! The two of them lay on the ground like this, each staring at each other with a pair of blood-red eyes, although the distance between the two people is only 10 meters, but these 10 meters are really no strength for them at this moment.

Both sides know that this is the last moment, and whoever recovers a little bit first will be the final winner. So the two of them slowly climbed up with difficulty, and then sat cross-legged one after another, and each began to condense the true yuan of the whole body!

The expression on Li Xiaoqiang's face was extremely painful, this time it was not as simple as overloading!

This is completely a battle with his life! Now the true yuan in his body has already become chaotic, as if a big river has suddenly turned into dozens of small streams, completely chaotic! At this time, it has become dozens of surging true yuan, and the meridians of Li Xiaoqiang's whole body began to run around.

"Ahh

He only felt as if something had swallowed up the pain in his body, and in order to gather the true yuan in the shortest possible time, his closed teeth had already bitten out the blood.

His face had already turned pale, but no matter how hard Li Xiaoqiang tried. Those chaotic true elements became even more violent, and they began to wreak havoc in his body. A huge pain that is tens, hundreds of times more painful than a broken arm and a broken leg, is torturing him fiercely.

"Li Xiaoqiang! You actually destroyed the Black Illusion Ding that I had worked so hard to find! I will take you to re-practice today!" Just as Li Xiaoqiang was desperately adjusting the true yuan in his body, a gloomy voice suddenly came into his ears.

"No! Could it be ......" Li Xiaoqiang raised his head suddenly, opened his eyes, and found that it was indeed a blue tiger, at this moment he had probably recovered a little bit of true yuan, and was slowly walking towards him. 10 meters

6 meters!

4 meters! 3 meters!

2 meters!

"Threat! A threat of death, just around the corner!"

"No, I can't die! If you want the master to die, you should die first!" Li Xiaoqiang stared at his red eyes, roared angrily, and then struggled to jump up from the ground, and threw the blue tiger to the ground.

"What...... What!" The blue tiger who was caught off guard couldn't react, and was instantly pressed under Li Xiaoqiang. It is said that because Blue Tiger has recovered a trace of true yuan, he should have the upper hand, but now because of his inattention, he was suddenly thrown to the ground by Li Xiaoqiang, and he couldn't help but panic.

"Lao Tzu strangled you!"

"Strangled you, strangled you!"

At this time, Li Xiaoqiang didn't give him the slightest chance, and grabbed the throat of the blue tiger with both hands. Blue Tiger laboriously with his hands. His legs kicked and beat chaotically on Li Xiaoqiang's body.

"Die!" If this continues, Li Xiaoqiang knows that he will definitely be killed by him, and without thinking about it, Li Xiaoqiang bit the throat of the blue tiger with one mouth.

"Ahh

"Ahhh

At that time, the blue tiger would have a chance to put himself to death, so he increased the strength of the absorption.

Suddenly, Li Xiaoqiang felt him suck one out of the blue tiger's body, a hot bead-like thing, and it was sucked into his stomach along with the blood.

"Ahh His struggle gradually stopped, until his last face turned pale and he was motionless!

"Fuck you! I don't think you're dead!" Li Xiaoqiang panted and pushed the body of the blue tiger far away, and the nausea in his stomach surged up all of a sudden!

"Vomit!"

"Vomit!"

Li Xiaoqiang couldn't control the tumbling river in his stomach anymore, and he vomited out all the blood he drank one after another.

"Are you really dead?" Li Xiaoqiang spit out a few mouthfuls, and then finally relieved a few breaths, he looked at the big blue tiger with a pair of eyes and a big hole in his throat. I don't know how much blood Li Xiaoqiang drank from him, anyway, there is not much blood flowing out of the current Blue Tiger.

"I actually bit him to death! And I drank his blood? Oh my God!"

"What's wrong with me!"

Li Xiaoqiang, who thought of everything, only felt that he was chilling all over his body at the moment, and there was an indescribable fear in his heart! The more he looked at Lan Hu's death, the more disgusting he felt, he fell to the ground, desperately clasped his throat with his hands, and tried in vain to spit out all the blood that he had drunk, but how could the blood that had been drunk into his stomach so easy to vomit out again?

He wanted to turn around and run, but as soon as he stood up, he immediately fell to the ground with a thud. Not only did my legs lose strength, but even my whole body felt a burst of soreness, and I didn't even have the strength to move.

"Huhu!" the frightened Li Xiaoqiang gulped, lying on the ground panting. After a while, Li Xiaoqiang felt that he had a little strength. Just as he was about to climb up against the wall, suddenly a feeling came from his stomach, as if he was being burned by fire.

"Ahh

"It hurts me! Is this damn goblin blood poisonous?" As the burning pain in Li Xiaoqiang's abdomen became more and more intense, it then spread to his whole body, and now he only felt that his entire body was as if it was being grilled in a stove. The pain made Li Xiaoqiang can't help but scream loudly, and bursts of burning pain continue to stimulate Li Xiaoqiang's body and soul.

Looking at it now, Li Xiaoqiang's whole body was already fiery red, and the muscles of his whole body were already spasming and twitching! In just a moment, there was a faint smell of clothes and the pungent smell of burnt skin and flesh in the entire air, and the whole person looked like a dried prawn, naked, curled up and rolling around on the ground in pain.

"Am I going to die?

"Oh my God, are you playing with me? Why is there poison in his blood? I might have known that I might as well have let him be beaten to death, and it wouldn't have been so painful!"

"Rather than being burned alive like this, tortured to death, it's better for me to break it myself and be happy!" Li Xiaoqiang, who was deeply stimulated by the burning pain, was already in chaos in his mind! Just when Li Xiaoqiang really couldn't stand it, he desperately hit his head against the wall and prepared to end his life, suddenly a thin wisp of cool air gushed out from his dantian, and quickly dispersed to his entire body and limbs.

"Ahhhh

"I can't just die like this! If I die like this, I'm not reconciled!" he suddenly woke up in his mind, only to feel that the cool breath was trying to disperse throughout his body. Li Xiaoqiang struggled to sit cross-legged, and tried his best to guide this rare and cool true yuan to start his whole body wandering.

But at this moment, his entire body and the meridians of his body are like a big iron furnace that is burning hot, and such a little cool air is really a drop in the bucket! But Li Xiaoqiang will not give up at all! Gradually, under his hard work, this true yuan is getting bigger and bigger!

I don't know how long it took, Li Xiaoqiang passed out a few times, and he felt the burning sensation on his body slowly subside. Instead, the feeling of freshness and refreshment permeated the entire body.

"Oh my God! I've finally made it through!" Before Li Xiaoqiang could get excited a few times, suddenly he heard the sound of an explosion in his dantian, and it rang out. Immediately afterwards, the violent thunder power in the meridians of the whole body burst away again, and an extremely violent force violently impacted his dantian again and again.