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"General Lu, Shiva* has a deep affection for you, you really don't know?" Seeing Lu Bin's reaction, Bai Xinyan was a little unsure, so he had to try again.

Lu Bin had a straight face, "Xinyan, I admit that I am not such a bright and upright person, I also spent some scheming in order to pursue you, but how could I joke with the lives of so many children!?"

I am a soldier of the Xia Kingdom, and after the dignified general, you can dislike me and not accept my pursuit, but please respect my personality!"

Such solemn and vocal words made Bai Xinyan stunned, and she regretted it a little, saying it too directly, maybe this matter really has nothing to do with Lu Bin.

But Lin Fei didn't think so, he looked at the children in the orphanage, and then looked at the surrounding environment, his nose moved, he smelled something unusual, and couldn't help squinting.

Then, Lin Fei stepped forward in a flash, directly grabbed Lu Bin's collar, lifted him up, and looked at him indifferently: "Give you another chance, tell me where Shiva is, I can consider giving you a whole corpse."

Lu Bin's face turned pale, his nerves tensed, he grabbed Lin Fei's steel-like arm hard, and said through gritted teeth: "I really don't know how this qiē happened! Do you think force can make me submit!? If you want to slander me and kill me, you can do it!!"

Lin Fei sneered, and was about to kill Lu Bin directly, but found that someone was beating him......

Lin Fei looked down and saw that it was these seven or eight-year-old orphans, regardless of boys and girls, who were using their strength to eat milk, punching and kicking him.

These children's faces were full of anger, and they slapped Lin Fei's thigh with their immature fists.

"Let go of Uncle General!"

"You scoundrel!

"Uncle General is a good man! Don't bully him......"

A group of boys and girls kept shouting with innocent voices, trying to protect Lu Bin and repel Lin Fei.

At this moment, Lin Fei had become the big bad guy in the eyes of the children, and their dear Uncle Lu Bin was caught by the bad guy.

When Lin Fei's gaze collided with the eyes of several children, Lin Fei's heart was shocked, and the sounds around him seemed to be inaudible, and he fell into a whirlpool of deep memory......

A little girl even ran to Bai Xinyan's side and grabbed Bai Xinyan's hand, "Sister policeman, go and catch this bad guy! He wants to beat Uncle General!"

Many of the children were already crying urgently, for fear that Lu Bin would be hurt by something.

Bai Xinyan squatted down in embarrassment, comforted the children, and looked at Lin Fei with a look of embarrassment, "Children, don't cry...... It's a matter of adults......"

"Sister policeman, help Uncle General, he's so pitiful...... Woo woo...... "The little girl couldn't stand it anymore, and she cried out in fear and worry.

Lu Bin looked sad and said with red eyes very moved: "Children, don't cry...... Xinyan, if only death can prove my innocence, I will die without regrets. I just hope that in the future, the children here will be taken care of, they have no father, no mother, no support...... Please......"

Lin Fei gradually regained his clarity, many thoughts flashed in his eyes, he felt that Lu Bin was acting, although he acted very well, but because it was too good, it became very fake.

Obviously, these children are what he uses to protect himself, but this is exactly what works.

If you kill these children directly, you will undoubtedly leave indelible scars on these children.

Even in his mind, the gray memories of being in the mercenaries back then, the children who were killed under his command, the innocent and frightened eyes......

Lin Fei felt his mind swell a little, and the cries of these children made him extremely difficult to calm down.

The key is that Bai Xinyan on the side has softened.

The woman shook her head at Lin Fei, "Forget it, let's investigate the matter first, if I really kill the wrong person, I won't be at ease...... Anyway, if it's really him, he can't run."

Lin Fei took a deep breath, put aside the bloody pictures of his childhood in his mind, hesitated for a moment, or threw Lu Bin on the ground, and said: "Then listen to you, don't kill him for the time being, and when there is sufficient evidence to make you feel at ease, it's not too late for me to kill him."

"Thank you", Bai Xinyan smiled: "I know the kindness of this lady, but I can't cross this hurdle in my heart, especially the eyes of these children...... I can't bear to hurt them."

Lu Bin stood up at this time, stretched out his hand to comfort the crying children, and then said to the two: "Thank you for not killing, I will definitely investigate this matter and prove my innocence!"

Lin Fei was not in a good mood and didn't want to pay much attention to Lu Bin, he turned around and left the orphanage quickly and returned to the car.

After Bai Xinyan followed into the car, he asked with a concerned face: "Lin Fei, your face is so bad, are you okay?"

She could see that Lin Fei's expression just now was very unnatural, and she actually saw a trace of pain from her heart in the man's eyes.

Lin Fei didn't speak, but started the car and drove for a while.

Gradually, his right hand on the steering wheel was trembling, and he grabbed it hard with his left hand to stop shaking.

Lin Fei stepped on the brakes and parked the car on the side of the road to stabilize his state.

This made Bai Xinyan extremely worried, frowning and saying, "You...... Do you recall any bad memories?"

Lin Fei's eyes were bloodshot, he turned his head to look at the woman, gritted his teeth, and said with difficulty: "More than ten years ago, when I first officially became a mercenary, I was on a mission on the border of Afghanistan, and we occupied a village as a temporary base area.

We killed all the adults in that village who could resist, and only the women and girls remained...... The head of the regiment asked me to test whether the children were worth taking away for training.

I knew that even if I didn't go, others would, and that I would be killed by them for resisting orders...... At that time, I was just starting to cultivate a little, not enough to get out of their control, and I didn't want to die, so I had to go.

One by one, I asked the children in the village, and some of them were about my age, most of them were younger than me, six or seven years old, eight or nine years old......

Ask them if they would like to join the mercenaries and, if so, kill their own family members with knives......"

Bai Xinyan's eyes widened in surprise, there was some sparkling in her eyes, she couldn't believe what a cruel picture it was.

Lin Fei said in a deep voice: "I remember that one of the children said, 'I miss my father, I miss my mother...... I still have my grandmother, I don't want to be a soldier, I want to live with them '......'."

"And then ......," Bai Xinyan asked quietly.

"Then ......" The corners of Lin Fei's mouth twitched, revealing a smile that was more ugly than crying, and said bitterly: "I sue that child, I can send him to a place and live with his family forever......"

Bai Xinyan covered his mouth with one hand to prevent himself from making a loud exclamation, and looked at the man with trembling eyes.

"You...... You killed him?"

Lin Fei nodded, not daring to look at the woman's eyes, don't look over, "I shot him in the head, and he died without pain...... On that day, I killed a dozen children who did not want to join the mercenaries, and their blood splashed my face, and I was completely ......

For months after that, until I went to Europe and met the shadows, I felt that the smell of blood had never faded...... I can still remember the disgusting smell......"

Lin Fei seemed to have collapsed, leaning on the driver's seat, his face sad.

Bai Xinyan silently shed two lines of tears, she didn't know whether it was for the innocent children who died in the war, or the man in front of her who had endured too much mental torture since childhood.

"Am I disgusting?" Lin Fei laughed self-deprecatingly, "Sometimes I feel like a liar, I have done so many heinous things, but I still act like a righteous person, to expose the masks of some clowns, and tell the dark side of those guys, as if that would erase the blood stains on my hands...... Oh, that's ridiculous......"

Bai Xinyan didn't answer, but wiped his tears with his sleeve, and suddenly unbuckled his seat belt.

In Lin Fei's puzzled eyes, the woman decisively got up and turned over to the edge of the cab, pounced on Lin Fei's body, hooked her arms around the man's neck, and straddled the man's thigh, and then gave a fierce kiss without hesitation.