After falling the horse, the twilight snow asked Linglan to go to Duan Kun to get some medicine from time to time. In fact, she didn't fall and was injured, and only she knew if it hurt or not.

The reason why I went when I had nothing to do was to order a little bit and deepen my impression.

Linglan tried twice, and she really succeeded in dyeing the embroidery thread with snake grass fragrance. This makes Twilight Snow very happy. What surprised her even more was that Linglan's embroidery was very good!

At the strong request of Twilight Snow, Linglan embroidered a snow character with gold thread in an inconspicuous position in the upper right corner of the sachet.

When it was handed over to Du Tianxue, Linglan teased her: "Miss, don't you like General Duan, right?!"

With this question, Twilight Tianxue's face turned red~ all of a sudden: "Who said that? Don't talk nonsense!"

Linglan playfully leaned over to Du Tianxue's side: "You recognize me as your sister, what does that mean? It means that you treat me as an outsider, don't you? Besides, I'm also a girl, I don't understand anything? Hehe, look at General Duan's eyes, it's like flying out!"

Linglan on the side said as she stared at the change in Twilight Tianxue's expression with her eyes.

As a result, it was not in vain.

After listening to Linglan's words, Twilight Tianxue suddenly became excited: "Ah? Is my performance obvious? Really?"

Linglan covered her mouth and smiled: "Yes, I guess, if it weren't for the eyelids on the eyes, I guess, the eyeballs would really fly out!"

Twilight Tianxue pursed her lips: "Linglan, I found that you have changed." ”

"No, miss, I've always been like this!"

"No, I found that you have been talking more and more like Xiao Man recently!"

Linglan approached her: "If I were a man, I would like you very much." Linglan was very formal when she said this.

Twilight raised her head and met Linglan's gaze. Twilight Tianxue suddenly felt that Linglan in front of her had a little more helplessness in her eyes.

Linglan suddenly smiled: "Look, what did I say, you still said that I didn't speak in the right tone." You see, I speak normally, but you're not used to it. ”

Twilight looked at Linglan and suddenly asked, "Linglan, do you have anyone you like?"

Linglan was pouring tea for Twilight Tianxue, and suddenly stopped what she was doing. I don't know, it's because the question is too abrupt, or because something comes to mind.

In short, Linglan lost her mind and fell over the table.

"Hey..."Linglan handed the tea to Twilight Tianxue. Twilight Tianxue took it and tasted it: "What, your performance shows that there is a story!"

Linglan moved a small stool and sat on the edge of Xue'er's bed, looking out the window: "Yes, there is." Say no, no. ”

"Huh? Like is like, dislike is dislike. Why is it still ambiguous?"

"As I told you, I've always lived in the shadow of my brother and sister-in-law. After my parents were gone, there was a little guy in the second person house I went out to do. He is white and pure. It may be the reason why I have lived in poverty since I was a child, and wherever I go, I am the kind of person who is timid, and I will not please the owner. Once, a girl who was doing odd jobs with me stole a square handkerchief from her owner, which was a rare style with gold thread on it. As a result, when the matter was revealed, she was tucked under my pillow. Hehe~ Needless to say, it must have been a violent beating. ”

"Why do you always meet such bad guys?" said Twilight Snow on the side, indignantly.

Linglan glanced sideways at Twilight Tianxue, but didn't answer her words, and continued to turn her head to look out the window.

"After that humiliation, I was going to stop doing it. However, when I was dragging my injured body and packing up my baggage, I suddenly remembered that if I didn't do it, I would have to face my brother and sister-in-law when I went home. Rather than that, I might as well grit my teeth and stay. However, after that incident, the owner naturally did not have a good attitude towards me, and if there was anything to do, he always used my affairs to make an example to others. That guy is funny, I don't even know his name. I only know that the owner calls him, Dun'er. ”

Twilight raised her eyebrows and drank the tea in her cup: "Called Dun'er?"

Linglan pursed her lips and smiled: "Yes, it's called Xiao Dun'er." He's the only person in the house who treats me well. He would bring me medicine when I was hurt, and when he knew that others were bullying me and not giving me food, he secretly kept me a bite of his food. I worked there for more than three years. At first, Dun'er was kind to me, and I didn't think much about it. I've always felt that everyone may just be connected to the same fate, and perhaps, he is also empathetic to my situation. And later, as I grew up, I realized that everything he did to me had an element of liking in it. ”

"Do you like him, then?"

Linglan replied without thinking: "I like it." ”

Linglan's words made Twilight Tianxue suddenly interested: "What do you think it's like to like someone?"

"Like someone, think about it, you will try your best, you will do everything you can to get close to him. Maybe it's to let him see you, maybe it's just to see him, to know what he's doing, what he's thinking. I want to be a roundworm in his stomach. In short, you don't want him to see everything, when and how you feel embarrassed. ”

"Linglan, what do I think, you're right?"

Linglan smiled helplessly: "That's right, I only tasted these later." Dun'er and I are like that. Once, in the second year, when I spilled a bowl of soup on the eldest lady's newly made skirt because of a high fever, she slapped me two or three times with her hand, and told the servants to beat me with a bamboo stick. At that time, I was pressed to the board like an animal. You know, I didn't feel any pain when the bamboo whip was drawn on me, because I was used to it, but when I looked up and saw Dun'er standing in the middle of the yard with a basin of water, I really wanted to go underground. And the basin of water was ordered by the eldest lady to be poured on the wound, and it was up to him to do it. ”

Twilight looked at her in horror, "It's so cruel. So, did he splash it?"

Linglan lowered her head and splashed. We both know what the consequences will be if we don't. Dun'er leaned down and whispered in my ear: Don't worry, when I save enough money, I will definitely take you away. At that time, I was in tears. It's just that the water poured down from my body is too big, and I keep my head down, and no one knows. From that time on, I knew that I had feelings for this man. ”

"And then?"

"Later, the two of us were assigned to work in a side room. The more time you have in contact, the faster your feelings will heat up. Slowly, the two of us began to like to sit on the steps and talk about the moon at night, imagine the future together, complain about the misfortunes of life together, and scold the inhumanity of the owner together. Perhaps, this is what ordinary people call the moon before the flower, although at that time, in front of us, in addition to poverty and cold concrete floor, but I am really satisfied. ”

"Is he good to you?"

"Exceptional, exceptional. It's just that this is good, but it is fatal. ”

"Okay, deadly?" asked Twilight Snow, confused.

"Yes, it's so good that I lost my life. Twilight Tianxue was originally leaning on the edge of the bed, but when she heard the word "lost her life", she sat up straight with a bang~ and said: "Lost your life?"

Linglan was very calm: "Yes, it's so good that I lost my life." Just when I thought I had found happiness, suddenly, happiness was taken away by a monster. ”

Twilight listened quietly.

"When I came to this house to do things, my mother had already passed away. When my mother was alive, she was very fond of steamed steamed buns. I remember that at that time, occasionally when the family had a little more money, my mother would buy a little meat, and then put a lot of vegetables, cabbage and buns to eat for the whole family. Even if you can't taste a bit of meat star in that bun, you can still taste it for several days. And once, the house made steamed buns. At that time, it was not an exaggeration to make me greedy, and my saliva flowed out. It's just that, as a subordinate, there is no such thing as meat buns. That night, when I was chatting with Dun'er, I casually said to him, I said, today's steamed buns in the house suddenly reminded me of my mother, I think my mother made steamed buns. As a result, I didn't expect to be killed, and with just such a sentence, I actually sent Dun'er away. ”

"You, your house, are you so stingy?"

"Yes, take people and treat them like animals. It's just that there was no choice at the time. In that house, I do a lot of things every time. I would rather feed the pigs and dogs than give them food to people after eating the rest that night. ”

"That's terrible!" Twilight scolds as she listens.

That night, Dun'er went into the kitchen and stole two buns. Unexpectedly, he was caught red-handed. The proprietor rewarded him with thirty boards, but as a result, Dun'er happened to have a high fever that day, and just like that, he was beaten to death! I was standing in the corner of the courtyard, and I saw Dun'er's hanging hand making a gesture all the time. Even though it was dark in the courtyard, I could still see that the gesture was the code for us to say hello when we were joking. ”

Linglan was a little choked up when she said this. And the twilight snow on the side could hear it. But he was trembling all over.

Linglan turned her head: "In recent years, I haven't eaten steamed buns again, even if I miss my mother, but all the steamed buns are too heavy in my eyes." I can't afford to eat. As long as I see it, I will feel that it is all wrapped up with Dun'er's blood and his feelings for me, and I can't bear to bite it, because my heart will hurt. When Dun'er was dragged and thrown out of the mansion, in his arms, there were still the two buns that had been beaten into pulp, lying naked under the moon, and stained with blood. ”

There were tears in Twilight Tianxue's eyes: "Linglan, what about you, do you blame yourself?"

"Of course, self-blame and regret. I regret why I told him I wanted to eat buns. Why couldn't I just say that I missed my mother at that time, instead of adding the word bun? Later, I also figured it out and thought about it, this is all fate, everything is fate. It's like when I come home from my employer's job, and my brother and sister-in-law do everything they can to send me to a brothel. It's just that I escaped again and again, but people are not as good as heaven, and in the end, I still lost to fate. ”

"Lost to fate?"

"Well, that's right, lost to fate. Who would have thought that I would still be sold for a good price, although I was not sold to a brothel. ”

"Sold for a good price?" Twilight Snow was a little confused.

Linglan was stunned: "No, I just said it casually." So, the first time I saw the look in your eyes when I looked at General Duan, I was already sure that you liked him. ”