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Duan Kun paused: "Do you know why I brought you here?"

Twilight shook her head.

"This is a secret place for me. I miss the first two years when I first came to Xifan, I miss the liveliness of the Hou Mansion at that time, I miss every energetic person in the house at that time, and I miss the Hou Ye at that time. I am the adopted son of Lord Hou, and I am very grateful to him for giving me life. In my eyes, he is my father, and I am the only and dearest person. You haven't seen the happy appearance of Hou Ye ten years ago when he was watching the play, he was sitting there. ”

Duan Kun said, stretched out his finger and pointed to a position in the distance in front of him: "Hou Ye tried several positions, and finally chose there." He said that that the location is not far or close, and it is best to watch the play. Hou Ye once told me that he only has three hobbies in life, drinking tea and watching plays, and reading life. ”

Duan Kun lowered his head as he said this, looking at the ground in front of his feet.

"I thought Uncle Shaw was like my father, he liked to fight. ”

Duan Kun smiled: "No, Hou Ye said, fighting a war is a last resort for survival." ”

Twilight Snow nodded, "Well, yes, that makes sense." ”

"Xiao Guanxian said that I am a dog in the Linghou Mansion. As soon as she said this, Du Tianxue put her hand on Duan Kun's shoulder and hurriedly comforted: "No, General Duan, don't think so. ”

Duan Kun turned his head sideways and looked at Twilight Tianxue: "I'm fine." Actually, he was right. As an abandoned orphan, I am fortunate to be picked up by the Hou Ye and treat it as my own, which is really a blessing for many generations. I haven't slept for the last two nights. My mind was full of his words. He said that it was I who robbed him of his rightful place. Although I am grateful to Master Hou, the dispute with Xiao Guanxian has not stopped since I can remember. Every time he quarrels with me, no matter how unpopular I am on the surface, but in fact, in my heart, I am inferior.

Because, after all, this is not my home. I'm just an outsider.

As Hou Ye said, he originally thought that when he grew up, Xiao Guanxian would slowly get better, but no one thought that today, more than 30 years later, he still blames me for stealing his position.

Did you know? Cher, I've found that people have different moods as they get older. For example, my current mood is not comparable to that of a few years ago. Nowadays, I often imprint all the eyes and words I mind in my head, and then think about them and ponder them repeatedly.

In the past, I never felt inferior because I was a righteous son, but I found that today, when I grew up, I can't do it. When someone mentions the word Yoshiko, I feel that I am lonely, that I am abandoned by the world.

So, whenever I'm in a bad mood, I'll come here and sit here for a while, and I'll touch everything on the shelves over there and relive the memories from 10 years ago, when everything was trouble-free. ”

Twilight Tianxue listened quietly, at this time, she was just like the child in Duan Kun's mouth, well-behaved and sensible. She looked at Duan Kun beside her, and suddenly felt distressed.

She didn't expect that this resolute man on the outside turned out to be extremely empty in his heart.

"Actually, it's good to live in the moment. ”

"Living in the moment?" Duan Kun smiled helplessly: "Originally, I was also going to sit here today." Xiao Guanxian has been making too much trouble recently, I don't care, but when I talked about him with Hou Ye recently, there was too much helplessness and sadness in Hou Ye's eyes. At that moment, I realized that Hou Ye was old.

He was not like this before. Before, Hou Ye sat there, listening to the play, humming along, and drinking tea. Sometimes when I'm in a good mood, I'll bring that parrot with me. ”

Duan Kun was silent again as he spoke.

"Your feelings for Uncle Xiao are really touching. ”

"It's not moving, it's respect, it's gratitude. ”

Twilight Xue paused, "Big brother, did you apologize?"

Duan Kun lowered his head and hummed, then raised his head and looked into the distance: "I hope he is real." It's nothing to me, I just hope that I won't bother Hou Ye anymore, he is really old. ”

Speaking of this, Duan Kun suddenly turned his head to look at Twilight Tianxue.

The candlelight made Duan Kun's eyes shine brightly, and Twilight Snow could see his reflection in his pupils.

When they looked at each other, Duan Kun suddenly spoke: "Thank you Xue'er, for listening to me nagging so much." ”

"No, no, that, in the future, if you are in a bad mood again, I will accompany you. ”

Duan Kun smiled and nodded: "Go back, otherwise Linglan will be in a hurry." ”

Out of the empty alley, Duan Kun walked in front with a candle, but still led the twilight snow.

It's just that there is no news of the anxiety when he came, and when he left, Twilight Tianxue's heart was obviously much heavier because of Duan Kun.

When Duan Kun sent Twilight Tianxue back to the mansion, Linglan was standing in front of the mansion and watching.

Just seeing the figure of Twilight Tianxue, Linglan greeted her in a few steps and grabbed her hand: "Miss, why did you come back? ”

Duan Kun on the side looked at Linglan: "What are you afraid of? I'm not a bad person." ”

Linglan didn't answer.

Twilight Tianxue turned around: "General Duan, thank you for taking me to a good place today." It's not early, so go back and rest. ”

"Well, good night. ”

"Good night. ”

After saying goodnight, Twilight turned around and followed Linglan back to the house.

Less than a minute after entering the house, Twilight Tianxue rushed to the window and poked her neck out to see Duan Kun's back.

Linglan was so anxious behind her that she kept shouting: "Miss, have you seen enough? What can you see? I don't want people to leave, but you said, just now I asked General Duan to hurry back." ”

"Shhhhhh ”

"Don't let people talk yet? I can really understand why Miss Xiao Man is angry. ”

At the mention of Xiao Man, Twilight Xue Xue ~ turned around: "You didn't tell her that I went out with General Duan tonight, did you?!"

"No, no, but she did come to you at night. ”

"Huh, what do you say?"

"Miss Xiao Man, I just asked where you went. I lied, said you, said you were in the shower, and she left. ”

"Hmm. Remember, you can't let her know about it later. ”

Linglan pouted: "It's going to be later! I'll try my best!"

"What are you pouting?"

"Miss, I see your posture, I'm afraid I won't be able to hide it for long. ”

"Oh, it's a day to hide it. ”

After saying that, Twilight Tianxue hooked the corners of her mouth again, squinted slightly, immersed in happiness, and even hummed a little song all the time when she walked from the chair to the edge of the bed.

"Where did General Duan take you?"

Twilight turned around: "It's the row of houses in the back." ”

"The row of houses in the back?" Linglan subconsciously looked back, but forgot that there were no windows in the back.

She turned her face and asked suspiciously, "Why don't I have the impression that there are rowhouses behind here?"

"We haven't been there. The row of houses was abandoned. ”

"Abandoned? What did he take you for?"

Twilight Tianxue said lightly: "There, it turned out to be the scene where Uncle Xiao listened to the play." General Duan said that Uncle Xiao was busy later, and when he ran out of time, he was idle. ”

"Oh, and then?"

Twilight Tianxue turned around and sighed softly: "Then, General Duan has been chatting with me, and he has been talking about some heartfelt things. ”

"Oh. When it came to her heart, Linglan didn't ask any further.

"But," Twilight said, sitting on a chair, and her tone was a little lower than just now: "He told me about some of his psychological feelings and changes in his mentality in the Linghou Mansion for so many years, as a righteous son. ”

Linglan took two steps forward and approached Twilight Tianxue: "Is he, do you feel wronged?"

"It's not. General Duan just felt that whether it was a person, a matter, or his own mentality, in comparison, he cared more about Uncle Xiao's mood. He told me that Xiao Guanxian was particularly excessive in the past, and those who did not put it on the bright side, in order not to annoy Uncle Xiao, he occasionally chose to swallow his anger. However, General Duan said that although Xiao Guanxian treated him like this, he did not hate Xiao Guanxian. Because he felt that Xiao Guanxian was right, no matter what, he was Uncle Xiao's righteous son. It's just that everyone else takes this righteous son in their hearts, and only Xiao Guanxian said it. ”

Twilight Snow fell silent as she spoke. She lowered her head and looked at the ground in front of her: "Linglan, I have always felt that General Duan must be a very strong and brave person. But after listening to him talk to me today, I suddenly felt that "

When Twilight said this, she suddenly stopped moving.

Linglan looked at her and asked cautiously, "What do you think?"

"It's a little, a little distressing. ”

"Distressed?"

"Yes. Linglan, just think about it. If you are a person who has been abandoned by the environment, and you are the only one in the environment you are fighting alone, you may occasionally have to compromise and take into account everyone's feelings, what kind of mentality should you have?"

After listening to this, Linglan secretly smiled helplessly in her heart.

Isn't the person who was abandoned by the world in Twilight Tianxue's mouth herself? Although she and Duan Kun live in different environments and have different experiences, that sense of loneliness, I believe, is strong.

Linglan sighed: "It seems that everyone has a story. ”

Twilight Snow slowly raised her eyelids, looked at the ground, and said slowly, "Yes, there are stories. ”

Linglan suddenly leaned down: "Miss, you and General Duan, is this considered good?"

Twilight Tianxue suddenly blushed and met Linglan's gaze: "Don't count." "Not count, these three words, very slowly, and with uncertainty.

Linglan smiled: "But as a bystander, I think this is already good." ”

Twilight Snow suddenly blocked her eyes with her hand: "Oops, it's too sudden." By the way, Linglan, go and prepare a pen and paper for me, I want to write a letter to my father. ”

"You want to write a letter to the general?"

"yes, I'm going to tell him how happy I am. ”

"Oh oh, okay, okay. ”

In addition to reporting the safety of herself and Ling Hougu, Twilight Tianxue also told Twilight Shixiong in the letter that she has now gained love, and now she feels that everything in the world is beautiful.

After writing the letter, Twilight Snow placed the brush on the table.

It's just that she was still immersed in joy, and suddenly at the moment when she folded the envelope, her hand kept rubbing there, and there was no smile on her face.

Linglan asked with concern, "What's wrong, Miss?"

"Linglan, my father is myself. You say, if one day I get married, does that mean separation?"

There was a slight melancholy and uneasiness in Twilight Snow's tone.

Linglan walked over and gently patted Twilight Tianxue's shoulder, "Don't think about it so much, miss." This is something that every adult goes through. ”

"Yes, it's a separation. Forget it, don't want to. ”