Chapter 126: Li Yourong's Reflections (1)
"Nothing happened!" Chang Yashu took a piece of paper and wiped the oil on her mouth, indicating that she didn't know anything, "Yourong was normal before she was beaten." ”
"Has it always been normal?" Jin Yange frowned slightly, could it be that she was really thinking too much this time? But looking at Li Yourong's current expression, it doesn't look like a normal appearance!
"Ah, that's right!" Chang Yashu, who was chewing on the tendons in her mouth, suddenly screamed, "I remember, when I first arrived at the dormitory, Rongrong's face was a little solemn, as if I was thinking about something very important!"
"Thinking?" Jin Yange's expression moved slightly, nothing had happened in the Sumire Nianhua recently, and it was almost unbelievable to be stable. So what is Li Yourong thinking? What is there to think about so solemnly? Jin Yange vaguely seemed to understand what Li Yourong was thinking.
As Jin Yange vaguely perceived, Li Yourong was indeed thinking about the problem very seriously. After returning to Yanjing from Hengguo, Li Yourong wanted to sort out her relationship with Ye Luo very seriously. She and Ye Luo are ordinary friends at present, even if the two get along again and feel very comfortable with each other, the relationship between the two of them is still within the framework of friends.
But because of the agreement that the two of them made at that time to pretend to be ambiguous, the relationship between the two of them seemed to be a couple in the eyes of the members of Kim Yange's gang. This trouble is actually very simple to solve, Li Yourong thought when he heard Kim Yeon-go and their request for a formal meeting, as long as she confessed everything truthfully, all problems would be solved.
But the problem is that Li Yourong suddenly found that whenever she wanted to do this, there would always be many reasons in her head to stop her from doing it. What will make Ye Luo embarrassed in front of everyone after confessing, and what will make Wu Yiqing have a bad impression of Ye Luo if everything is not good, and all these things will always make Li Yourong's original determination to confess become hesitant, and then gradually disappear.
Li Yourong really didn't want to admit it, she subconsciously didn't want to dissolve the relationship with Ye Luo who was an ambiguous object or even a love object. But Li Yourong is well aware that evasion will not solve any problems. Her usual calm trait was brazenly launched at this moment, forcing Li Yourong to face the truest thoughts in her heart, and she, as if she did, had feelings for Ye Luo other than friends.
Li Yourong is a staunch unmarried, why she had this idea, in fact, many people can't figure it out. Li Yourong's parents have a good relationship, and the married eldest sister has a good relationship with her husband, and there is no possibility of leaving a psychological shadow on Li Yourong. For a long time, Jin Yange and the others all believed that Li Yourong instinctively resisted marriage because he was in the entertainment industry, a very emotional circle with chaotic feelings, and had seen too many negative cases.
The reason why they think this way is because several of them actually have some similar negative thoughts in their hearts. What about falling in love? What about getting married? No matter how deep your love is, no matter how pious you are when you get married, no matter how deep your feelings are in the life of a day after day, when you meet each other like a cowherd and a weaver girl, no matter how deep your feelings are, they will be wiped out by the two big killers of time and space. After seeing over and over again that people around me fall in love for different reasons, quarrel for similar reasons, and finally break up for the same reason, they will indeed have a faint fear of falling in love and getting married.
But this situation has been completely wiped out in Chang Yashu's lead performance, followed by Wu Yiqing, and Jin Yange followed, day after day, year after year. When the people around you always fail in love and quarrel with their lovers, people will indeed feel pessimistic about love. But if you are surrounded by people who can sprinkle dog food every minute regardless of the occasion, time, or preparation, then the person watching will naturally have feelings such as envy, jealousy, or yearning. It was in this atmosphere that Quan Jinghan successfully joined hands with Fang Ge and became a new dog food business. So Jin Yange and the others once thought that Li Yourong had given up the idea of not getting married.
But in fact, Li Yourong has to insist more than everyone thinks, she has always been a very calm person, so after the people around her fail to fall in love, she will not have the idea that love is unreliable, but will calmly analyze the root cause of why their relationship failed. Li Yourong has always firmly believed that true and pure love exists, but it depends on whether you have such luck to meet it. Li Yourong admits that he does not have this kind of luck.
Even if Jin Yange, who was originally nicknamed the orphan otaku duo with her, went out casually and brought back a boyfriend who was very compatible with her, Li Yourong also thought that this kind of good luck would not befall her. Even if there is really a man like Ning Yi who is suitable for Jin Yange and can completely fit her, Li Yourong is not confident that he can go with him to the end. Life is very long, there are many variables, what you can have now may not always be able to have in the future, Li Yourong is a complete pessimist in love.
Li Yourong's mother often persuaded her, your life is really good now, and you can live well without a man. But what about the future? You have a long life left, and you will always feel lonely in the days to come. Even if you don't love it, you should find someone who can always be with you for the rest of your life.
Li Yourong is naturally not stupid enough to be top of her mother, but in her heart, she completely scoffs at her mother's rhetoric. If you like someone and want to be friends with him/her, a friendship will arise between you. When they are brought together because of common blood, common concern or common feelings, family affection will arise. I don't want to leave him no matter what, I want to be with him no matter how painful it is, this is love.
There are corresponding conditions for the generation of any emotion. If the conditions are wrong, you will definitely not have the feelings you want. In Li Yourong's view, love is a necessary prerequisite for marriage. If there is no love between two people, and they are only together simply to live together, such a marriage will only be a cage that restricts one's freedom. It doesn't work at all to have the effect of accompanying each other as my mother said.
Modern technology is very developed, social security is also very perfect, Li Yourong believes that when he is old, he will not have the tragic situation that no one knows about accidentally dying at home that his mother feared. Really wait for the day when her legs and feet are inconvenient and she can't take care of herself, she can move directly to the nursing home! As long as you have money, someone will take care of everything for you, and money, if nothing else, Li Yourong will never lack it in the rest of his life.
So what else is she afraid of? Afraid of loneliness? Li Yourong believes that when the time comes, no matter what others do, at least the members of the Sumire Years will be happy to come and play with her when she feels lonely. Ning Yi even joked that when he and Jin Yange's child was born, he would give one to Li Yourong to play. With such a wonderful gene as Ning Yi, his children will definitely not let their lives feel lonely.
Ning Yi said these words in a joking tone, but Li Yourong could feel Ning Yi's sincerity. Compared with Jin Yange, a group of fools who are fascinated by the authorities because they are too close, Ning Yi, an outsider, can look at some of Li Yourong's ideas more rationally.