Since the founding of the People's Republic of China, the country has been in turmoil for a long time, from politics to people's livelihood, from ideology to culture, all of which have been affected.

The consequences of turmoil on this society are not short-term pains, but labor pains.

From fighting the world on a horse, to ruling the world on a horse, and crossing the river by feeling the stones, it has gone through a long, long time.

After the once beautiful "idea" was sniped by reality, the old idea was shattered, there was no hope for the future, and countless people were in a state of dazedness.

As a result, there are many people who have nothing to do and live their lives.

There are hands and feet, but they are not willing to fend for themselves, they step on the Huanghuang Avenue, but they like to take shortcuts, they don't know shame, they don't know the righteousness, some people are forced by life, and some people are willing to fall.

This kind of person is called a gangster.

From the 70s to the 80s, with the spring breeze of reform and opening up, this kind of group gradually developed and grew.

The gradual recovery of the economy and the lack of repressive controls have given them the soil to nourish them, especially in the north.

Pei Nanman's father was born in the 60s, active in the 70s and 80s, and shot in the 90s.

From birth to as long as he can remember, Pei Nanman has been living in a small town outside a small town in the north, living in a house with white walls and black tiles, living with his sister and an elderly nanny.

When she was three years old, she met her father for the first time.

Her ten-year-old sister took her hand and waited for her father in the middle hall.

In Pei Nanman, who was three years old at the time, there was no concept or reference in his mind.

So when the man came here and held Pei Nanman high, she cried out in fright, and kicked the man's face with her two small legs.

"Big brother, it's okay. A henchman handed him a handkerchief.

Instead of getting angry, the man who got the nosebleed laughed, "My girl, a thief is powerful." Hahaha. ”

From that day on, Pei Nanman began to be urged to practice martial arts, because his father felt that she was a good material for martial arts.

The computer has to start with the baby...... Phew, martial arts training should start from the baby.

It was also after that day that Pei Nanman knew what kind of "thing" his father was, and his sister said that this man called his father and a woman called his mother gave birth to them in partnership.

As for how it was born, Pei Nanman didn't know, and she didn't think about this issue, otherwise her sister might say that she was born by holding hands.

After all, it was impossible for my sister to know that she was only ten years old that year.

The sister also told him that there were originally two older brothers in the family, who died due to a gang-based vendetta, and his mother died of hemorrhage after giving birth to Pei Nanman.

"Manman, give Dad a few more years, and Dad will take you back to the provincial capital. The man touched her head and left.

After that, every once in a while, the man would come to visit the two women, sneakily, bring not many people, all confidants, come in the middle of the night and leave in the middle of the night.

Every time, I will bring snacks and toys to Pei Nanman.

Pei Nanman also went from resistance at the beginning to anticipation, counting the time every day to see his father.

Once, when her father did not come, she waited from midnight until dawn in the middle hall and slept in her sister's arms.

The next day, a boy knocked on the door of the big house, and the boy's name was Cao Bing.

"I, I'm your father's protégé. Cao Bing stood at the door of the inner courtyard with large bags of gifts.

The boy's gaze followed the figure of the little girl running under the flower tree, slightly distracted.

"I have to interject," Qin Ze said: "Cao Bing is Loli Control, I don't have any taste at all, Lori is cute, but how can I compare to the royal sister, tsk, lust and soul and." ”

After saying that, he was kicked hard by Pei Nanman.

......

"Who are you. Little Penanman turned around, crossed his waist.

"I'm your dad's protégé, and I've had no parents since I was a child. Cao Bing said: "Pei Ye asked me to come over because I am young and inconspicuous." ”

"Where's my dad?"

"He was seriously injured and couldn't come. ”

People are floating in the rivers and lakes, how can they not be stabbed.

This should be a common thing, and people in the rivers and lakes think that it is a common thing, but their families don't think so.

That year, my twelve-year-old sister was very disgusted by this.

"I killed my brother before, and sooner or later he will kill us. After Cao Bing left, my sister was in the house and said to Pei Nanman.

"Then I'll practice martial arts and protect my father in the future. Pei Nanman's answer was beyond her sister's expectations.

My sister angrily pressed her on the bed and spanked her, telling her that as long as a girl marries a good family in the future, it is enough for her husband and children, and she can't touch anything like beating and killing.

Pei Nanman muttered unconvinced, saying that she had never lost a fight with the boys in the town.

Since she was three years old, she started to take a horse step, and in the past two years, every time her father came, he would teach her a move and a half, which was more than enough to beat boys of the same age.

When he was six years old, Pei Nanman and his sister were taken to the provincial capital by their father, and on that day, cars of Santana, which no one in the town had ever seen before, drove up and stopped outside the town.

In his father's words, he finally unified all the forces in the provincial capital and became the great tyrant who dominated a province.

Pei Nanman was held by her father, surrounded by dozens of horses, the six-year-old was innocent and asked her father: "My sister said that Dad's work is very dangerous, why does Dad continue?"

The father pointed to the luxury cars, "Manman, you see, these things are all brought back by my brother's life." You don't want it, others rush to ask for it. ”

Pei Nanman grabbed his father's clothes: "Manman doesn't want it." ”

"There is no way back," said the father, "and others will not only take your things, but also your life." Dad had a bunch of uncles and uncles to raise, and they didn't know how to do anything, they hadn't read, and they couldn't even write their names. They will do nothing but walk this path. ”

"In this vain world, everyone is fighting, fighting for fame, fighting for profit, there are so few people who win, so many people who lose, it is not easy for Dad to get to this day. ”

At that time, Pei Nanman did not understand this era.

Since then, Pei Nanman has lived a life of a daughter. There is an entourage in and out, and in the eighties, many foreign goods that many rich people can't access are already daily necessities in her eyes.

Pei Nanman grew to the age of fifteen and was already a beauty praised by everyone.

That year, a young man visited his father, who was so pleased that he hosted a dinner party.

At the dinner, my sister and the young man were eye-wry.

Since then, Pei Nanman has often seen his sister hiding in the boudoir to write letters.

One day, Pei Nanman stole his sister's letter and ran all over the yard, chasing after his sister.

"Although I am thousands of miles away from you at this moment, my heart is full of thoughts about you. I can't wait to turn into an eagle and fly to you all the time. You are my eyes, and you are the moon in my heart. Without you, what happiness can I have? Fangfang, I miss you more than anything else......"

Pei Nanman let out a barbell-like laugh as he ran.

"Sister, I don't promise you to marry the Li family, you have a smart brain, and you will inherit the Pei family's family business in the future. ”

"I don't do anything to fight and kill. ”

"I'll do the hacking, you're in charge of making ideas, Dad said the same, and the uncles obey you. ”

Compared with Pei Nanman's developed motor nerves, my sister is smart and has been admitted to university.

In that era of mud legs everywhere, in a gang that didn't know a few big characters, there was a college student, who was as dazzling as a female literary qu star.

Later, the young man of the Li family came again.

He and Pei Ye had a big quarrel at home.

"What my dad meant was to let you retire directly, and now that you wash your hands, you still have a chance to retreat. It's too late, and he can't protect you. ”

"How to retreat? I retreated, is there still a way to live? What should I do with the hundreds of brothers?"

"The intensity of this blow is more terrible than you imagined, it's not a small punishment, do you want to eat peanuts?"

"Then transform, there is always a way to live, those brothers have been with me for so many years, I can't just quit. ”

"The black turns gray, it's not clean, it's useless, this time you're being focused on, as long as you don't retreat, the trouble won't break. My dad is about to move up, and it's impossible to give you any shelter at this time, do you know how many pairs of eyes are staring? ”

This conversation broke up unhappily.

Not long after, Pei Ye, who was well-known on the Northern Road, was arrested to eat guns, and this heroic man who had been crisscrossing the north for more than 20 years ended his life.

In the late spring when the grass was getting darker, the young man of the Li family came again, he came to take his sister away, and he wanted to take Pei Nanman's last hope away.

That day, Pei Nanman chased out of the house, drove for several miles, and stopped the two.

"Sister, you can't go!" Pei Nanman stopped in front of the car, looking stubborn.

"Manman, let my sister go, I'm going to go south with him, staying here is not the life I want. My sister got out of the car.

"Dad is only half a month, and the people outside are restless, thinking about setting up their own doors, robbing more than half of our industry, and you will leave it alone with a fluttering word?"

"Dad is gone, his things, just dissipate with them, that's not something we should bear. ”

Pei Nanman tightly tugged on his sister's sleeve and burst into tears: "But I'm unwilling, unwilling." ”

In the end, my sister left.

............

Outside the window, the rain was slowing down.

Pei Nanman held the teacup, immersed in the memories.

From the 80s to the present, decades of time seem to have spent a long life, and then look back, things are not people.

Qin Ze coughed, "In this situation, I suddenly had an explosion of inspiration and wanted to sing a song." ”

Pei Nanman was really attracted to attention.

"Ask if this mountain is the highest in the world..... Hoo-ha. Or, there is another high place higher than the mountain...... Hoo-ha. ”

Pei Nanman: "........"

Qin Ze said hopefully: "How is it?"

"Uh-huh, that's a great sound. ”

"My talent for writing songs is recognized throughout the country. ”

"Mmmm, that's amazing. ”

What bullshit song, are you comforting me, or are you sticking a knife in my heart?

Do you want to tell me that a mountain is even higher than a mountain, and my dad doesn't complain when he dies?

Forget it, for the sake of his kindness, don't care.

┐(?～?) ┌

"What happened later?" Qin Ze asked.