After Ah Zhen finished crying to her heart's content, I wiped the tears on her face with my hand, and after her emotions slowly returned to calm, I said as concerned as my own sister:

"Zhen, let's go back, I'll send you back. ”

I said, took her hand and left. Along the way, I asked Ah Zhen as I walked:

"Why do you come to everyone alone? You should ask Juanhua to accompany you, it's not safe at night, it's dangerous for a girl to meet a bad guy alone, it will make everyone worry, including me." ”

"It's your fault, don't say goodbye, you have a new girlfriend now? You've only been away from us for a few days? I hate you! I'm alone, I'm very lonely, I'm running around to relax, trying to see if I can meet you again. Do you know? The first time you came to Café de Coral, Juanhua and I also came that night, and when I saw you on stage, my heart made you grab. Juanhua and I came with you that night, and the next day in the company, I saw that there were only you and Haiying in the office building, so I broke my fingers with a bur, and then asked you to bandage them, so that I could get close to you for the first time...... During this time, I feel that you must be in a bad mood, and you may come here too, but no, you really came, and you brought someone else, it seems that you are in a good mood! I hate you to death. ”

Ah Zhen pushed me away fiercely, not letting me hold her hand, and wiped her tears as she walked:

"You go, go far away, I don't need you to send it, you go to find that woman, I don't have to worry about you, I really hate you!"

What Ah Zhen said is completely consistent with what Jia Ling just said, it turns out that the two girls that Jia Ling saw that time were Ah Zhen and Juanhe. And that time in the office building, I helped Ah Zhen bandage his fingers, which was also a bitter trick used by Ah Zhen herself in order to get close to me for the first time.

I asked Ah Zhen to say this, I was speechless for a while, and when I thought about it, I really felt: I really did what Ah Zhen said, during this time, how could I get so close to Jialing? I hugged each other just now, fortunately on the stage, the people in the audience coaxed, let's kiss it, I didn't dare to kiss Jialing, otherwise, Ah Zhen doesn't know what kind of anger she would be? In fact, it's no wonder that Ah Zhen reacted so strongly just now, if Xue'er saw this moment, she would definitely scold me bloody, I am really sorry for Xue'er and Ah Zhen. Thinking of this, I couldn't help it, so I put one hand on Ah Zhen's shoulder, and the other hand helped her comb her hair that was a little messy, showing care and care, I have always treated Ah Zhen as a sister.

Ah Zhen's mood slowly calmed down at this time.

At this time, I remembered the scene of Jialing standing alone in the square just now, remembered that night in the company, Xue'er's step and three turns back when she parted, and remembered the moment when Ah Zhen squatted down and hugged her head and cried just now! I remembered that I was sorry for these three girls! I couldn't help but tremble, my whole body was cold, and I didn't dare to think about it. Seeing that my whole body was trembling, Ah Zhen asked me with concern:

"Brother Hanzhe, are you cold?"

Ah Zhen stopped and turned to hug me tightly, she raised her head and looked at me with affection in her eyes and said:

"Is it cold? ”

I was calm, and in order to cover up the guilt and weakness in my heart, I couldn't help my body tremble, and I said to Ah Zhen:

"Zhen, it's okay, let's go back quickly, it's late, so as not to worry your mother, go back." ”

"Don't be afraid, my mother and my aunt, Sister Xue'er, and uncle went to Zhuhai today. ”

Ah Zhen said and shed tears sadly.

All of a sudden, my heart fluttered again, and I felt that she was really a little lonely. She usually doesn't have many friends, just a juanhua, and few words, giving people a melancholy look, sentimental feeling, after I came to the company, Ah Zhen occasionally has a smile, as if a little changed.

I still asked Ah Zhen to let go of me, raised my legs and continued to hurry back, I took Ah Zhen's hand with one hand, and asked her as I walked:

"Why are you crying again?"

Ah Zhen wiped her tears and said, "You're a villain!

I didn't reply to Ah Zhen's words, I just took her hand and kept walking, but I was up and down in my heart: Will Xue'er go to Zhuhai and come back? Is Jialing home now? She must be very sad tonight, but in order to take into account Ah Zhen's feelings, she asked me to send Ah Zhen home, this kind of girl is really worthy of respect and love! Jia Ling is empathetic and has a strong heart! Doesn't it mean that love is selfish? ! She can be willing to endure pain and grievances for me!

This kind of love is even more precious!

Seeing that I didn't answer, Ah Zhen continued: "What is the name of that woman just now? I seem to have seen it somewhere, you said you can't love me, so why did you fall in love with someone else so quickly? I hate you to death." ”

I still didn't reply to Ah Zhen's words, I thought as I walked: Xue'er has gone to Zhuhai, I will never see her again? If it is not Ah Zhen, but Xue'er tonight, what will Xue'er's reaction be when she sees me and Jialing singing on stage? Will she hug her head and cry like Ah Zhen? Will she let herself leave me quietly and never see me? The more I think about it, the more scared I become. I suddenly remembered that night when Xue'er leaked her mouth and mentioned the matter of her mother and sisters, I don't know if Ah Zhen knows, so I tentatively asked Ah Zhen:

"Zhen, did your mother and your aunt fall in love with someone at the same time when they were young?"

Ah Zhen didn't answer immediately, she seemed to be thinking about something?

"Isn't it? They're in love with Daddy Cher at the same time, right?"

Ah Zhen just walked with her head down, looking preoccupied, and reappeared her melancholy appearance. I didn't dare to ask her again, I just thought in my heart: That night in the studio, Xue'er also mentioned that Ah Zhen couldn't stand the stimulation, and the implication was that Ah Zhen was not as strong as Xue'er, and there seemed to be some other reason?

The streets were sparsely populated, the sidewalks were a little dimly lit, and the occasional person on a bicycle or motorcycle flashed past us. The dim street lamp whispered to the road, and the telephone pole was a little jealous, straightening up, as if despising the street lamp, and had empathized with the road.

Ah Zhen slowed down at this time, she calmed down and said softly: "I don't know very well, but it seems that there is such a thing: my mother... My mom and my aunt are both in love with someone at the same time, but that person doesn't love my mom...... The sisters also turned their faces. ”

"And then?" I asked as I walked.

"Later, my mother fell in love with my dad in lightning, so she followed my dad and married Haifeng. My dad was a Teochew opera actor, playing the role of a child, a very handsome man! At that time, it seemed that my dad was acting in my mother's city theater, and my mom fell in love with my dad. I heard my mother say that when I wanted to marry so far away, my parents did not agree, and my grandfather and grandmother were particularly opposed, and my mother ran away with my father...... You, you are a bit like my dad, and you are also very handsome, especially in temperament, especially like my dad, and I love him very much. Unfortunately, my dad ......was in a car accident when I was nine years old," Ah Zhen said and looked at me, touching his chest with one hand, as if he was in chest pain. I took her hand and grabbed her hard, and then said to Ah Zhen:

"Zhen, I'm sorry, I didn't know such a twist, I'm really sorry to mention your sadness. ”

Ah Zhen burst into tears at this time, stopped, and I also stopped with her, Ah Zhen actually squatted down again and held her head and cried. I was very panicked for a while, I didn't know what to do, how should I persuade her? I could only help her up, and then take her into my arms, and Ah Zhen cried in my arms. I trembled and said to Ah Zhen:

"Zhen, I'm really sorry, I really didn't know this, and I didn't mean to. ”

I couldn't think of better words to comfort her for a while, and I was blaming myself in my heart, why didn't I open the pot and mention the pot? Xue'er had already told me that Ah Zhen couldn't stand the stimulation. But tonight, she was already excited at Café de la Café, and then suddenly mentioned her father, which was really sad for Ah Zhen, who has always lacked fatherly love.

She has no secrets in front of me at all, she lost her dearest person at the age of nine, and she has always been dependent on her mother. I finally fell in love with someone, and this person she loved couldn't give her love! She, she was really a little pitiful! I blamed myself deeply in my heart.

Thinking of this, I also shed tears, I regretted asking her this just now, and I regretted that I was happy with everyone tonight, and I couldn't help but hug Ah Zhen tightly again.

When I hugged Ah Zhen, I looked up, the quiet of the night, with the occasional pedestrian hurrying by, I looked back at the way back, my heart was knotted, worried that Jia Ling would go back alone, and she must be very sad! Jia Ling's dejected look when she talked to me just now has been deeply imprinted in my mind. During this period of contact, I know that Jialing is a good girl who can understand people, but for love, any girl will be selfish, right?

I don't dare to think about it, we have arrived at Lingnan Spring Restaurant, not far from where Ah Zhen lives, I just hope to send Ah Zhen home safely as soon as possible.

I couldn't help but kiss Ah Zhen's forehead, I shouldn't have kissed her because I couldn't give her love, but this is more of a subconscious natural outpouring. I whispered to her, "Zhen, let's go, it's almost there." ”

Ah Zhen cried while walking at this time and said:

"Brother Hanzhe, do you know why I always squat down and hold my head and cry? This is what my dad did when I was frightened after seeing my dad in the hospital for the last time on the day of the car accident, when I was only nine years old. From then on, I was like this as soon as I was stimulated. Brother Han Zhe, I haven't been able to see you during this time, I have a sense of loss in my heart, as if I couldn't see my father back then, if you really let me not find it, I don't know what will happen to me? I'm afraid, Brother Han Zhe, don't you leave me, okay? These days, I've been thinking about you so much, I'm often alone in a daze, and your shadow often appears in my mind. When I think of the time you saw me wash my hair, I turned around and saw the way you looked at me, and my heart was ashamed, happy, sweet, and beautiful! Although I said that you couldn't love me on my first date with you, I would never blame you in my heart, I just felt that as long as you were in the company, I could see you every day, and I was enough! But now, you are really gone, and you are still walking with other women! I am really sad. You, can you not leave? Brother Hanzhe, is it okay? Also, have you found a job? You go back to my uncle, and I will beg my uncle. ”

I looked at Ah Zhen with a sad face, and listened to her words, and my heart was suddenly filled with shame. As if it was a crime not to be able to give Ah Zhen's love! What a good girl! I said to her softly:

"Zhen, I've come out of the company, it's impossible to come back, I'm working in an advertising agency for the time being, and I've also moved out of Brother Zhou's house, I thank you very much in my heart, you have always cared so much about me. ”

I was really grateful to Ah Zhen, so I continued:

"Zhen, you are really a good girl worthy of love, but it's a pity that we are not separated! Maybe this is fate, I, I'm sorry for you. You, forget me, I'm not worthy of your love. I took Ah Zhen's hand and quickened my pace, I knew that I had to send her home so that she would not be sad and cry all the time.

"I can't forget you, when I think of the frozen shot when I watched me wash my hair that night and I looked back at you, my heart is beautiful! When I think of you staring at me in a daze, I wish you ran over and hugged me at that time, Brother Han Zhe, I think you can't extricate yourself! You know what?"

Ah Zhen said unpassionately, she was talking to me, and she seemed to be saying it to herself.

I didn't dare to think about what she said, so I took her hand and hurried.

As I passed by the old woman selling oranges, I said to the old woman:

"Auntie, go back early, it's late, and if you can't sell it, let's sell it tomorrow." ”

The old woman looked at us both, smiled happily, and said:

"yes, it's late, and you're back?"

Ah Zhen and I didn't answer, Ah Zhen nodded to the eldest lady, which was an answer. The old woman continued:

"I said, little handsome guy, you bully other people's little girls? Why are you unhappy? Come, come, come, send a few oranges for you to eat, sweet and sweet, well, why are you sad. ”

The eldest lady said and picked up the bag, filled a small bag of oranges and gave it to Ah Zhen, Ah Zhen was embarrassed to ask, I said:

"Since the eldest mother gave it to you, don't live up to the kindness of the eldest mother, take it. ”

Ah Zhen said thank you to the eldest mother, carried the oranges, or stuffed ten yuan into the eldest mother's hand, and then the two of us accelerated our pace and hurried back. The voice of the eldest lady sounded behind him:

"Little handsome guy, love the little girl so much. ”

After the eldest lady said this, she lowered her voice and muttered to herself: "Why did you change it again?"

I believe Ah Zhen also heard this, she raised her eyes and looked at me, and her eyes seemed to say: Look, my aunt said so. I pretended not to hear, but my face was hot, and Ah Zhen stopped talking.

Finally, I sent Ah Zhen to the door of the house, and under the lychee tree, Ah Zhen hugged me tightly again, and I said to her softly:

"Good night. ”

Ah Zhen hugged me very tightly, the whole person snuggled up to me, and didn't want me to leave for a long time, but I still said goodnight again, parted from her, and walked without looking back, leaving her alone behind her to stand under the lychee tree at the door, and the trembling cry was faintly heard, I continued to walk back with my heart, and my head was resolutely not returned!

The night breeze began to be full of biting coldness, and there was a feeling of cracking bones, which made me feel melancholy and dazed. At this moment, a light rain began to fall in the sky, and I was lonely in the light rain like a night wanderer who had lost my soul, walking aimlessly......

Suddenly, there was a sentence:

out into the world

What is love?

What a sad word

Fortunately, I came back all the way and didn't see Jialing, so I was quietly relieved. She would rather be bitter in her heart, but let me send Ah Zhen home, maybe Lingling was at home at this time, crying very sadly, thinking of this, I feel even more sorry for Jialing, and I remember her in my heart.