I thought that love could fill the regrets of life. However, what creates more regrets is love. - Zhang Ailing

On the earth, Zhang Ailing has been praised very high in recent years, and even because of the adaptation of film and television dramas, she is highly sought after by petty bourgeoisie and white-collar workers, but from the author's own point of view, he does not agree with modern women to watch Zhang Ailing more, even if Zhang Ailing's views are in favor of modern men.

Yu Yiyan performed by Su Ye and Zhang Wanqin played by Chu Xunge are regrets created by love.

Location: The bottom of the crevice in the mountain

Time: Morning

Characters: A man, two women, a corpse

Zhang Wanqin's eyes were locked on the black sportswear behind the rock, motionless, she recognized that it was the clothes Yu Yiyan was wearing, and she only reacted that this sportswear was a birthday gift to Yu Yiyan when she and Yu Yiyan were not together, but after being together, it seemed to be ...... I never gave Yu Yiyan a birthday gift again.

Originally...... It turned out that Yu Yiyan cared so much about the gifts she gave, on the contrary, every time she had a birthday, Yu Yiyan would prepare the gifts very carefully.

For example: learn the art two months in advance and then go to the ceramic factory to burn the water cup, and then for example, a stitch and a thread hand-sewn handkerchief embroidered with nine lotus Qi Fang, it is difficult to imagine how a man who has never touched the needle and thread at all, how to complete 80% of the handkerchiefs embroidered with lotus flowers.

But these gifts are not romantic in Zhang Wanqin's eyes, the style of the water cup is old-fashioned, she said that it is only used by the old grandfather and grandmother, the water cup is fortunately used occasionally when the head cramps at home, but the handkerchief is, in her words, now that it is a new society, who still uses a handkerchief when going out? Is it a shame to lose face? So I don't know where to throw it at home.

Maybe it's in a storage compartment, maybe it's dropped under the bed, in a corner, or maybe it's stuffed into a suitcase with old clothes......

"What did I say?"

Reminiscence. Zhang Wanqin seemed to find it hard to believe that she had ever done such a willful thing, her mind was turning a thousand times, and then she looked up at Yang Jianghe's stiff expression, and saw clearly the complex emotions in his eyes.

Human beings are animals with strong perception, Zhang Wanqin has a heavy mood, and her limbs are like marionettes. Walking in that direction with stiff legs......

It's just twenty meters, a distance of twenty or thirty steps at most, but it seems to be very difficult for Zhang Wanqin, because with every step, the fear in her heart will be magnified by a point, and that fear is very pure, just like when she was a child exploring a cave and encountering a dark-like fear.

The female staff is not stupid, and the current situation has also understood something. Make eye contact with Yang Jianghe.

There are still two last steps, Zhang Wanqin only needs to take two more steps and turn around to come to Yu Yiyan, but the huge fear in her heart makes her dare not take two more steps forward.

"Get up, you told me not to sleep on the ground, leaning against the rocks, you will catch a cold, now ...... Why did you foul yourself. ”

Zhang Wanqin couldn't stand the infinitely amplified fear in her heart. Trembling and talking.

"I've forgotten all the insurance calculations you taught me, get up and teach me again. ”

Her voice is very soft. It's as if the decibel is a little bigger, and everything in front of you will be shattered.

"I have understood what you said about tap water that you can't drink, apples that can't be eaten, but apples washed in tap water can be eaten, I already know, Yu Yiyan you don't want to sleep. I haven't slept enough in the past few days, so get up and listen to me!"

Tears ran, Zhang Wanqin couldn't hold back anymore, no longer talking to herself, and stood in front of Yu Yiyan in two strides......

Serene countenance.

A smile on the corner of the mouth.

Legs that can no longer be called legs.

Blood stains on the ground.

Wait a minute. Everything, if a Mercedes-Benz large truck, crashed into Zhang Wanqin's brain.

In a moment, Zhang Wanqin lost her ability to think, and it automatically appeared in her mind that she was trapped in the gap in the mountain, and the two got along day and night.

"You're so stupid that you don't see how smart people do it?"

"I didn't give you anything to eat?

"You don't have it yourself?"

"Who told you to eat?Good habits don't learn, learn to be a thief?!"

"If it falls to the ground, it's better than you eat it. ”

Zhang Wanqin she understood, she understood why Yu Yiyan didn't give her meat, she understood why Yu Yiyan let her do everything, and she knew more that Yu Yiyan would say the words 'If you fall to the ground, it's better than you eat it'.

"I'm really stupid, I'm really stupid. ”

Zhang Wanqin hated, hated why she really didn't notice anything, why didn't she ask how the meat for several days in a row came from, and the rabbit meat on the first day couldn't be eaten for so long.

Just thinking about how to eat meat.

Hate why didn't you notice that Yu Yiyan, who was deduced by Su Ye, didn't move in one place, was he unwell.

Just thought, let her do everything.

The saddest time is not crying, in fact, tears are a kind of venting, but the saddest time is that you can't even cry.

Zhang Wanqin is like this, her tears seem to have dried up, she is obviously very sad, she is very sad, she wants to cry very much, but she can't even shed a single tear.

"Don't be too sad, you are only being rescued now, you are not in good health, if you are too sad, it will hurt your body a second time. Yang Jianghe advised.

"Sir's death, we are very sad, and we know that it is a huge blow to you, we empathize, but I hope you can cheer up and don't let Sir's death be worthless. ”

If you are not a person, you will never be qualified to say the words 'it's okay', and you will never be qualified to say empathy, because the fire can't fall on you, and you will never know how much it hurts.

Zhang Wanqin can no longer hear the voices of Yang Jianghe and the female staff, to be precise, she can't hear the voice of the outside world, and she is isolated from the outside world.

In addition to sadness, there is another emotion that Zhang Wanqin can clearly feel - regret, she regrets that her last words to Yu Yiyan were: I will never forgive you.

She regretted not understanding Yu Yiyan's hard work, she regretted not cherishing it, regretted the cold war in the last two days, and regretted losing her temper with Yu Yiyan......

Coffee shop.

The picture turned, and when Zhang Shao and Daredevils heard this, they were basically stunned.

The daredevil, who felt like he was about to vomit, rolled his stomach, stared at a pair of big eyes, and said, "In other words, he didn't let you eat meat because, it was his own meat, and he was afraid that you would eat it?"

"I guess that's just one aspect of the story. Zhang Shao thought further, he said: "There should be three reasons for him to do this......" (To be continued.) )