1046. Is it okay not to be a saint?
Just a few years ago, Shi Jianren clearly revealed for the first time that he wanted to be a real influential person, from a lone stick, and a real change of thought decided to become a beacon that can change the hope of more people, that is, in the face of Ji Ruotang. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
If it is ridiculous to say this kind of thing if he can only barely solve his own food and clothing problem at that time, more than three years have passed, and now Shi Jianren has obviously first glimpsed the door, although his influence is still very limited, he can only be by his side, only in a mountain town of 18,000 people in the terroir, but he has been able to change the fate of some people, has brought different ideas to some people, and the future of this road still seems realistic and feasible.
Therefore, Shi Jianren will definitely be more profound in the face of Ji Ruotang now than back then: "According to the current discipline culture, my thinking is close to the category of philosophy, most people feel boring and boring, and I feel that philosophy has nothing to do with real life, I am the most basic question of philosophy, 'who am I', 'where do I come from', 'Where am I'm going', is it a bit brain-consuming for me to say this?"
Ji Ruotang shook his head slowly, his bright eyes were spotlessly pure: "When I was a child, no one ever told me this, it was you who taught me to empathize, think from my mother's point of view, from the perspective of the chairman, from the perspective of ordinary employees, until now everyone talks to me about things is interests, including in school, what I learned is how to create profits, only you teach me how to behave...... I love to hear it. ”
Shi Jianren smiled: "You have subjective emotions, I say simple, what I seek is the inner world of no desire and rigidity, practice myself as much as possible, ignore the evaluation of others, because everyone has their own opinions, and I can't persuade others to agree with my value, I can only do it myself, I dare not say that I am smarter and nobler than everyone else, but at least I have pursuits, I have my own clear goals, and I hope to drive more people to find their own goals, different from those who will only live according to instinct, playing games, drinking, gambling, Drug...... There is also indulging in all kinds of feelings and sexual impulses, because these are activities that can make people quickly get pleasure, in this era of rapid development of the material world, the spiritual world has been more and more replaced by these things, attractive, charming, Things that make people get quick and easy to get addicted to are the mainstream these days, so I'm an outlier, but I still know what I'm doing and what I'm heading towards, and I have a rich spiritual world to support my heart, and love or other emotions don't matter much compared to these things. ”
Ji Ruotang took a deep breath, and the light in his eyes was a lot hotter: "When I was in the United States, many classmates were still working hard, but some people were also very disdainful, and what they often talked about was boring, worthless, and tired. Troublesome, eating, drinking and having fun is very enthusiastic, if you have economic conditions, enjoy yourself, no conditions except for maxing out your credit card is red-eyed, compared to this kind of people, those who study hard and practice hard are really disdainful of them, because I know that these people are not competitive at all in the end, I can work so hard, but also influenced by you...... But there is only one point, you can't get married and enjoy some family warmth, at least you can do your things wholeheartedly, and you don't have to care about the things around you. ”
Shi Jianren smiled warmly: " Isn't there someone to help me take care of everything now, people are inert, sugar candy, you haven't enjoyed your father's love since you were a child, and now you don't have a mother, if there is an older man who is good enough for you, considerate and warm enough, you may easily turn this care into love, because you crave this kind of comfort, I actually have the same reason, but I will refrain from it, since I was a child, only the master and I depended on each other, the old man has always talked to me about chic and chic walking, so when he died, I didn't even cry, I'm afraid I'm sorry for his education, if you care too much about the love of your children, you will be attached to the family in the morningAt night, I think about how to go home and get some delicious food to care for my family, and I just want to be with my lover at night, and my mind is confused, and it may be okay to do some small business, but if you want to achieve the goal I told you...... For example, what should I do if my family and my ideals conflict? Any of my partners, if there is a change in moral character, I can say that I am different and do not think of each other, but my family is a part of me, I want to tolerate or compromise, that is a test for me, I have a bit of a psychological defect in this regard, and I am relatively soft-hearted, so I can only treat myself harshly, so that I can face everyone with a clear conscience. ”
Ji Ruotang sat there and looked at Shi Jianren fixedly for a while: "A few years ago, you told me about your ideals, and I would have believed it without hesitation at that time, but now, when you say your attitude, I will subconsciously think that you are too idealistic, am I not firm enough?"
Shi Jianren shook his head: "It's a good thing to have your own independent thinking ability, know how to distinguish what is acceptable to you, this proves that you have grown up, I am definitely not 100% right, but I have always been a grassroots, down-to-earth doing the things in front of me is my choice, so the probability of making a mistake will be smaller, but the ideal may as well set a high point, so that no matter how bad it is, it will be higher in the future." ”
Ji Ruotang nodded lightly, and suddenly raised his hand to look at the watch on his wrist: "Well, it's past ten o'clock, hurry up, let's drive to the mountains immediately to have a look, at this time, not many people should notice that you, the deputy director, have secret contact with a mysterious female investor, I will also tell you my thoughts, after listening to your words, I will return to the company tomorrow, and I have made up my mind to do the matter of this tourism investment company." ”
Shi Jianren is very aware of Ji Ruotang's character, and he has been very assertive since he was seventeen or eighteen years old, and it is useless to say more: "If I wasn't here, how likely would you be to invest here?"
Ji Ruotang really still has his own opinion: "There is no possibility at all, it is precisely because you are running here that I think it is worth believing that there is the best investment environment here, you don't need to lean towards me, you just need to be treated fairly, that is already the best return, since I was a child, I have heard my mother say how corrupt these grassroots government agencies and leaders are." ”
Shi Jianren smiled, and when he came down, he could see the tall "sanatorium" building from a distance: "You still have to keep hope, and don't use all this as an excuse to give up, at least in my opinion, all this is always changing in a good direction." ”
When Ji Ruotang walked briskly across the small bridge, he thoughtfully: "If you can't fly, run, if you can't run, then walk, if you can't walk, then crawl, but no matter what you do, keep the direction of the way...... This is a motto hanging in the hallway of our classroom, and I noticed it on my first day at school, and I felt that it was very similar to your personality, so I took it to heart. ”
Shi Jianren also asked about the original English text, and nodded with deep feeling.
However, when Ji Ruotang jumped on the white off-road vehicle on the side of the road at Qiaotou and lit the fire, he suddenly laughed again: "But the current historians seem to have found out that this name's private life is very inappropriate, and when he travels around the United States to make such a popular lecture tour, he will sleep with countless women along the way......
This made Shi Jianren laugh too: "That's right, how good his words are, just because of the loss of personal morality, it seems that the gold content of these words has been discounted, really, you know that I have often felt this way during this time, even if I don't care if I can leave a name in history, I don't want others to mention it in the future...... Oh, I know, that guy who has a lot of female friends, or just like the guilty complaint, Shi Moumou had improper dealings with many women during his tenure...... Oh my God, people tend to subconsciously focus on that, not on the things we've been working on for decades, so how dare I allow myself to indulge?"
Listening to Shi Jianren's self-deprecating and somewhat helpless tone, Ji Ruotang was stunned at first, and then suddenly stopped the car with laughter, and threw himself on the steering wheel with tears in his eyes.
I really didn't flirt with my sister, but such a man is really likable.