17. Geng Straight
Jing Shu rushed to the private room of the class reunion with the only reason left in her mind, and maintained the last dignity and said to the class leader: "I'm sorry, I still have something to do, go first, you play slowly." ”
The squad leader hurriedly asked: "It's okay, if you have something to do, let's go first, the party here is almost over!"
Jing Shu didn't say anything when she heard this, she didn't even say hello to anyone, she walked out of the private room with a cold face, the door of the private room slowly closed behind her, and the voice inside faintly came out: "Since you have come, you have to be special and take a step first, it is better to be different than ......"
She didn't hear the last few words clearly, but she could guess it, it was nothing more than "it's better not to come", she thought, next time she really didn't want to come.
Wei Liang took all these things into her eyes, why did Jing Shu's mood swing so much, she also knew very well that if it was something else, someone else, of course Wei Liang could give her an idea, so that she could be happier in her heart, but this person was no one else, she was Mrs. Jing who had raised Jing Shu for 18 years and was like her own mother.
"To live is to look forward, in the past, you wanted to be approved by her, but because she was your mother, and now you know that it is only a mistake, then it is better now, from now on, you can live as you like, without trying to please anyone. ”
Jing Shu didn't speak, pressed the elevator, and looked at the rising number fixedly.
"Ding" The elevator arrived, and as soon as she entered, the door was blocked from the outside, and Zhou Tieshui panted and said, "Fortunately, you are still here." ”
At this time, there was no one else in the elevator, just the two of them, Jing Shu finally showed impatience and said, "What are you doing here?"
If you are a person who knows a little tactfully, you just need to say something like "I'm just leaving", but Zhou Tieshui said bluntly: "I want to follow you." ”
Jing Shu was depressed all of a sudden, but when she was told to lose her temper, she couldn't do it. Patiently got into the car, and when he saw Zhou Tieshui open the car door, he couldn't help but roar: "Can you stay away from me?"
Zhou Tieshui was very aggrieved, and when he was stunned for a moment, Jing Shu "slammed" the car door and slowly left, while Zhou Tieshui maintained the action he had just made.
At eight o'clock in the evening, the bustling part of the city was still blocked, just like her mood at this moment, irritable not knowing when it would explode.
Jing Shu simply parked the car on the side of the road and went to a barbecue stand.
"Boss, have a cold beer, twenty skewers, and a vegetarian skewer. ”
"Okay, wait a minute!"
While jotting something down in his notebook, he shouted to the guy in the store: "Table 68, a cold beer, 20 skewers, and a vegetarian tablet." ”
The middle-aged man's face was black and red, his voice was very loud, the skin on his face was a little different from the color of the part of his neck, Jing Shu sat on the white and gray chair, his eyes were empty, and he said slightly cold: "Why don't you go back and sit here?" There may already be someone on the way to pick you up. ”
Wei Liang remembered what Mrs. Zheng said, and she didn't seem to be saying kind words.
Jing Shu didn't answer, as if her eyes were looking at the middle-aged man intently, and then a little girl in her early teens brought him a glass of pale yellow beer-like liquid, he dried it with joy, and then patted the little girl's head.
The little girl raised her head and said something to him, he stretched out his thumb and said a word, Jing Shu vaguely felt that this sentence seemed to say: "It's amazing." ”
She was in a trance, and the scene was somewhat familiar.
At her age, she also did something similar to this little girl, she carefully took a cup of tea to the study, in fact, it was not to ask for praise, but to see that Mrs. Jing was still working in the study so late, she felt that she was hard, and brought her a cup of tea.
But at that time, she didn't get praise for touching her head, Mrs. Jing, who was on top! She motioned her to put down the teacup with her eyes, and then said lightly: "What do you do to eat at home, and you need to serve tea and pour water in the middle of the night?"
"Mom's ......"
Mrs. Jing raised her hand to interrupt her: "Okay, go to sleep! You don't have to come and bring me tea in the future, you have to remember that your hands are used to play the piano and hold the pen, not to serve tea and pour water for anyone, if you have this mind, don't work more your studies." ”
The ten-year-old girl had already had her own consciousness, and since then she has never done such a thing as serving tea and pouring water for Mrs. Jing.
But at this time, she couldn't help but wonder in her mind that if the person who served her tea and water was Zheng Sisi, her biological daughter, would she say something to her as gently as this man, instead of coldly warning her not to do this kind of thing again.
"None of the things you said have ever happened, so this assumption is not valid, and I think you should think about the good thing, although Mrs. Jing has not had much warmth with you over the years, but it is precisely because of living in such a family environment that you have become more independent and better than anyone else. ”
It turned out that Jing Shu couldn't help but say the words in her heart.
The cold beer has been served, Jing Shu drank a large glass in one go, the smell is cold, it will only make her calmer, the slightly cool taste is closely related to her, she can feel how refreshing this taste is in this hot summer day, but this is not the moment for her to feel the excitement.
"What if it's the Zheng family's mother, and what will she do to me?"
Slightly cool paused, she thought about what Jing Shu cared about the most, I'm afraid this was this, she just wanted to know if she hadn't been transferred to the Jing family, if the person who had watched her grow up was Mrs. Zheng, then how would she face her daughter?
Obviously, she should have such a gentle and beautiful mother, but she lost so many years of time in vain, and when she grew up and everything became stereotyped, she suddenly realized, oh, it turned out that person was my mother.
Jing Shu smiled bitterly: "Look, even you have regrets, I'm afraid you're also thinking about how good it would be if you grew up next to the Zheng family's mother." ”
Wei Liang has never had such tangled feelings, although her mother left early, but it is also her mother, the only mother in her heart, so she has no way to evaluate Mrs. Jing and Mrs. Zheng.
The people who came to eat barbecue were all in groups, but Jing Shu was the only one here, especially her clothes obviously didn't match this simple barbecue stall, but she was fearless, eating meat and drinking beer, not only subverting the slightly cool view, but even Zhou Tieshui, who had struggled to keep up all the way, was also shocked.