Chapter 665, Guilty in My Heart, Guilty in My Heart?

"No change... No change... It's the same as it was ten years ago, really, really you... The fairy. Wen Qian looked at Li Yun in front of her a little incoherently, that familiar figure has not been forgotten for so many years.

The eyes, the clothes, and the way they appeared, they were exactly the same.

Ten years of caution, ten years of closed hearts, and ten years of painful and tormented hearts finally collapsed at this time.

"The judgment of the gods has finally come, I thought it wouldn't come, I thought I had escaped... I thought I could hide it like this, why didn't you want to let me go? Did I do something wrong? I didn't do anything wrong! I didn't do anything wrong!" Wen Qian suddenly began to be in pain, and the surrounding workers looked over and thought that Wen Qian was nervous again, so they stayed away from her.

Only Wen Qian and Xu Changshan can see Li Yun's existence, in the eyes of the workers, it is just that Wen Qian's intermittent psychosis has a sudden attack, which is also one of the reasons why Wen Qian was alienated, her mental state is very unstable, and she often does similar things, if it weren't for the low wages, the factory would not want her.

Li Yun put on a good expression, looked at Wen Qian with a serious face and said, "You, are you ashamed?"

The voice was like a big Lu Hongzhong, knocking on Wen Qian's heart.

Are you ashamed...

"I... Whether you feel guilty. ”

"If you have a clear heart, you won't see the poor road, if you have a clear heart, you won't be tortured by this matter for so many years, if you have a clear heart, you won't be afraid to see Xu Changshan. Li Yun looked at Wen Qian indifferently and said, "Poor Dao will ask you again, are you, are you ashamed." ”

The second time I asked, the voice not only sounded in Wen Qian's ears, but also in her heart...

Or rather, this voice has sounded in my heart more than the first time.

From the first day that thing was done, the voice was already ringing.

has tormented Wen Qian for ten years, and Xu Changqing's questioning voice has been heard all the time.

Xu Changshan, who was on the side, looked at Wen Qian's mental state and felt that there was a drama, it seemed that she could really tell who the murderer of the students was at that time...

After a long time, Wen Qian's eyes became very firm and replied.

"I, in my heart, am not ashamed!"

"I don't regret it!"

Even in the face of the immortals of ten years ago.

And absolutely, will not say it!

In a pig's eye...

Li Yun's figure gradually disappeared, turning into a phantom, and using invisibility techniques to hide his figure.

...

"She..." Xu Changshan's expression was a little complicated, but he didn't expect the answer he got this time to be exactly the same, and he still had a clear feeling in his heart.

Suddenly, Xu Changshan was a little depressed, even if he knew that this was not his father's doing, but if this witness did not retract his confession, it would still be useless, and his father would still be nailed to death on the pillar of shame.

She felt ashamed in her heart, but this shame did not allow her to confess the extent of the real murderer, and there are always one or two scales in people's hearts to measure. Li Yun said indifferently: "She has a reason not to say, even if this reason tramples on her conscience, tramples on her bottom line, and tramples on everything she has, she does not hesitate to be tortured for ten years, it is nothing in front of this reason." ”

"What is the reason for her to treat her mentor like this?" Xu Changshan muttered.

People's hearts are flesh and blood, and he once thought about what drove Wen Qian to behave like this.

Why do you have to do this...

Xu Changshan really didn't understand.

"Xu Jushi, have you ever understood what kind of background the person who was killed at that time was?" Li Yun smiled slightly.

Xu Changshan recalled that it was a girl in the class who was killed at that time, with a good face, good family conditions, excellent grades, tall figure, a top student among the teachers, the object of admiration of the boys, the eldest sister among the girls, and the most mixed handful of people on campus.

"So, what does she have to do with Wen Qian?" Li Yun said again.

"It's like... It doesn't matter. Xu Changshan hesitated, no matter how he said it, he didn't look like someone who would have something to do with Wen Qian: "They are one heaven and one earth, and it is impossible for them to intersect at all." ”

Li Yun said indifferently.

"Of course it does..."

......

Wen Qian didn't work overtime today, but went home directly, in a daze, and when she walked back, she bought beer.

She drank these beers herself.

Borrow wine to eliminate sorrow, and sorrow is even more sorrowful.

The smell of wine and cigarettes can make Wen Qian forget the pain for a while, and forget the feelings of guilt tormented in her heart.

"I'm home..."

When I opened the door to the rental house, there were more beers scattered on the floor, but they were empty.

Empty beer cans, empty hearts.

The owner of these jars is a man lying on the couch with a bulging beer belly.

The man was drunk and unconscious, and he didn't even notice Wen Qian when he returned home.

"Dad, don't sleep in the living room..."

"Get out of here!Don't bother me!" Wen Yufei shook his hands and opened Wen Qian's hand roughly.

Wen Qian's hands were a little red, but it didn't matter, she still took out a towel to help Wen Yufei wipe her face, and finally returned to the room, took out a blanket, and covered her father's body.

Wen Yufei was drunk, very drunk, and the vomit accompanied by the wine was all over the place, without any margin to speak of.

The home of only two people has become like this.

After waking up a little drunk, Wen Yufei rudely threw the blanket on his body to the ground and began to play gambling with his mobile phone.

Don't go out, don't work, rely on your daughter's support to gamble, this is Wen Yufei's daily life, and the skill of cutting pork has long been lost.

In this regard, Wen Qian has long been accustomed to it, and after taking a bath, she returned to her room and fell asleep lightly - her soul tortured by guilt made her unable to sleep deeply, and she had to rely on sleeping pills if she wanted to rest, but sleeping pills were too difficult to support for Wen Qian now, and only those who were tired and couldn't stand it would take sleeping pills.

"Cut, is Lao Tzu losing again... It's really..."Wen Yufei snorted and directly swiped 648 from his account into the gambling platform.

That's a quarter of her daughter's monthly salary — the kind that still has to work overtime.

Wen Yufei didn't hesitate to row in, continued to gamble, and lost everything in ten seconds.

There is no money to gamble.

Wen Yufei felt that he was drunk, very drunk, slumped on the sofa, muttering to himself.

"It's like... I can't wake up when I'm drunk..."

Just when Wen Yufei was about to close his eyes and sleep, a cool feeling eroded his soul.

It feels like your body is no longer yourself...

The surrounding environment changes.

After a trance, Wen Yufei felt as if his mind was stimulated by something, looked at the surrounding scenery, and thought of the most terrifying thing.

The scariest thing...

At school –

Guangtan Middle School.

......

......

In the afternoon, there were not many people in the school early, and even if there were teenagers galloping around the basketball court, the rows of classrooms were even quieter.

"Why... Will come back here... Am I having a nightmare?"

Regarding the change in the environment, Wen Yufei was shocked, and even trembled a little.

Wen Yufei wanted to escape from here, but no matter where he went, he would only go to the depths of the classroom on the other side, and no matter what, he would only get closer and closer.

The place he absolutely didn't want to recall...

The place that brought him nightmares.

The place that had immersed him in alcohol for so many years.

"This question should be done in this way, don't make the same mistake next time, know it or not. ”

"Thank you, teacher..."

After all, he came to the classroom, and Wen Yufei remembered what he didn't want to recall that day.

I came to school to pick up my daughter home, and I came to visit by the way, and I thanked the teacher who tutored my daughter for free.

I would like to express my heartfelt thanks to that teacher, Wen Yufei, really...

However, a wave of guilt came straight to my heart.

"It's my dream... After so many years, I still can't let go of that past. Wen Yufei could only watch from the sidelines, watching Teacher Xu Changqing tutor Wen Qian.

After tutoring for a period of time, Xu Changqing took advantage of this to go to the toilet, and only Wen Qian, who was full of confidence in the future, was left in the classroom of Nuo University.

Wen Qian wrote the homework in front of her, and answered every question seriously, whether it was Chinese, mathematics or English, the three main subjects were taught by Xu Changqing himself.

does not ask for anything in return, as long as the student is willing to learn, he will teach unconditionally, and he is a real teacher.

Just when Wen Qian was studying seriously, the door of the classroom was opened.

What came in was the center of the class, the eldest sister among the girls.

Wen Yufei knows that her name is Ye Wenjing, a very good, very quiet name, a very popular girl in the class and teachers, and Wen Qian belong to two extremes, and theoretically it is impossible to have an intersection at all.

Looking at Ye Wenjing, Wen Yufei's eyes were on fire and he gritted his teeth.

Ye Wenjing smiled when she entered the classroom, and smiled at Wen Qian.

It's beautiful.

But with a malicious smile.

"Xiao Qianqian..."

"Eh, Sister Jing..."Wen Qian smiled very reluctantly after seeing Xu Wenqian.

"Don't worry, I'm not here to bully you today. Ye Wenjing showed a side that would not normally be exposed in front of Wen Qian, sitting on the chair and leaning her feet on the table in front of her unscrupulously.

"By the way, I'm listening to that guy today... That one... Well, the name doesn't matter anymore .. She said, you like Chu Fang, and you gave him chocolates, right? Ye Wenjing put her hand on Wen Qian's shoulder, squinted her eyes and said, "You just need to answer yes or no." ”

"Yes..."

Before Wen Qian finished speaking, her head was held down, very rough, and the books on the entire table fell down.

"You know that I like him, and you still rob me of a man, you really don't want to die... How do you want to die!" Ye Wenjing patted Wen Qian's head, and Wen Qian could only bear it silently: "You are also worthy of confessing to Chu Fang?"

After the beating, Ye Wenjing didn't bully her anymore, and directly took out her latest mobile phone and opened the recording software inside.

There are videos of Wen Qian being bullied and ridiculed from before to now, all of which were filmed by Ye Wenjing to play.

Among them, of course, there is also a video of Xu Changqing tutoring Wen Qian.

There is nothing strange about this video itself, it's just that the shooting angle is very weird, as if Xu Changqing is pro-Wenqian.

Looking at this video, Wen Qian's face was as pale as death, and she immediately knelt down, kowtowed to Ye Wenjing and muttered: "Please, don't stream the video out, don't, teacher... Teachers will be ruined... Please... Please... You can do whatever I want... You can beat me and scold me!"

The corners of Ye Wenjing's mouth curled slightly, took off her shoes, put her feet in front of Wen Qian, and said lightly.

"Lick. ”

While ordering, he shot a video, intending to film more of Wen Qian's humiliating side.

Wen Qian trembled helplessly, and finally could only lower her head...

"Haha, like a dog, you want me not to be exposed? It just so happens that I have a few friends who really want to get out of the virgin status, and they want to trouble you..."

Hearing this, Wen Qian finally couldn't bear it anymore, broke out, and went directly to snatch Ye Wenjing's mobile phone.

Ye Wenjing's expression was surprised, she didn't expect that Wen Qian, who usually can't fight back and scolds back, would resist.

Why?

Why can she resist!

The two of them scuffled together...

Wen Yufei saw another self, that is, the self who witnessed the whole process at that time.

Wen Yufei is a shrunken head.

At the beginning, he didn't want to care, even if his daughter was bullied, thinking that he would have to live in school in the future, he felt that he could just bear it.

From the past to now, don't all come over like this.

Bear with you.

Bear with him.

Discrimination.

Contempt.

I can endure them all.

Endure the calm for a while.

Even if you are forced to eat, you have to endure it.

I saw Ye Wenjing take out the vase next to her, and wanted to smash it down at her with a hideous face...

Wen Yufei couldn't bear it.

I really can't stand it.

Seeing [himself] rushing forward desperately, he casually held the knife used to cut apples in Xu Changqing's office next to him.

I stabbed it down.

A knife.

Two knives.

Three knives.

As if venting, all the usual unhappiness and the pain of her daughter being bullied were vented on Ye Wenjing, the glamorous girl standing at the top of the class.

Wen Qian next to her was stunned.

I saw with my own eyes that my father had killed someone, and the hand he usually used to kill pigs did not hesitate when he stabbed the human body.

Killed for himself.

Ye Wenjing didn't even shout, she died in the classroom, staring at Wen Qian with staring eyes, not blinking her eyes...

...

Wen Yufei looked at the corpse in front of him, muttered, and wanted to go up and touch it, but when he touched it, there was only a mirror here.

This is a dream, a dream of his own, unable to touch the things in his memory, only to be a bystander.

Suddenly, a voice rang out, coming from all directions.

"Are you guilty?"

"I..." Wen Yufei's face was complicated, and he took a deep breath and said, "I, I am not ashamed." ”

Murder is worthy of -

"I'm ashamed..."

Sad and ashamed -

Wen Yufei knelt on the ground, snot and tears running down his face.

"To my daughter, and to that kind teacher..."