"You're such a bad person! Since you're already going to marry Jialing, what are you going to do with Xue'er? Aren't you hurting Xue'er?" Hearing this, Yanzi couldn't help but interrupt me.

Da Niu is also good at observing words and feelings, he said: "Let's Xue'er let you give ...... You are really not human, you get married, you get married, why are you going to Zhuhai, you are thinking about how to harm Xue'er, how can you let her marry?"

After Da Niu finished speaking, he drank another glass of wine, shook his head constantly, and kept saying in his mouth: "Badass, badass". After Da Niu said, he touched his bald head again, with a bitter look on his face, his eyes looked at me from time to time, and to see Xiaoyan's reaction, he lit another cigarette and touched his bald head while smoking.

Xiao Yan continued: "Xue'er turned out to be the goddess of our class, and every classmate cared about her. But let you, let you be a big villain. In the past 20 years, that classmate has stopped contacting her, she has closed herself, she is confessing herself in her heart, she has loved you wrongly, who can understand this kind of suffering! Who can understand? A woman loves a man with all her heart, and has been in love with you since junior high school, she loves you to death, resists the pressure of her mother and the temptation from the outside, and even more, has a child. What a great and steadfast love this is! This perseverance, this love, is not something that any woman can do! But you have always given up! And later, after she gave birth to Hanxin, she had to face all her relatives and people in society, how do you let her live? Even her own child and her father, she could not explain this kind of suffering! Only Xue'er herself knew, alas! No wonder she had been closing herself off for years! This is understandable! Alas, you! Han Zhe, you see how much suffering and torture Xue'er has to endure when she has cultivated Han Xin so well! That kind of loneliness, that kind of love thoughts, that kind of separation and lack of family affection, are all caused by you, and you don't know where you are? In the gentle country of someone else's house? Alas! What is this feeling?!"

Swallow said and looked at me and fell into deep thought.

Da Niu said: "Yes, people who don't know the inside story will definitely think, Xue'er has no boyfriend and is not married, how can she have children? You really hurt her! Hanzhe, I don't understand? Have you not seen Xue'er again since you let Xue'er's mother drive her out that morning? If so, then Xue'er is really strong enough! No, it is great enough! I admire her, how many grievances she endured, how many cold eyes and ridicule she endured, and how much she cultivated your Hanxin to be outstanding! Her psychology is too strong! It's so strong that people are awe-inspiring! I'm proud to have a classmate like her. ”

Yanzi smiled bitterly, her expression was difficult to describe, as a woman, and they were all classmates, what could she say? She looked at Da Niu, who was still single and waiting for her, and also felt that the man sitting opposite was really a little pitiful, a little respectable, but Yanzi didn't feel cute. She thought: Da Niu is a bit like Xue'er in this aspect, and he only loves her alone in his heart, so Da Niu's last words seem to be a bit of a thing to tell her.

I then answered Da Niu and said, "Yes, Da Niu, I haven't seen Xue'er since that day, it's been more than 20 years, and I don't have any information. So, when I met Hanxin at Longchan Temple during the summer vacation, I vaguely felt that Hanxin might be Xue'er's daughter, but at that time, I didn't dare to confirm that Hanxin had a direct relationship with me. Before I met Xue'er, or before Xue'er told me in person, I couldn't have recognized Hanxin like this. ”

Xiao Yan said thoughtfully, "Han Xin, Han Xin, don't you understand Xue'er's heart, Han Zhe. After Yanzi said this, she looked at me with two eyes, and said, "What is the reason that you don't want to see Xue'er again? Xue'er is not like her mother, she only has you in her heart, Han Zhe, how can you be so ruthless and never see her again? Even if you go to her in a year or two, you can go to her, and it won't be like this! I really don't understand?"

Da Niu began to smoke desperately again, choking the swallow to the point of coughing, he did not consider at all that it was not suitable in the clean environment and elegant atmosphere of the swallow's house, nor did he consider the feelings of the swallow and me. I looked at the rude cow and said:

"Smoke less, take care of the swallows. ”

Da Niu blushed and quickly extinguished the cigarette and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

The swallow said, "You can't change your rudeness!"

I said to the swallow, "Well, what can I say? There are too many reasons, right? It's all my fault." I don't want to say that I've been hit harder in front of the swallow and the big bull......

"Then it must be your fault! Could it be Xue'er's fault? You guy, you will hurt people!" Da Niu said indignantly.

Yan Zi said: "In the middle, I see if there is something going on? Or, what happened to you after you got married? Are you like Xue'er, you have no contact with any of your classmates, and you don't know where you went later? I only heard that you are painting in BJ in the last two years." ”

"Really? Da Niu asked.

"Well, it's a long story, it's all sad, and I don't want to mention it now, and I don't have anything to say. After I finished speaking, I looked at Xiao Yan, and Xiao Yan nodded understandingly. She must know in her heart that I don't want this rough man to know too much about me, because when it comes to Hanxin, I must do everything possible not to hurt Hanxin and Xue'er, and I will definitely talk to her when I have the opportunity.

Da Niu said, "Just talk about it, I want to hear it." ”

I deliberately diverted the topic and asked Da Niu: "What are you doing in Guangzhou suddenly......?"

"Yes, I miss you, I know you're in Guangzhou, isn't it? This guy is really in a hurry, it seems that this cultural stationmaster is not in vain, he obviously knows that I am talking about Xiaoyan, and asked him to pass the round.

Xiaoyan explained: "I was thinking about being transferred back to our city daily newspaper, and the propaganda minister of the municipal party committee personally approached me, saying that there was a shortage of editor-in-chief of the city daily newspaper and asked me to go back to help. ”

I said, "That's good, Swallow, and this can take care of your mother, and ...... Kill two birds with one stone. ”

Da Niu said: "I said the same thing. ”

Xiao Yan looked at Da Niu and was silent.

At this time, Xiaoyan's phone rang on the table, it was Han Xin calling, she said that she wanted to come to Xiaoyan's place and talk about seeing me in the afternoon. Da Niu was happy when he heard it, and said that he wanted to meet Xue'er's daughter, and what did he say to witness the process of the father and daughter recognizing each other. Xiao Yan glared at him and said, "You hurry back to the hotel, and Hanzhe will also go back, so as not to embarrass my goddaughter and scare her." Hurry back, go, go, go. ”

Driven by the swallows, Da Niu and I had to come out of Xiao Yan's house together.

As soon as Xiaoyan cleaned up the table, Han Xin arrived, carrying a bag of fruit in her hand. As soon as she entered the door, she saw that Xiaoyan was still washing dishes in the kitchen, so she immediately walked over to help. Xiaoyan praised Hanxin for being sensible, and told Hanxin not to buy fruit in the future, this place is like her home, and Hanxin is welcome to come at any time.

Han Xin also smiled happily and said that Aunt Yanzi was like her own mother, and when she arrived here, she was like returning to her own home, full of happiness.

The two of them chatted while making dishes in the kitchen, and Xiaoyan first asked, "Have you seen Teacher Zhong?"

Han Xin said: "Yes, I just met in the afternoon, Teacher Zhong is very good, I beg her to take me as an apprentice." He gave me a pair of pure Qingtian Fengmen green seals. I can see that he cares about me too, but I feel very sorry to take his gift. My mother said that you shouldn't ask for other people's things casually outside, but Mr. Zhong said that I could use it, and she also helped me carve my name, one Bai Wen engraved the surname, and one Zhu Wen engraved the name. She said that my name had been engraved, of course it was mine, and I had to take it when he said this. My heart is full of gratitude to him!"

"Since he has the heart to give it to you, you can take it, it is normal for Mr. Zhong to care about you, he is my classmate, and also your mother's classmate, and it is understandable that he cares about the daughter of his classmate, besides, you are also a painter, and the seal is really useful." ”

At this time, the two of them wiped the washed dishes and bowls, put them in the sterilized bowl, and returned to the sofa in the living room together, and after sitting down, Yanzi poured a glass of water for Han Xin, and after Han Xin took it with both hands, he said thank you, and then knocked on the side and said:

"Aunt Yanzi, I'm wondering: Will Mr. Zhong have a deeper relationship with my mother? I mean another layer of relationship that is different from the relationship between classmates. Otherwise, why am I in BJ, the first night I saw Mr. Zhong, I talked to my mother on the phone, and I didn't intend to mention it, my mother was nervous, saying that don't mess with people outside, there are many bad people outside. He also lied to me that my grandfather was sick and asked me to go home early the next day. Originally, I wanted to see Mr. Zhong the next day, but I didn't dare to go. To this day, I still wonder if my mother had an unusual relationship with him?"

After Han Xin finished speaking, Xiao Yan looked at Han Xin, feeling that the little girl in front of her was much more mature and smart than her peers, and she would untie her heart knot sooner or later, so she asked Han Xin with a smile:

"Did you find any clues? What did your mother and your grandmother tell you about your father?"

"They kept saying that my dad was dead, but I just didn't believe it, if my dad was really dead, there must be a relic tablet or something, but I secretly searched the whole house, but I didn't find it. But I saw that my mother often wept secretly at night at an old green-skinned diary. I think that diary must have something to do with my dad, and I also believe that my dad is not dead. ”

"Don't think too much, I don't know too much about your mother, you can only ask your mother about this question, about your father, except for your mother, your father, your grandmother, and your grandfather, I guess no one knows, you might as well find a way to ask, any of these four, then it will definitely be clear." ”

Xiao Yan kicked the ball back to Han Xin.

"Yes, why am I so stupid, I should ask from my grandfather, he loves me the most, not to mention that I have grown so big, I should let me know, even if my father dies, let me understand. Thank you, Aunt Xiaoyan! However, from these two encounters with Mr. Zhong, I saw that he treated me as if he were his own children, and I somehow suddenly had a strange idea in my heart: Could Mr. Zhong have anything to do with me? My mother said that I have genes for painting, and Mr. Zhong is a painter. When BJ first met Mr. Zhong, the two teachers who sketched with him said that I looked like Mr. Zhong, and said that I stood next to Mr. Zhong, which was like father and daughter, and that my eyes were most like Mr. Zhong. In addition, from the first time I met Mr. Zhong, it was like a familiar sight, as if I had seen each other, and there was always an affinity in him that attracted me! When I saw him, I was willing to confide in him all the things in my heart. Aunt Yanzi, could Mr. Zhong be my father?

After Han Xin's words made Yanzi really have mixed feelings! She looked at Han Xin and thought to herself: I really hurt this child. But her life experience, can only wait for her mother to tell her herself, and it is impossible for others to draw conclusions. And this little girl is so smart, it is better to let her go back early, lest the more questions she asks, the more difficult it will be to answer, and it will inevitably say the wrong thing. He said: "I really don't know, you'd better start with your grandfather, it's not too early, and the university town is far away, you better go back early, I also have to review the manuscript, it can't be too late, go back, Xinxin." ”

"Yes, yes, I slowly tried to find a way to bring my grandfather, Mr. Zhong, and my mother to Guangzhou, and as soon as they met, they figured out everything, thank you! Thank you, Aunt Yanzi, for breaking it! I'll just say, Aunt Yanzi loves me the most." Well, I'm back, you rest early, good night. After Han Xin said, she smiled and said goodbye to Xiaoyan and went back to school.

After Han Xin came to Xiao Yan's house, Xiao Yan and Han Xin's situation and conversation were told by Xiao Yan when I called me after I returned to my residence with Da Niu.