Chapter 131: Scattered

The ego, the id, the true self. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

The id, or the original self, refers to the primordial self and contains the basic desires, impulses, and life force necessary for survival.

The ego is the source of all psychological energy, the ego acts according to the principle of happiness, it ignores social morality, external norms of behavior, its only requirement is to obtain happiness and avoid pain, the goal of the ego is to seek individual comfort, survival and reproduction, it is unconscious, not perceived by the individual.

The ego, which means "self" in German, is the part of the self that is conscious of the execution of thoughts, feelings, judgments or memories, and the function of the ego is to seek the satisfaction of the impulses of the "id" while protecting the whole organism from harm, and it follows the "principle of reality" in the service of the id.

The superego is the ideal part of the personality structure, it is formed by the individual in the process of growing up by internalizing moral norms and internalizing the values of the social and cultural environment, and its function is mainly to supervise, criticize and control its own behavior, the superego is characterized by the pursuit of perfection, so it is the same as the id, most of the superego is also unconscious, the superego requires the self to meet the id in a socially acceptable way, and it follows the "moral principle".

In each person's brain, the triple self is intertwined to form a mental consciousness.

As for why I say this, it's all because Albert is immersed in his own sea of consciousness. He was looking at himself through the eyes of his soul.

Here, he is the master of everything, he can weave everything with his mind at will, and when the self-will exercise under the existing conditions, that is, the mental power has reached the limit and entered the next stage, he can naturally do this, but in addition to using it to entertain himself, now this ability is really useless.

But at this point, under normal circumstances, there will be absolutely no hallucinations, delusions, etc., and the perception will go to a higher level.

It was hard to describe the situation, and he felt incredibly comfortable, as if he were swimming in warm water, and at the same time he felt horror: countless indescribable messages were being transmitted from his body.

The extrasensory speed to the extreme allowed him to clearly hear the sound of his blood flowing, the sound of his heart beating, the sound of organs squirming, the sound of his own breathing, the trembling of every muscle, his body odor, the smell in his mouth, and finally, the indescribable smell in his nasal cavity, all of which were amplified countless times, and the surrounding sounds were constantly stirring like a symphony.

The next second, he withdrew from that state, gasping violently.

"It's the third time. Cecilia closed the book, "Are you sweating again?"

"I'm not very skilled yet. He summoned a cloud of water to remove the sweat from his body, "I tried three times in one day, and each time I succeeded, but I couldn't control my withdrawal, and it should be fine in the future." ”

So far, they had just arrived in a hilly area, full of low hills, overgrown with trees, but there was a road, and although it would take a lot of unnecessary time to get around, for now, he was trying to adjust to the sudden increase in perception, although it was easy to make himself dizzy.

He won't do that again today, for the rest of the day.

The weather is good now, at least better than the day before yesterday, it's a sunny day.

The sun is very comfortable, their physique will not feel tired, but they still want to sleep comfortably, at this time, there are two people flying in the sky, it seems that they are flying quite urgently, there should be something, and I don't know where they are going, it may be a courier, Albert saw that the two people were holding a big package in their hands.

They were on the cart today, and the team was still moving slowly, slowly, but it didn't stop.

It seems that a certain business has been negotiated, and the leader has always been in a good mood, and the caravan has become much more scattered.

He didn't know what the negotiated business was, this was normal, even if he got along for a while, after all, he was not an internal member of the caravan, he could leave at any time, the law stipulated that he had personal freedom, it was not safe to tell such information to outsiders, the truth was the same thing, he also understood, and he would not ask anything.

"Speaking of which, you're almost at the second ring, aren't you?" "Well, it's coming. Cecilia gently traced two runes in the air, "In two months, I'll be sure." ”

The two runes were still changing and twisting in the air, and finally turned into small sparks.

"It's a big day. She chuckled softly at the change in the runes.

"Well, it's not either of us' birthday. "It's not. "It's not a wedding anniversary, it's going to be next year. "Yes, it's not. "It's not a folk festival in your hometown. "Uh-huh. ”

"So what day is it?"

"Today. The runes dispersed and reformed into an animal pattern, still changing, "It's my grandmother's birthday." ”

“。。。 Searching carefully in his brain, he didn't find anything about her grandmother, and simply admitted, "Okay, I forgot." "You haven't forgotten, I haven't told you yet. "Really?" "I remember it very well. ”

"I don't think I've heard you talk about your grandmother. Albert pulled out his notebook, "Can you tell me about it?" "Okay." ”

"At that time... ”

With her description, the past slowly emerges in front of her...

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Liviel Cecilia, a wizard, because of Albert's influence, knows a lot of fighting skills, and can be regarded as half a warrior.

At the age of 25 this year, she still has almost 300 years to live, at least the limit of her lifespan is that number.

She doesn't remember much about fifteen years ago, and her memories are a little blurry, but she still remembers her relatives, including an older brother, an older sister, and her parents, and her grandmother, who was the youngest in the family.

Cecilia's home was in the northern grasslands, and although it was years ago, she was still an equestrian and could drive her mount as she pleased, which her parents had taught her, and no one was born with it.

Her grandmother was the best to her besides her parents, and the old man was always in good health and cooked for her.

In my childhood memories, I remember the most clearly, that is, the old man told her all kinds of stories and all kinds of truths, but Cecilia was still a little naughty at that time, every time she heard her grandmother reason, she would feel annoyed and feel that she was nagging, but fortunately, she didn't say it at that time, and she remembered those things very clearly, and those truths would be understood when she grew up.

I don't know why, the old man will always be better to his grandchildren, she will give her whatever she wants, and her grandmother will give her whatever she wants, and she will hear her parents say that her name is obtained by her grandmother, which means that she hopes that she will grow up pure and strong.

When she got a very good result from testing her talent, the old man just told her to take care of herself in the future, be careful outside, and don't suffer, patted her on the head, and told her to study hard.

When she grows up, she says, remember to go back and see it, and her grandmother will continue to tell her stories if she wants.

She said that she hoped that she could become a good wizard and give her a show when she returned.