When Shangguan Qianyu woke up, he was still in the house where Yan Qingrui lived before. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

However, he was already in bed.

He fainted too suddenly, and he vomited blood and fell into a coma, so the master didn't dare to move him drastically, so he naturally took the nearest material.

Looking at the humble house, looking at the dusty piano, his mind seemed to be able to conjure up the appearance of Yan Qingrui sitting in front of the piano platform and playing the piano.

He's seen it.

Hearing the sound of the piano, he obviously had doubts, but he still chose to believe Xia Zirou.

Therefore, today, no matter how painful he is, then remorse, then mourning, and then ashamed, it is irreparable.

He sat up from the bed, the bed board was very hard, before, Yan Qingrui slept like this? How hard she lived? Alive, she didn't have a good life!

She saved his life, and gave him a new life with her blood, but she was tired by him, and died a miserable death, if she had never known him, if she had never gone down the mountain, if she had never appeared by his side, would she still be able to live such a quiet life?

Is there anyone in this world who is more ungrateful than him?

Is there anyone in this world who is more virtuous than her?

He Shangguan Qianyu owes her, owes her kindness, owes her affection, owes her a heart, how can he pay it back?

I can't pay it back, I can't pay it back anymore.

He sat still, his heart still aching, and it hurt immensely.

It was as if his soul had been stripped from his body alive, painful to the point of numbness, but yet clear, every moment, every strand, every bit of pain, so clear.

It was so clear that it made him worse than dead, but it was so clear that it made him extremely happy.

He owes her so much, so much, so deeply, what else can he pay back except for pain, endless pain, pain to the bone marrow, and endless pain?

Yes, he deserves it!

Obviously I fell in love, but I still let go.

Obviously loved deeply, but never faced it.

Knowing that she was in danger, he also self-righteously withdrew the people he was protecting.

She died, and so did his heart.

In this world, what other woman, like her, has a cold and arrogant face, and will use such a shallow and leisurely look to give him the most disdainful gaze, but it is difficult for him to give up?

In this world, what woman is worthy of his love?

No, in fact, he is not worthy of loving her.

She is so cold, so proud, so smart, so spontaneous, she lives a real and clear life.

And he, with eyes but no beads, stupid as a cow, unclear people, confused and chaotic, how can he be worthy of her?

Why didn't she tell him earlier that she had saved him? He didn't believe she didn't recognize him.

But when he thought about it, he laughed self-deprecatingly again, even if she really said it, would it be useful? At that time, he regarded Xia Zirou's words as the most true fact, who could he listen to?

If she had said it, she would have been met with his contempt, ridicule, humiliation, and contempt.

What's more, she is such a kind person, and when she saved him, she never thought of repaying him.

How could she, such a proud person, use this to humiliate herself?

At the moment of death, the thing she regretted the most was not saving him in the first place?

If she hadn't saved him, she wouldn't have been used as a pawn against him later, sent to his mansion by Yan Hongyang, would not have been separated from Leng Yuyuan, who really loved her and loved her, would not have become Princess Qinghe, would not have aroused the jealousy of others, and would not have fallen to the point where she is today!