Chapter 161, Actually, I'm your father
Zheng Wuchang on the hospital bed no longer had the domineering spirit that he used to scold Fang Xuan, but had an inexplicable tranquility, and he was still holding a famous book in his hand.
"Dao Chief, you must think that before you die, it is a very stupid thing to read and study. Zheng Wuchang gently stroked the cover of the book.
Li Yun looked at the cover of this book, the famous Japanese writer Osamu Dazai's "Human Disqualification", and said with a smile.
"It's not stupid, there are a lot of people who are studying until the last moment, they are learning the Tao, they can die at night, the text carries the Tao, you get insights from the book, get resonance, it is a kind of harvest, you can use the same personality to think about different lives in this book, isn't it?"
"yes... I, like the protagonist of the book, was lonely, lonely, he closed himself off because of fear, and I had to close myself off because of money. Zheng Wuchang smiled bitterly: "It's ridiculous, isn't it? A lonely person, looking at the life of another person who is also lonely, actually has a little fun and resonance." ”
The world is disqualified, the life of the protagonist Hazo, why not the epitome of the life of the author Osamu Dazai? This genius writer, who committed suicide at a young age, wrote loneliness into a book, allowing people to taste the lonely life.
Even though Osamu Dazai has gained so much popularity and glory in this life, he has always been lonely...
Li Yun knew from the beginning that Zheng Wuchang in front of him was also a lonely person, but the loneliness that came from his bones was not born.
"You regret it. ”
"Well, it's a pity that regret is useless now. ”
So the poor road brought him here. Li Yun smiled slightly, pointed to Huang Zhengchong with a confused face, and said: "Before you died, he was the only person who really cared about you, and he came to the Taoist temple of the poor road, and wanted to find your relatives and family members through the poor road." ”
Looking at Huang Zhengchong, Zheng Wuchang smiled, laughing from the bottom of his heart, as if relieved and relieved.
"Actually, I already know where my child is, the will has been written, leave everything I have to him, look at the results of the Taoist calculation, my child may be able to continue to take my company thriving, this is good... That's good..."
"Mr. Zheng, I know, since you know where the kid is, let him come to see you for the last time, otherwise... It's unfair to you. Huang Zhengchong said with some indignation.
Zheng Wuchang shook his head and said nothing, just wanted to stand up, but Huang Zhengchong next to him hurriedly went to help him and said, "Mr. Zheng, you can't go to the ground now..."
"It's okay, you can't even look up at the sky before you die, isn't this a little too cruel?" Zheng Wuchang ignored Huang Zhengchong, just silently found a chair near the windowsill and sat down.
Huang Zhengchong couldn't say anything, so he could only accompany him.
After looking up at the sky, Zheng Wuchang looked at Li Yun and smiled slightly: "Dao Chief, don't mind if I, an old man, talk about it before I die, listen to my story." ”
"I want to hear about it. Li Yundao.
"As for me, I was born into a poor family... That's right, the very poor one, even in the mountains, belongs to the very mediocre one, the biggest pursuit of life, is to save enough for his wife, marry his childhood sweetheart, and give birth to a big fat boy, it's true, I got my wish to save enough for my wife, and she married her childhood sweetheart, and even in the end she was pregnant. Then Zheng Wuchang sighed and said: "It's just that some things happened next that changed my fate and my family's fate." ”
"I was transferred to a big city as a technician, and for this I got to know a girl who was the daughter of the general manager of our factory and who had always been crush on me... Later, public ownership turned into private ownership, and she naturally became the eldest lady of a big factory, money, status, all have... And I am also admired by such a beautiful, lively, and rich lady. ”
After that, Zheng Wuchang didn't say much, so far, Li Yun can also guess what the next plot is, it is nothing more than Zheng Wuchang, who can't stand the temptation, accepts the love of the eldest lady, successfully abandons his pregnant wife, marries Bai Fumei, becomes the general manager, and goes to the peak of life, which is simply a model of a scumbag man.
Li Yun felt that Zheng Wuchang deserved to end up like this, no wonder no one.
"Dao Chief, you must think I'm a scumbag, yes, I'm indeed a scumbag, I'm very guilty, whether it's my nominal wife, or the childhood sweetheart in my family, and my wife... That is, after the daughter of the general manager of the factory died of illness in the second year of marriage, I never married, and I didn't dare to find my childhood sweetheart, because I was not worthy..."
Li Yun on the side looked at Huang Zhengchong, and then at Zheng Wuchang and said.
"No matter how much you do now, you can't make up for the mistakes you have made, so you want to come softly and leave gently. ”
Zheng Wuchang was silent, and finally nodded slightly...
Now that the choice has been made, remorse is useless.
"You chose to escape, you chose to compensate, to compensate your children, to use the money you earned in your life to fill your remorse, and at the same time, you are still cultivating and helping him, right..."Li Yun said lightly.
"So you can see it... I always thought I was hiding it well. Zheng Wuchang said with emotion.
Huang Zhengchong on the side was a little confused, and he didn't understand the conversation between the two in front of him at all...
"Xiao Chong, how are you doing all these years?, or how is your family?" Zheng Wuchang turned around and asked Huang Zhengchong.
"How are I... It's not bad, I have a job with a good salary, I found someone I love, my wife loves my wife, I gave birth to a big fat boy, and my parents are also harmonious. Huang Zhengchong thought about his family, and a trace of warmth flashed in his heart, his wife and children were both parents and a happy family.
But Mr. Zheng asked what his family was doing? Huang Zhengchong was still a little confused...
"Therefore, I dare not recognize my own children, his happiness, the happiness of his family, I see it in my eyes, I dare not recognize each other, I only dare to silently watch their happiness from the sidelines. Zheng Wuchang sighed and turned his head away.
"Mr. Zheng, what are you talking about..."Huang Zhengchong was a little confused, and he vaguely guessed something, and there was still some disbelief on his face.
In fact, think about it, over the years, Mr. Zheng has taken care of himself a little too well... is so good that Huang Zhengchong thinks it is the grace of knowing it.
Just imagine, when he was a mediocre college student, why did he stand out among many competitors, and why did he have such a fast promotion speed?
Zheng Wuchang smiled slightly, and looked at Huang Zhengchong with a calm face.
"Actually, I'm your father. ”