Chapter 545: I've been acting a lot in my dreams

Song Zheng naturally didn't know that in the hearts of these actors, his image had been directly equated with the landlord bully, and after meeting, he simply chatted a few words, assigned the role, sent the script down, and he asked everyone to go back to rest. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

In the next three days, Song Zheng and his gang were stuffed in the hotel, turning over the script in their hands, and when he was sure that everyone had a certain understanding of the role they were going to play, he began to find people to analyze the roles one by one, and the first one to find was not Wang Baoqiang, who was going to play Xu Sanduo, but Zhang Yi, the actor of the squad leader Shi Jin.

Song Zheng needs to talk to Zhang Yi, he can't even wait to talk to Zhang Yi about the character Shi Jin, there are more than a dozen important roles in the whole play, and there are actually only two that make him feel uneasy, one is Xu Sanduo, and the other is Shi Jin, the squad leader who sets off the character of Xu Sanduo.

Song Zheng watched "Soldier Assault" in his last life, and his favorite character was not Xu Sanduo, but Shi Jin, Song Zheng had to be glad that he didn't watch "Soldier Assault" from scratch, so he wouldn't like this TV series, let alone the role of Shi Jin.

Such a classic image of a soldier in the new era must not be deviated, not even the slightest flaw, and after the others left, Song Zheng didn't even bother to say a few words of greeting, so he broke the role of Shi Jin, crumpled it, and analyzed it for Zhang Yi according to his understanding.

In the previous life, after "Soldier Assault" became popular on the screen, many people thought that Xu Sanduo was the biggest fiction of "Soldier Assault", but in Song Zheng's opinion, the biggest fiction should be Shi Jin.

This character has deduced what is called perfection from the beginning of his appearance, very unreal perfection, his perfection has given Xu Sanduo's story the possibility to move forward, and Xu Sanduo's growth has authenticity, Xu Sanduo's fiction is based on the fiction of history and present, without history and present, there would be no Xu Sanduo.

Song Zheng must make Zhang Yi understand that in the story, why did Shi Jin help Xu Sanduo, why did he fulfill Xu Sanduo, even if he sacrificed himself in the end.

All of this stems from Shi Jin and Xu Sanduo's first meeting, when he saw a Xu Sanduo who was so weak that even his own father opened and closed his mouth to be a "turtle son", that kind of dodging eyes must have touched the most vulnerable string in his growth process, although Shi Jin was already very strong at that time, from the inside out, really strong, but no matter how strong a person is, there is a scar of growth, otherwise, he will not become strong.

Therefore, when Shi Jin saw Xu Sanduo, he unexpectedly chatted with him about the story before he became a soldier, so when Xu Baishun reprimanded Xu Sanduo in every way, he finally forgot the principle of receiving troops, and after pouring a bowl of wine with a bowl of wine, he roared out that sentence with a little tragic momentum, Xu Sanduo and Shi Jin will remember the words for a lifetime: "I want to bring him into an upright soldier!"

In fact, now Song Zheng looks back and recalls that scene, and can clearly feel that this scene is actually a bit too much, to be precise, the traces of the stage play are too strong.

However, in that atmosphere at that time, the role of Shi Jin should indeed have an outbreak, not for Xu Sanduo, but for the early outbreak of his future discharge, perhaps Shi Jin didn't expect that he shouted that sentence, which turned out to be the end of his military history.

Because for a person who touches the scars of his growth, most of the time people will find ways to help him, to help him grow, hoping that he will not have to suffer the hardships he has suffered, suffer his own injuries, and hope that he can get more sunshine and walk more straight.

At least that's what Shi Jin thinks, so if he is as perfect as he is, when he has the ability to help a weak person who is similar to himself, he will be desperate to give up.

Of course, with Xu Sanduo's psychological and physical state at that time, his weakness in the recruit company can be imagined, Shi Jin was naturally extremely anxious, and he also tried to bring Xu Sanduo to the seventh company, but the words of the company commanders Gao Cheng and Wu Liuyi made it difficult for him to find a proper excuse and reason.

This seems to be a passing paragraph is actually very important, because there is no Xu Sanduo left, so Shi Jin must have deep self-blame in his heart, so when Xu Sanduo came from the forgotten fifth class to the top seven companies to meet him, he would seriously say to Sanduo: "Sanduo, the squad leader is not as good as you think!"

When he toasted with Xu Sanduo, something flickered in his eyes, he said this, he flashed that, because he clearly and fully felt Xu Sanduo's unreserved trust, admiration, gratitude, and attachment to him from Xu Sanduo's sincere smile, and he felt that he had failed these, so he blamed himself even more.

So when Xu Sanduo came to the Seventh Company in a circle, Shi Jinhui would take Xu Sanduo to his class despite all the requests.

Just because he had a promise, in order to fulfill his promise, Shi Jin lost his right hand, lost his future, in order to fulfill his promise, Gao Cheng connived at Shi Jin to leave a lot of three, when Shi Jin had to go, the sadness on Gao Cheng's face, there are only two moments that can be compared, one is the disbandment of the Seventh Company, and the other is the lame Wu Liuyi who is determined to leave the army.

This kind of adherence to commitment, in Song Zheng's view, is precious, and it is also the most noble quality of Shi Jin's character.

Although everyone adheres to the education of keeping promises since childhood, when they are very young, people will say that they will pull the hook and fish, for a hundred years, they are not allowed to change, and when they are older, they will shout in an elegant voice, "The big husband is a word, and the horse is difficult to chase", and when he is older, he will say in a slightly calm voice, "Words must be done, and actions must be fruitful." ”

But when people with a pure heart step into society, they will know that there may be another interpretation of promise, promise may still be used, promise may be abandoned, people keep their promise again and again, what they get may be the deception and betrayal of others, so people understand that promise is sometimes a means, a means to achieve a certain selfish goal.

But people still need to make promises, as Shi Jin asked, "Is there one thing you want to promise to accomplish in your heart?"

After those promises, self-blame and guilt, Shi Jin already had more feelings for Xu Sanduo, and when Wu Liuyi persuaded him to give up Xu Sanduo again, he lay on the tank and said, "However, I already have feelings for him." ”

In Song Zheng's view, this affection is not only comradeship, but also brotherhood, father-son love.

Under this emotion, he let Xu Sanduo hammer, and hammered out a new world for Xu Sanduo, which was reasonable and expected, but what he said in order to make Xu Sanduo hammer for the second time was still like a thunderbolt on the ground.

In Shi Jin's words, he mentioned his future for the first time, and he said to Xu Sanduo clearly, do you want me to leave next year?

This sentence rushed out, indicating that Shi Jin was ready to exchange his future for Xu Sanduo's future.

Shi Jin mentioned his future, and if another person said this, it might make people feel that his previous kindness to Xu Sanduo was for the purpose of exploitation, but after seeing the entanglement between the two people from the beginning, Song Zheng felt the perfection of Shi Jin's role even more.

It's not even perfect, it's because Xu Sanduo is already very important to Shi Jin at this time, he has paid so much for Xu Sanduo, he can't turn back, turn around and give up?

So when Xu Sanduo asked Shi Jin: Squad leader, am I your friend?

Shi Jin said: Count!

So Xu Sanduo said to Shi Jin: You are very important to me.

Shi Jin said: You are also very important.

These things, these words, are the key and the most important thing for reconstructing Xu Sanduo's psychological state, or in other words, it is Shi Jin who reconstructs Xu Sanduo's psychology, he let Xu Sanduo completely get out of inferiority, and begin to try to believe and finally believe: I can do it, I am the same as everyone else, I can do it!

Under the encouragement of Shi Jin, under the warmth of Shi Jin, and under the help of Shi Jin, Xu Sanduo exploded with the potential that had been closed for 20 years, and since then it has been out of control.

At this point in the story, anyone should have a premonition that Shi Jin is bound to quit, because the protagonist is Xu Sanduo's growth, and if Shi Jin can help Xu Sanduo, it will be in the end, and the rest is another person Yuan Lang.

Shi Jin's exit from the scene left people with warm memories one after another; when Xu Sanduo stood alone in front of the regiment commander and stubbornly memorized military knowledge and cast a cry for help, he bravely went out of the ranks; the people in the unit knew that this was against the general rules when he was able to exercise; after Xu Sanduo showed his memory of leaking secrets, he chased after the company commander and asked, "Is he handsome!" and asked Xu Sanduo to stand on the side of the road alone and stupidly demonstrate his military posture; he secretly laughed and walked away by himself after letting Xu Sanduo stand alone on the side of the road and stupidly demonstrate his military posture; and before the exercise began, he smiled and tidied up his appearance for Xu Sanduo.

In the process of everyone's growth, warmth is used to buffer, warmth is used to fill in color, warmth is used to paralyze, and the parting that really hurts so much that it can't hurt is about to kick off.

"That's the result, I expected it a long time ago, pick up the gun, Sanduo, no one will take care of you anymore, you really can't make mistakes in the future, rush, rush!"

During the exercise, when Shi Jin was "killed" and fell to the ground and said this to Xu Sanduo, who could not be moved?

Those helplessness, those reluctance, those suppressed and suppressed, suppressed and suppressed, were all hidden in his deep voice and eyes that lost their light in an instant.

Poor Xu Sanduo, how could he have thought that Shi Jin's words had such a deep meaning, and he was even a little happy, because this was not a real war, which meant that the squad leader was not really dead, if he knew that the squad leader was saying goodbye to him, would he still rush forward?

He will, he will rush up and tear all the enemies.

Of course, Xu Sanduo didn't have time to tear the enemy, because he was going to replace Shi Jin to go to the division headquarters to compete, and what it meant to change people in battle, except for people like Xu Sanduo, who knew it later, everyone knew.

Shi Jin knew better, so he stood quietly in the room, he expected Xu Sanduo to break in, so when Xu Sanduo broke into his sight in a hurry, questioning why he went, not the squad leader, he gave a calm and warm smile.

He knows Xu Sanduo too well, so he told the story of a female table so emotionally, he set the gender of the same table as female, which may be true or false, but in the barracks where there are many singles, the story of this boy and girl made Xu Sanduo, who was already half a beat slow, give up the last doubts.

And Shi Jin's focus is on the last sentence he wants to say, "From Tiannan to Haibei, that is just a distance of a leg."

But is it really just a leg lift?

After lifting his legs, the trajectory of life has been drawn from left to right, and I believe that the names Shi Jin and Xu Sanduo will continue to recur in each other's lives, but they are destined to go through the years.

Therefore, on the day Xu Sanduo sat on the jeep and left the barracks, Shi Jin stood in the rain to see him off, such a heavy rain, such a tall posture, such a warm smile, and such a standard military salute.

This is Shi Jin's best parting gift to his last soldier, and the last thing Xu Sanduo remembers must be his smile, his military posture, and his military salute, but unfortunately, this is Shi Jin's only misjudgment of Xu Sanduo, because Xu Sanduo came back a day early.

In Song Zheng's view, Tiananmen represents the country, and the car driving through Tiananmen represents Shi Jin, who is a soldier guarding the country, is really gone, so Shi Jin finally cried.

Crying so much, nine years of youth have created a perfect squad leader, a period of eventful years, and now, the squad leader is going to say goodbye to his years, what is it like?

Song Zheng has never been a soldier, so he can't describe it, he just knows that a very important part of a soldier's life is about to leave him from now on. And this period of growth must still dominate his joys, sorrows, and sorrows many years later.

Xu Sanduo, who came back, saw the empty bed frame, and he finally understood everything, so he ran desperately, and the pickets chasing behind him reflected Xu Sanduo's mood at the moment.

When Xu Sanduo shouted the sentence "not good", Shi Jin's face changed abruptly, as if he had done something wrong, yes he lied to him, and most importantly, I am afraid that he himself does not know, how should he face this soldier who has paid 10,000 points and 100,000 points?

Shi Jin can penetrate people's hearts, especially Xu Sanduo's heart, because Xu Sanduo is what he helped grow up bit by bit, so Xu Sanduo doesn't know himself, but he understands that what he said to Xu Sanduo in the end is also destined to become a watershed in Xu Sanduo's life.

"Sanduo, don't always pin this idea on others, you have flowers blooming in your own heart, one by one, how beautiful, I'm leaving, I can help you cut the last grass in your heart, Xu Sanduo, you should grow up, it's time to grow up, I'm leaving." ”

Cut off the last handful of grass in your heart!

Yes, Shi Jin is the last reliance on Xu Sanduo's growth path, Shi Jin's departure, Xu Sanduo's last crutch finally had to go, or rather, his heart was finally strong enough to become a whole.

Shi Jin's move has drawn a successful end to Xu Sanduo's psychological remodeling, and Xu Sanduo must face the remaining difficulties alone.

Of course, Shi Jin can leave with confidence, because he has given Xu Sanduo a strong and rich enough heart to deal with the difficulties after he leaves.

In Xu Sanduo's heart, he sowed the seeds, just waiting for the next spring to bloom.

In fact, Xu Sanduo is also the grass of history and the present, and his dedication to Xu Sanduo, not abandoning and not giving up, will make his heart more rich and powerful.

When everything that should be said was finished, Song Zheng and Zhang Yi faced each other, and the rest was silence, reminiscence, and reminiscence of this wonderful role.

After a long time, Song Zheng broke the silence: "Lao Zhang, I don't know how you saw this character, I just want to ask you to fulfill this role, because this is also to fulfill yourself!"

Zhang Yi glanced up at Song Zheng, the corners of his mouth curled, and he squeezed out a smile: "Mr. Song, I always wanted to tell you before I came, I was acting Xu Sanduo in my dreams, but after listening to your words, I know, just like you said, I have to fulfill myself!"

After Zhang Yi finished speaking, he looked up at the ceiling, and suddenly said again: "It's a pity! ”

Song Zheng was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help laughing, after really understanding the role of Shi Jin, I'm afraid many people will think like this!

It's a pity that I didn't meet Shi Jin.

Especially in the youth when everyone thinks they are smart and invincible, but in fact they are ignorant and confused, everyone wants to meet someone like Shi Jin too much.

Then you don't have to be sold and help others count the money, so you don't have to come out of one fire pit and jump into another fire pit, so that the wine won't be iron-hearted early and drill into life, so that you won't have a ruthless head and blood, and you will have a so-called victory.

Song Zheng stood up, pressed Zhang Yi's shoulder, and said: "Remember what you said, fulfill yourself, some roles, an actor can meet countless in a lifetime, and some roles, an actor can only meet once in a lifetime, the opportunity is in front of you, whether you can fulfill yourself or not, the important thing is not me, but you!"

After Song Zheng finished speaking, he turned around and left.

Zhang Yi looked at it and subconsciously asked, "Where are you going?"

Song Zheng said with a smile: "Go and fulfill the grass in the heart of the squad leader of Shi Jin!"

What should be said, Song Zheng has said everything, whether he can fulfill the role of Shi Jin, the next thing is up to Zhang Yi, only if he fulfills Shi Jin, when acting in this play, Shi Jin can fulfill Xu Sanduo.

I just don't know if that kid can read Xu Sanduo's character now.

Song Zheng walked to the door, opened the door, and couldn't help but be stunned, he was about to go to find Wang Baoqiang, but he didn't expect Wang Baoqiang to have arrived at his door.

Wang Baoqiang was also stunned when he saw Song Zheng, and then he was a little embarrassed, grabbed his hair, and said, "Big brother, you~~~ tell me about it!"

Song Zheng smiled, let go of the way, and said, "Come in!"