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After eating and drinking in the sea outside, he finally calmed down his anger, and when he returned to Fang's house, Lin Fei came to the VIP room arranged by Fang Shuhai.

I was going to board 6Look and continue to search for some information related to the Gu family, but now, in the courtyard in front of the guest room, a lonely back of a woman is sitting on a bluestone stool, looking up at the night sky, stunned.

"Yarou?" Lin Fei walked over, only to see the woman quickly wiping away the tears from her face.

"You're back", Fang Yarou showed a smile, signaling that she was fine, "What are you going to eat?"

Lin Fei didn't answer, but asked, "Who did you make you cry?"

Fang Yarou shook her head, "No one made me cry, I just remembered something." If you don't sleep, I guess it doesn't matter if you sleep or not, you might as well sit down and talk to me, I have something to tell you."

Lin Fei nodded and sat down, separated from Fang Yarou a small round table, on the table, Fang Yarou prepared a bottle of eighty-two years of Lafite, and also woke up early, it seems that she is ready to drink a little more with Lin Fei.

The two of them pondered for a while, and Fang Yarou said, "Lin Fei, I'm sorry, I asked you to come this time, I originally wanted to avoid the marriage of the dealer, but now...... I decided to marry Zhuang Yifan, I'm really sorry for letting you waste your efforts."

"Why, you don't have feelings for him", Lin Fei frowned, "If you really don't have to do this because of your mother's surgery, I can pack the ticket, it's a big deal I force it to do, they can't stop me!

And even if they complete the operation, you don't have to marry it, if they dare to use the strong one, I will directly kill that Zhuang Yifan, and see how he marries you!"

"Don't be like this", Fang Yarou persuaded worriedly: "I know that you can endure a lot, but there is no need to come to that point.

What's more, you yourself have a lot of things to do, many people are already eyeing you, you should think more about yourself, not me, I am just an ordinary friend of yours at most, I am very grateful that you can help me to this point. ”

"Ordinary friends?" Lin Fei smiled playfully, "What you did with me is not something that ordinary friends would do." ”

Fang Yarou's face flushed, and she naturally knew that he was talking about oral sex in the office, so she glanced at him, "Don't be kidding, there's nothing to say." We're all adults, and if we don't have any impulses for 'sex', it's not normal, and I don't regret doing that for you, it's just a moment of madness, but ...... But it doesn't mean anything."

Lin Fei was slightly surprised, Fang Yarou was obviously more mature than she imagined, indeed, let alone oral sex, even if two people have a relationship, it may not really be a close relationship.

Fang Yarou continued: "I've thought about it, my marriage to Zhuang Yifan is a good thing for the family and for my parents and family...... And I don't have a boyfriend in the first place, and I'm not too young anymore, so it's time to get married.

Compared with many rich boys who mess with flowers outside, the senior is more trustworthy, and he has waited for me for so many years, and I should recognize this."

"But there is no love between you at all", Lin Fei frowned.

"Love"?

Fang Yarou smiled bitterly and shook her head, "Do you remember what I told you, that ex-boyfriend I used to talk about from college all the way to this year, seven years...... The relationship between me and him was love......

But so what, every love is like a unique fuel in the world, burning and burning, sooner or later it will be exhausted, and it can no longer be ignited.

If it's something that will not be available sooner or later, why should I be obsessed with the word 'love'? It may be more important to live a peaceful life and satisfy the family."

"But will you feel happy, that is not the life you originally wanted, you are just using reality to anesthetize your soul, you can have a better future, if you choose the wrong place to settle down at this step, there will be no next chance", Lin Fei looked at her solemnly.

Fang Yarou's eyes flashed with crystal, like stars in the sky, shining.

"Do you really care so much about me?"

Lin Fei was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "Of course, although many people think that I am 'full of evil', it doesn't mean that I won't care about the people around me, isn't this contradictory."

Fang Yarou smiled and said a little gently: "What if...... If only I had met you sooner, maybe you'd be my boyfriend. ”

"Am I not now?" Lin Fei asked with a smile.

Fang Yarou puffed out her mouth and shook her head, "It's fake, you belong to Su Yingxue, this is the reality, you will marry another woman, and I ...... Marry another man, too. ”

Lin Fei's heart couldn't help but be a little blocked, Fang Yarou's meaning was very clear, that is, no matter how she helped her, in the end, she still had to get married, her youth was also precious, she couldn't wait like this forever.

Therefore, since she is going to marry a man sooner or later, she would rather choose the familiar and visible Zhuang Yifan.

Lin Fei drank a few sips of alcohol, but he didn't know how to speak, he couldn't promise a woman, Fang Yarou had the right to choose her own life.

"Actually, there's no point in saying this, how can everything go well in life, otherwise there won't be so many regrets and regrets", Fang Yarou's eyes were full of thoughts, and she said lightly: "Lin Fei, I also heard about it during the day, my mother hates going to the hospital and seeing a doctor, do you know why?"

Lin Fei was also about to ask during the day, but then Fang Shuhai and the others didn't mean to say it, so they couldn't help but be curious: "Did you give birth to something in the hospital before?"

Fang Yarou nodded, "It's when I was born......"

"You were born?" Lin Fei was stunned and puzzled.

Fang Yarouxu said: "My mother, unlike the head mother of many big families, is not a famous lady, she used to be the daughter of an ordinary teacher's family, her parents and grandparents, are ordinary people.

Because of this, when she and my father met in college, my grandmother at home was particularly opposed, but in the end, she couldn't resist my father, and my grandfather didn't object, so it was rare that the eldest son of the Fang family married a girl from an ordinary family.

But even if I got married, the burden on my mother was very heavy with my family and grandmother, my mother had never been educated in high society, and many rules had to be learned from scratch, so to speak, she was like a primary school student who suddenly entered college, she didn't understand anything, and she needed to figure it out on her own.

Maybe it was too much pressure, that year, when I was born, I gave birth to a mother with heavy hemorrhage, and at a critical moment, in order to save the lives of my mother and daughter, I gave up the ability to have children from now on......"

When Lin Fei heard this, he couldn't help but be stunned, no wonder the Fang family is such a big family, Fang Yarou, as the eldest granddaughter, doesn't have half a brother and sister, but Liu Yingying can't have children anymore!?

"Do you know what a blow it is to lose the ability to have children for a wealthy eldest daughter-in-law who has just given birth to a daughter...... Not only the trauma in my own heart, but also the pressure from my family and the outside world, which is unimaginable.

Although my dad and my grandfather didn't blame my mother, when I was a child, whenever my dad and grandpa were not at home, I often saw my grandma beating and scolding my mom...... Also humiliated that she was a hen that did not lay eggs and kept a waste at home......

I may have been sensible too early, these memories are like weeds that have taken root in my mind, and I can't pull them out, and now, when I dream, I will wake up in the middle of the night.

My mother was very weak because of the sequelae when she gave birth to me, and she was not a strong body, and the chance of getting sick became higher and higher, which was especially disliked by my grandmother.

It wasn't until I was in middle school that my grandmother passed away...... I know that's not right, but I'm not afraid to sue you, I attended my grandmother's funeral, and I was so happy that I couldn't wait to laugh out loud......"

Fang Yarou's eyes were filled with suppressed excitement, and there were a few strands of blood in her tears.

Lin Fei looked at her with one hand, pinching the wine glass, her knuckles were white, and she couldn't help but be surprised, this woman's heart is not as gentle as her appearance, she also has her madness, but she usually doesn't show it.

"The day after my grandmother died, I said to my mother very seriously, 'Mom, I'm going to be a doctor, so that even if you don't go to the hospital, I can see you, you don't like to see a doctor, but you always like to see your daughter.'"

That's why I became a doctor, and although it was a bit naïve, I really just wanted to see my mom at first. She should have hated me, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have hemorrhaged and lost her fertility, and if I were a boy, she wouldn't be so disgusted......"

Lin Fei persuaded, "How can you blame you for this, it's not for you to decide." You're no worse than those miscellaneous big family men, and besides, doesn't your family still rely on you to marry the dealer?"

"But I just feel sorry for my mother", Fang Yarou choked up and looked at Lin Fei with a blank expression, "If I wasn't too unfilial, I ran to Lin'an because of a little emotional injury, and if I didn't stay by her side, she wouldn't have been diagnosed with a tumor so late."

I vowed to be my mother's doctor since I was a child, but I left her behind when she needed me the most, and now I can only watch her wander through the ghost gate......

Lin Fei, you understand now, I can't let my mother go like this, as long as she can get better, I am willing to do anything. ”

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