Ji Ruotang once again realized his luck.

In fact, Shi Jianren was also secretly frightened, and now he thinks that the scene where the girl sat in the middle of the night a few days ago may really evolve into the current scene.

The half-open large tent has been completely opened, and now it is just a sunshade shelf with a dǐng shed, and the folding steel skeleton is said to be able to withstand several levels of wind and thousands of catties of strength, and just now a young man wearing a black shirt and black trousers hung himself on the steel pipe rack of the tent, and the strips of cloth twisted into a dark red deep mark on his neck!

The sudden shaking of the tent attracted people who happened to pass by, but the people who grabbed it were already lying there motionless.

Shi Jianren actually recognized this staff member who came from the county to assist in emergency rescue and disaster relief, this young man named Huang Keyong has always been silent and haunted the front line of all activities, for the establishment of this resettlement diǎn, he was the first batch of locals to join, and it is said that he was originally a propaganda officer in the county government.

Like countless obscure participants, Shi Jianren didn't pay much attention to the seemingly unremarkable individual, but in just over a month, the young man chose to end his life by hanging himself.

The two doctors who placed Diǎn were doing their best to rescue, but the people around them were watching silently, no one cried, and no one exclaimed, including the people who rushed from behind, they all just stretched their necks to look at the body, there were more and more people, and the surroundings of this sunshade were densely packed, Shi Jianren remembered that there were more than 5,000 people at the highest peak of this resettlement diǎn, but now that the military and police have moved in large numbers, and after the media staff left, the two or three thousand people should be survivors and a few volunteers around, especially the dozens of people from his line, and it seems that they have all gotten the news。

Wang Xueqin also came over, frowned and walked to the middle in the gap between natural separation, looked down at the motionless body, then looked up at the cloth strips that were still hanging on the steel frame, and then began to look around at the eyes around them, almost demoralized to the extreme, not even angry or sad, just lifeless watching their kind of people give up their lives.

Of course, I also saw Shi Jianren and Ji Ruotang, the girl was already standing side by side with Shi Jianren, putting her delicate fingers in the thick palm, it seemed that only in this way could she confirm that she was also passing by such a life trajectory, and she could say in the past £dǐng£diǎn£ small £, .2∷3.os_(); I went for more than a month, and I was not immersed in such a low feeling.

Wang Xueqin and Shi Jianren's eyes intertwined, and they moved away with a slight diǎn head, but turned around and saw an electric horn in the corner of the house, walked over and turned on the power in their hands, and tried it a little: "Hello everyone, I won't introduce myself......" The cheap electric horn transmitted a slightly changed tone, Wang Xueqin raised her head and raised her voice a little: "First of all, I want to say I'm sorry! Ke Yong...... Today's situation is not accidental, but I have a great responsibility, and even to everyone, I have an unshirkable responsibility, I'm sorry!"

After speaking, Wang Xueqin, who was still wearing a black down jacket, carried an electric horn, stood in the center of the crowd, and seriously bowed and apologized in four different directions, bending down to an almost right angle.

When the first bow, the vast majority of people have not come back to their senses, the second bow is a little surprised, to the third many people are making sounds or movements, the fourth bow leads the crowd to squeeze in the middle, involuntarily squeezing over, and many people are shouting: "I'm sorry for what you say! Secretary Wang, you are a good person...... If it weren't for you, where would we be ...... where we are now?"

"Secretary Wang, it's not your fault, it's a natural disaster**......"

"It's not a **, no one has done anything wrong......"

"Earthquake, no one wants it, Secretary Wang, don't be like this, you must not be like this......"

The little finger of Shi Jianren's palm also throbbed, but he was held motionless by him, because from his point of view, these faces, which were still indifferent and numb just now, are now almost all surging with emotion, facing a large group of people whose hearts are like ashes, talking about any big truth is nonsense, Wang Xueqin is very correct in his strange way.

But Wang Xueqin is obviously sincere, and she straightened up to thank the people around her who had surrounded and pulled her: "Come, don't squeeze, stand up and listen to me, I really didn't do a good job, everyone present should have seen me struggling to support, or I will only mechanically cheer everyone up, and repeatedly tell you to forget about sadness...... In fact, I didn't set an example myself, I didn't put everyone's mood to the point where I could understand it best, how can I say that I can lead everyone out of here!?

However, she didn't go all out as Shi Jianren expected, and her voice turned low again: "Of those present, no one will definitely be spared, each of us has relatives and friends who have been killed, houses, property, The homeland and your dearest people have come to naught in an instant, for us Heizhu people, we have always liked to be leisurely and quiet, and for the Heizhu people who have no quarrel with the world, this kind of earth-shaking pain of losing all is outside this area, it is difficult to understand, Ke Yong's two-year-old child, his dearest wife have all been lost, the young man who used to be outgoing and sunny, now he is silent all day long, and he is not interested in anything, those who say that those who commit suicide are cowards and evasive, do they understand Ke Yong's pain?"

The sound of sobbing began to rise one after another, it should be mainly women, but many men are raising their heads vigorously, originally intending to use this action to block the tears that may be left, but it also invisibly makes many people's heads rise, and they see the surrounding mountains, instead of looking down and only seeing the ruins under their feet.

Wang Xueqin is indeed different from before:" I am also an individual, an ordinary person, I have also witnessed the collapse of the entire township government building, I have seen all my colleagues and leaders in front of me, I have also thought about jumping down from this side, oh, that over there, on that big rock, someone should have seen me standing on it several times, there are also experts in the province who have done psychological intervention for me, but those who are present, you all know that a person who has not experienced so much suffering and pain himself comes to tell me not to be sad, how much practical use can that be? Only those of us who have really suffered disasters can understand what we are thinking about each other, and this feeling can only be resolved by ourselves!"

"I used to tell myself that it was for you, in order to make this placement run well, I couldn't give up, I couldn't leave you, I couldn't selfishly jump into the river......"

Maybe it was because I heard that the secretary who was always smiling on TV actually admitted that he had also thought about suicide, and several propagandists who were still taking pictures with cameras were stunned, not knowing whether to continue filming, and the victims were obviously all focused on her, only the two doctors were suddenly surprised: "Wake up!"

There was a violent cough, Huang Keyong really curled up on the ground and opened his eyes in pain, but Wang Xueqin just squatted down and patted him on the shoulder, stood up and continued: "But at that time, I was actually still selfish! What I was thinking about was not to let Shilong Town settle diǎn scandal, and not to let the news that this well-known secretary of the country had committed suicide become the talk of others after dinner! I just thought that you had become a huge pressure on me, and I couldn't breathe, but I didn't think about it...... Wang Xueqin, as the secretary of the five towns and one town, what should I do the most? It is to take you wholeheartedly together, leave the sadness, leave this negative life that only thinks about the grief of the past, and live, is the best explanation for those relatives who have passed away, we are a new family, a new family, you know? Now all the 2,617 people in Shilong Town, we are a new family, from tomorrow, we will have a new way to live! Tomorrow, I need 500 people to go to the county seat with me! This family needs 500 people to work with me and help the rest of the whole family to work hard......"

Obviously, the previously indifferent crowd inevitably exchanged all kinds of words: "What's the matter?"

It's not the kind of love that has nothing to do with me, doesn't want to care about anything, and doesn't care about anything, even if the heart is like dead ashes, at this time, it seems that there should be something to dilute this gray feeling.

Rather than just listening to the psychiatrists.

If the withered grass is given the right spark to ignite, it is even likely to burn the plains. (To be continued.) )